I found a way to post my skydiving vid again since Youtube decided to be dick's and delete it because the skydiving company used a Copyrighted Matchbox 20 song.

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Please let me know if that link actually works for you

I move to Australia for 1 year starting Nov. 2nd! Any tips/advice? PM me!

Ms Welder and I had a long talk on the phone and we decided to give it one more try. It was good talk, im planning to see her in July. We will see if it works out this time. Wish me luck.

Well this might just be a record for my 2nd shortest relationship ever. Ok, when I first met Ms. Sexy Welder I told her that her cousin had come down to see me and we had been friends for a long time and we had some history. Now I assumed she put 2 and 2 together and knew we dated. Well come to find out I was wrong.

Fast forward to her last day here in Airport with literally 5 mins to go before she has to leave. she says "Was there every any history between you and my cousin?" I just thought oh shit she doesnt know!

Well I realised that it would take me ALOT longer than 5 mins to explain my history with her cousin. so I lied. I said "there wasnt anything between us because we wanted 2 different things, had a different dynamic" which is true now and has been for a while but we DID have history. But, I did it because I didnt want her to leave on a bad note.

Well I realise I was a big dumbass and that was wrong. so 1 day later (today) I called her and told her that I did have history with her cousin and we had dated but it was way in the past and didnt work out. I omitted the fact that we slept together and I did love her so it STILL wasnt the total truth but closer.

So either way im fucked. She didnt say much and hung up but I doubt she will stay with me. who knows? If she asks if we slept together I cant lie. then she will break up with me but, if I never tell her we slept together then she will break up with me anyway.

I called my ex and talked to her and she said I should have never told Ms Sexy Welder that her and I ever dated which I thought was bad advice how was I supposed to know that she would never say anything?

I just want the past to be the past and now to be now. I am over my ex finally and I want Ms Welder but I dont know if she can get past this. I guess its what I get for lying. But I did it because I thought it was best at the time. Funny how the truth always gets me in more trouble than the lie does. im fucked

I will let her call me. Maybe she can get past this but I doubt it. such is life

My ex's cousin the super hot super sexy welder will be here on weds at 4:30! so I might be away from NN for a while hehe but dont worry im still alive

I got ALL my xmas shopping done today! This is a first for me. Usually I get it all done on Dec. 24th LOL.

I posted my 70th picture tonight! lol im really addicted now.

I got my tat done! all of it im so excited haha! go check it out~!

I finally got my new Atlas tat. Its only half done though, next monday I go in to finish the shading and colouring. Check out my pics to see it im excited!

I re-upped my premium again. So yall are stuck with me for at least a year