Video chat has daily proof that it seems to be quite difficult these days to achieve a decent erection.

Plus it's extremely labor intensive to get the dang thing to cum. And it takes like forever.

Why is that? Was it always this way?

You think high fructose corn syrup has fucked up masturbation, too?

When you have a lot of homemade porn, it's fun to watch it. Lotsa times I watch it with the volume off, for reasons. Anyway I find the fucking video to be kinda boring, but the video of getting my cock sucked is very interesting and quite enjoyable. There's a previous blog post about the warning I used to give, where I'd say, "I'm gonna cum, babe." The point of that post was in the more recent vid clips I didn't give any warning. Cause she knew the clues. I was surprised to hear myself say, in this wonderful clip of being serviced by her face, lips and tongue, "It's gonna cum!" Almost like it was a threesome. Me, her, and my cock. My cock was the center of attention, and we were both enjoying the show. I had a premonition something was definitely gonna happen real soon, and my verbal ejaculation preceded the explosion of jizz. Great video, I like to watch it with at least one hand on my erection.



The animation is from the clip, in the moment we were discussing what had just happened.

So a guy jumps off a bridge. Where is he?

In the air? In the water? Splattered? Bouncing on the bungee?

Well, no. That's all after he jumped.

OK then, on the bridge? Nope, that's before he jumped.

A guy is jerking off. Did he cum?

If he's jerking, he's masturbating, didn't cum yet.

Hey Jenny, watch me jerk off! Gonna cum? Definitely.

The whole point of jerking off is to finish.

If you're jerking off, you're gonna cum.

Otherwise you're just jerking.

(Pet peeve: Vid clips of guys jerking and they don't cum, or they cut the video before the finale.)

(And, then have the temerity to use "jerking off" in the title.)

What brought this up?

Maybe the dang Video Chat. Huge amount of jerking. Not much cum.

Most of the time, it's obvious, he ain't gonna cum, he's not even jerking.

What is that then? Twiddling? Fiddling?

Plus, you know, ejaculation is so damn fast, What, 10 seconds? Done.

I'm gonna cum soon. Don't blink or look away, you'll miss it.

And within a few seconds of the final spasm. Boom, disconnected.

Not even sticking around for the attaboys, or the adulation.

You know what's pervy? Taking video of your cock, when it's nice and hard, and very responsive.

Not sure what I like best, playing with my cock, or enjoying the view, or actually watching my cock live on the camera.

Cause you have to watch what's on the screen, or it's not gonna be nicely composed.



The trickle of clear stuff is so exciting, it doesn't happen every time.

And as lube, it's so slippery and enhances the whole deal of enjoying a quality erection.

And where better to show it off and talk about it than NN?

I remember how I used to jerk off in private and no one knew how often I jerked off, and no one ever saw me jerk off. Like years went by, there was a lot of jerking off. Then I went to college and was able to get this private time with Jenny. And then she learned to make me cum. Eventually she let me cum in her mouth, then I bought that Polaroid camera, and well you know the rest.

For years it was a thing, that when she had her period, I'd get a couple nice blow jobs. Years. There's amazing video of getting my cock sucked. I don't post that, but boy is it fun to watch. Very exciting.

Eventually I felt kinda sorry for her, especially when she had to work too hard to make me cum, so then, well cause I wanted to cum, I'd get her to watch me cum. I'd put on a show. Turns out she liked to watch my facial expressions more than my dick. Then I got her to shoot video of me jerking off, cause it got her to focus on my dick.

Then the problem was she kept giving running commentary as I played with my cock, and would always erupt with some comments of absolute surprise or she'd state the obvious as the cum would rocket outta my dick. On the best days. Plenty of times it just fell out.

Now I'm mostly jerking off in private again, no one sees me cum, or no one knows how often I cum. She's seen me cum, and well, it's kinda old hat. The video is a bit of a let down. The volume and distance scores ain't what they used to be. Still gets pretty hard and still feels exquisite and I'm addicted to enjoying the time I spend making my cock cum. Teasing along a quality erection, the absolute joy of those moments when it can't take it any more, and the spasms take over.

That's the celebration. Thanks to the community here who gets it and facilitates it and helps get the thing hard in the first place. Thanks for all you do to help me cum.

And thanks for watching me cum. Use to think I could capture the joy with video. Can't be done. But it shares pretty good.

Time doesn't stand still, it just seems that way sometimes.

Here in the northeastern part of the US, the trees all have buds,
the grass has greened up. Birds are noisy.

Special time with all the new growth, it doesn't last very long,
this part of spring, it's still kinda chilly, 50ºF.

As I was enjoying my therapeutic stress relief this morning,
I watched a 3 minute clip from my own library.

With the audio on, you could hear the birds chirping and singing,
must've had the windows open that day.

The clip is titled, "Educational. No, really."
A pervy, private moment, and also a joyous springtime celebration.

I can still remember that night, in the Camaro, parked in some outta the way location, when I first unleashed her breasts and was able to feel 'em and suck them and kiss them and enjoy them, and it was kinda underwhelming.

Then soon we moved on to genitalia, way more satisfying, especially because she was thrilled with making me cum. Seemed my face always smelled of pussy.

Didn't take long to realize I was an ass man, and the biggest thrill of all was tongue fucking her cute li'l butt hole. OMG did that make my dick hard.

Along the way, I kept buying new cameras, and quickly found I really liked my homemade porn.

Noticed Danthaman827 had a butt tessellation in his gallery, "Butt, it's art "

Experimented with the art form a while ago.

Well, I used to post pics at other sites, all those are places gone now. The first pics I posted over twenty years ago were, you guessed it, my dick. Therapeutic Stress Relief became my favorite title for threads about achieving a quality erection, enjoying the pleasure of playing with it, while taking pictures and video, and then cumming for the camera.

Since I was jerking off anyway, and it became real easy to hold the camera in one hand, while stroking with the other. Or I'd make a big production out of it with a tripod, so I could use both hands on my cock. Sometimes, I could get Jenny to operate the camera and watch me masturbate until I'd surprise her with an explosion.

I would jack off in the morning, or I'd come home for lunch and jack off. I would jack off so I could fall asleep at night. Sometimes after fucking her good, and she was asleep, I would jack off, because I wanted to cum again.

Sometimes, when you want to experience the joy of your happy fingers dancing over an incredibly taut cock, to get that marvelous feeling of delaying the ejaculation, and just edging that thing on, the only problem is, it ain't hard yet. Like you're in the mood, but your dick isn't.

Turns out, I have a lot of video of this therapeutic stress relief from over the years, and a sure fire way to get my cock nice and hard, was to watch clips of my nice hard cock. I've noticed that the best way to watch a masturbation clip, or a blowjob clip, or a hand job clip, is to be gently massaging your own equipment, while viewing the hardcore porn. Much more exciting that way.

And even though I have this incredible video library of Jack jackin', there is a certain sameness to it, duh.




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(not done yet, work-in-progress, if you've per chance gotten this far (fat chance), come back later for more text.)

I remember the threads in the forum, now gone, about the former guy (TFG).

I remember who his supporters were. Although some are gone (banned, maybe).

I remember the invective, the assured pronouncements, their unwavering support for TFG.

So confident in their position, their team, their side, they were fooled by the lies and swagger.

And I see them here, every day. Forever tainted, forever contaminated. I can't forget.

It's still an ongoing threat. Maybe someday there will be contrition. What will it take?