I actually reverted to the youngster in me and fixed my own computer's DVD drive. I hope at least it plays music. Now onto the glasses the dog destroyed last night. Hopefully Lenscrafters can make new lenses. It is kinda funny that the glasses have balistis lenses and bombs don't really do anything to them and a pupy destroys them in minutes.

My daughter came to me last night and appoligized for how she reacted last night to my kicking the dog out of the house. She did nothing but cry and she is sorry. What an ass I am. By the time I leave they are going to want me too.

People are treating me like I'm leaving in chat. I'm not leaving the people who know my old names in here know I started on NN while I was in Iraq. I'll be around taking my computer with me.

Now I'm the badguy cause I can't deal with the bullshit. I come home 3 times today and the dog has ripped apart the house chewing everything up. The last time she chewed the inserts to my balistic glass I need next week when I leave for Washington. They weren't in the house 2 hours. And I don't know if they can be replaced. I can't deal with this shit this week. So I nade the dog go away. So again I have upset my kids.

Because of the seperation I need to refinnance the house. But the more I look into it the more it looks like I can't. Cause I'm not behind and I make to much as long as I'm on Orders that is. but what happens when I'm done. Even than 50% of my take home goes just to house payments that doesn't even count for bills.

So much to do and no clue where to start.

And to top it all off the DVD drive on my new laptop doesn't work what the hell.

Trying to think of a way to say this:

It looks like I'm headed back to Iraq. I found out last week. What sucks is I'm leaving for Washingtonton on the 5th of next month so that doesn't give me much time to get stuff done before I leave.

I'm getting tired of upsetting my childern for the Army.

Today was my last day at my training job. I'm taking my leave that I have left before stating the next job (which as of yet I have no orders for). Not worried about it yet. More worried about the future than that. Especially watching my goverment try to buy its way out of the coming depression. I guess lessons learned from our history or these people were absant from history class about trying to buy our way out doesn't work. Oh well.

Went for a 2 hour Blackhawk helicopter ride. 1st time in a Blackhawk but been on a couple other types. I have pics but still in the camera. They had to train on some evasive manuvers what a great time. Sure wish I didn't wear glasses so I could pursue flying like I wanted to when I was a kid.

Tomorrow I have to go back up north for 2 days and than I'm on leave and back for my next mission. I'm gladd I'm going on orders again the other guys I'm down here with found out yesterday lay don't have a job at the end of March. They are only keeping 12. They told them 1 week before they have to go train a unit down in Arkansas. Its like have a good trip. Assholes.

I don't know what I ait last night but I have been feeling like shit all day. Could tell by my instruction today too.

Thanks for the coments on previous blog it was just Huh type of question.

Was wondering what makes a good blog. One that everyopne reads and comments or read and move on?

Been busy trying to get my old computer running for my kid. He asked me if he could have it but I thought I lost the power cord for it (I thought the dog ait it). I happened to find it so I guess she ait the power cord to my Photo printer. The main computer in the house was really acting up this morning so now I'm down to this one to perv pics.

I joined facebook a while back y request from someone who we could communicate through it will she was in Iraq. I'm up to 56 friends mostly military. But what really suprises me is people I haven't see in years are coming out of the wood work and contacting me. Because of scarylady (yep friend lucky me) I did a 25 things about me OMG took me forever I so hate talking about me. But I've actually have got some good responses back.

Oh well back to throughing the old computer against the wall.

Been doing a lot of thinking again last night. God I need to get a hobby. Wanted to go fishing but it seems the kid works to much. The X has the daughters so I sit here alone. I have so much to do but don't want to do any of it .

So I sit here watching chat and the TV.

So I have a question. Is there not a day where it's some keep of awareness day? Yesterday it was wear red for cancer. Today ts Black man with aids awareness day. How about just live life awareness day. Sorry venting just feel sometimes people need to live thier lifes.

Soooo I was reading blogs last night. If that PM is for me I told you in mine you just need to tell me. But I do miss our talks.