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Let's see.....I'm 44, and am currently a full time caregiver for my Mother, who was diagnosed with ESRD about 3.5 years ago. Before that I was a chef for 13+ years, and I loved it. I'm happily single, although I have had a long, ongoing relationship with my hand LOL. I'm fairly laid back, though I do have my moments, and I'm always up for a good laugh, and try to make others do the same. I'm an avid Xbox One gamer, and a full on nerd when it comes to anything Sci-fi/Fantasy/Anime related. I have a rather unhealthy obsession with Harley Quinn, as many know. I also love songwriting and playing my guitar, as well as writing poetry (you can find some in my blog, if you dig far enough back). I'm very eclectic when it comes to my musical tastes, although 5FDP and Tool are my favorite bands. I love to cook, and do so every chance I get.
If there is anything else ya wanna know feel free to PM me, or find me in status.....
Wednesday, April 3, 2019, 1:08:37 AM- "Ghost" - Halsey
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Wednesday, April 3, 2019, 1:03:00 AM- "Alive" - Krewella
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Wednesday, April 3, 2019, 12:58:25 AM- "Human" - Krewella
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Wednesday, April 3, 2019, 12:54:13 AM- "Shut Up And Dance" - Walk The Moon
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Wednesday, April 3, 2019, 12:51:17 AM- "Neon Cathedral" - Macklemore & Ryan Lewis ft. Allen Stone
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Wednesday, April 3, 2019, 12:47:57 AM- "Running From My Shadow" - Mike Shinoda ft. Grandson
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Wednesday, April 3, 2019, 12:26:50 AM- "You Are Not Alone" - Michael Jackson
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Tuesday, April 2, 2019, 6:46:51 PM- "Wash It All Away" - Five Finger Death Punch
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Tuesday, April 2, 2019, 5:27:03 PM- 100th Blog Post!!!!!! "Heavy" (Live Acoustic) - Linkin Park & Kiiara
Okay, so for my 100th post I decided to go with something special to me. This song has meaning to me on many levels, and many of you know the reasons. For those that don't, this song speaks to me so deeply, because I live it every single day. This song helps me make it through, when I see no end in sight. Chester was always an inspiration to me, through his advocacy for mental health awareness, and his strength in dealing with his own struggle with it. I had the honor of meeting him at several shows, and he was always a very humble, generous, and genuine man. I love him to death, and miss him dearly. Whe he took his own life, it crushed me. I didn't eat or sleep for days. It was like losing a family member. And deep down, I thought, if it could happen to someone as strong as him.....it could happen to me. But even in his passing, he inspires me to keep going from day to day, and to keep on fighting.....
(Sidenote) This happens to be the song I was listening to when I heard of his passing.....
I don't like my mind right now Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary Wish that I could slow things down I wanna let go but there's comfort in the panic And I drive myself crazy Thinking everything's about me Yeah, I drive myself crazy 'Cause I can’t escape the gravity I'm holding on Why is everything so heavy? Holding on So much more than I can carry I keep dragging around what's bringing me down If I just let go, I'd be set free Holding on Why is everything so heavy? You say that I'm paranoid But I'm pretty sure the world is out to get me It's not like I make the choice To let my mind stay so fucking messy I know I'm not the center of the universe But you keep spinning 'round me just the same I know I'm not the center of the universe But you keep spinning 'round me just the same I'm holding on Why is everything so heavy? Holding on So much more than I can carry I keep dragging around what's bringing me down If I just let go, I'd be set free Holding on Why is everything so heavy? I know I'm not the center of the universe But you keep spinning 'round me just the same I know I'm not the center of the universe But you keep spinning 'round me just the same And I drive myself crazy Thinking everything’s about me Holding on Why is everything so heavy? Holding on So much more than I can carry I keep dragging around what's bringing me down If I just let go, I'd be set free Holding on Why is everything so heavy? Why is everything so heavy? Why is everything so heavy?
I love you Chester!!! RIP.....you may be gone, but you'll never be forgotten.....
