7 years ago I herd a kitten meow in my parents garage. I happened to find 2 little kittens 1 was a gray and white and the other was an all white kitten with blue eyes. We took the white one home and he has been here for the last 7 years.

I always wanted a cat that would snuggle with me. he'd lay between the X wife and I while were in bed. Having to move him if we wanted to play than he would just watch like we were bothering him. Comes when you call his name. the loved me I could call for him and he would come from anywhere in the house.

I came home 1 weekend about 4 or 5 weeks ago and he seemed to have lost wieght. Another week went by and finaly the son took him to the Vet. We all know the story cause I blogged about this earlier.

Well I guess it was my turn to take him in. He had Cat lukemia and I had to make a desition and I put him down.

This just makes coming home that much more fun (NOT). Now I even get to tell the kids and the littlest already had a break down last night cause the boy wouldn't let up on her about the cat.

And its snowing. Cats isn't doing well he walks like he had a stroke. Sigh

Coming home is like getting dental work.

Well off to my room I call a cell. Be back in a couple of weeks.

Back up to work and my little cell I call a room. Most of the jobs I sent applications n for closed the 15 so here is hoping I start hearing from them. All these jobs would mean more security than I have right now. This one goes from year to year and only lasts at least 3 years at the most. Fingers crossed. I guess I could always go back over seas the way they keep calling up units from here.

The cats is still not doing well I might loose him. I don't have any money to take him back in to see the vet.

Bye for now....Serg

The funeral went ok saw some people I haven't seen in a long time. Everyone coming up to me saying "I know you probably don't remember me" and I just basically said "Yep". When we got back to moms the was the ern with grandma's ashes. Apparently she doesn't want to go lay with Grandpa.

Thats all for now life hasn't been well enough to make me feel like blogging lately.

The cat is found he was avoiding me while I looked the little shit. Now lets hope BB finds hers.

So haven't seen the cat for 24 hours and the youngest is starting to worry. I caught the damn thing peeing in my bedroom and carried him down stairs and threw him in the litter box and haven't seen him sense.

I see I'm not good at loading funny stuff with pics. And my new computer has spell check even here in blog world. Things that make you go HUM than why does my blogs still have miss spelling. HMMMM

Grandma funeral is tomorrow. Cat is still not feeling well. But at least I am physically.

Coming home to this mess around here takes a toll on you. Sometimes I just want to get into the truck and head somewhere no where in particular just not here. Oh well.

Happy Valentines day for those who have them.

I'm on top of MOM yay

The pain and swelling in the side of my jaw is almost completely gone.

The cat is eating.

The funneral is set for the 16th.

And I'm on top of Justlooking what a place to be.

So I leave on some semi good notes. Othere than I'm going back to work and my little prisson cell of a room.

xoxoxox Serg