What a day!!! Was my father in laws bday so that meant boiling up a BIG pot of beans for him..... he was happy so all was happy......
Rough day today with the hips/back........sometimes I wonder if I am even going to feel better.....last night after being in bed for only about 45 minutes....I got a cramp that turned into a spasm that started in my right shoulder and decided up was the best way to go....ah nothing like a spasm in the neck that leads all the way up to the brain......what do you get??????? A FUCKING MIGRANE!!!!!!!! so here I was at 12:30 getting up to go downstairs and take quite a few more pills and get the heating pad out.
Didn't want to wake Cory.....he has a hard time sleeping as it is and so when he is finally asleep, I don't like to wake him...
Did get some more blackberries picked....have about 8 gallons in the freezer now and lotssssss of Jam made.....Had really wanted to get some strawberry made this year also but didn't get to it......Jam was all I got done... when the maters do get ripe all the way...thinking that some salsa with the peppers from slutsrus will be a good deal to do also......
Have to go in late Sept to have another eye surgery done...just a lazy eye correction but it has been a few years coming....mostly cosmetic, but I am a bit convinced that also it has had a leading cause to some of the migranes that have had for years.... so then........
Also as a side note....it has been 2 weeks since I have stopped drinking soda at all, the only caffine drinks I do now is coffee. so my daily fluids are juice and water... the soda I was drinking was just to damn hard on my body and it was not making me feel to well. I have been feeling a bit better and lost several pounds. In the last two weeks, I have lost another 12 pounds.........since February this year I have gone from 236 to 168.....It has been hard but worth it....I feel somewhat better............the only problem I am having now is this.......I used to weigh 96 pounds.....now I know this is pre 2 kids and all the fats and sugars....but even with the swimming/walking I am doing that I can with my back.... still am going to have the issue of the "excess" skin.....Not sure if my insurance will pay for the surgery to remove it....but i know that it looks terrible and so now I am a bit "camera shy" Not around my *friends* but in general... I know that my friends love me fat/skinny/short/tall.....thats why I have chosen to have you all close to me.......
Thank you all for allowing me to have a place to vent and share my feelings.....ok now, just tell me to shut up and deal with it and have a good day....
Loves and moans to you all.. you all really are dear to us...
the Innocentone

Went to the doc again today....he worked on my back again.....now it hurts worse....feels like i have knives stabbing in my lower back into the spine and then it is like a million spiders are racing across my back....not sure if it is going to do any good, but I have to try at least. I feel like I am 70 years old every day.....hell when i am 70, i will feel like I am 110 lol so glad to know you are all well, and if you dont see me on here for a few days.....you will know why.......
Much love to you all...
The Innocentone

Tired as hell and hurting like i was rode for 3 days and no one even bothered to think about putting me up while I was wet......That's ok, nothing a few Vicodin can't help with, I just hate the way they make me feel. Going to soak in a Hot tub and relax.
Kids are to fend for themselves or starve...and damn it if they starve in this house they HAVE to be trying to.........
Weather was shitty today and discovered today when I got home that it had gotten cold enough in the house for Cory to build a fire....have to admit is was nice to walk into a warm house......since it doesnt cost anything to run it I guess I couldnt bitch about the light bill......
Nothing else going on here, Hope you all have a nice night and that someone has fun for us!
Licks to you all.
The Innocentone

Went to the doc, he said I have a lot of work to go........He set my back for me yet again and so I am on a few pain pills, can't take any at work or while I am driving.......they make me loopier than usual and oh so easy ( like I ever thought I could get any easier) but when I get home look out. I have to go in 3 times a week to have my back worked on for God only knows how long.....Not gonna let it stop me though...It hasn't this long so why should I let it now? Besides all those lovely sweets and treats are more than worth it...... Anyone up for a sundae? You all play naughty...
Kisses licks and sweet pinches to you all
The Innocentone

Spent the day at the beach today. Out in Westport. Decided to make it a family thing and to go get some seafood. So we dropped the nets in the water and went to relax.....Got 3 dungeness crab and 3 red rock's.......Good eats....
The weather was perfect! So it was so nice out there.......

Tomorrow after work tomorrow I am off to the chiropractor to see what the results of the MRI and such that I had to have done last friday. It is not looking real good........we will see tho and see where he says to go from here. As of now I know that I have two rotated hips( thank god I only have two huh?) a compressed vertebra, and severe arthritis in my hips and back......so he says that in the near future I will have to start shots in the hips and back and neck to try to deal with the arthritis... So here is where life goes to hell..... so I am hopefull for tomorrow to see what it brings...
Off to relax......everyone play nice and naughty.......
Until we chat again....
The Innocentone

What a way to start a Blog......but damn it we are home from the insane side of Washington/Oregon and you can't imagine how nice it really is. When we pulled into the Harbor at 10:30pm last night I was instantly awake and ready to soak up the fresh air.
We took some of the jam that we had made over to my Mom and her so and so husband(as you can see I am not only not happy to have a step dad, HE IS AN ARROGANT ASSHOLE WHO DOESN;T DESERVE THE AIR HE BREATHS. Needless to say it was a bust. They did the "oh thank you, we will enjoy it" bit and shoved it in the upboard. Should this bother me? NO. Does it? A tiny bit, had I really thought about it, I would have taken the smallest jar I had and kept all of it for us.
Went over there for a b_day party for me,(yes slutsrus I am still stretching it out there as long as I can) no really it was just that I couldnt be with my mom on that day(was at the beach with the real people)<giggles> so she wanted to do it. What it really turned out to be was a party for their race car driver..........Not a bad deal at first, but......the kids and I were lucky enough to get to do all the decorating for this, all the cooking and setting up food and shit. All the while it is 99 degrees and even hotter in the damn house that they have AC in but didnt want to use it since the door was opened from time to time to go out to set more food out. Hell if I had wanted to do that...I could have stayed home, went to the ocean with Shaughn and Pauline and had better food. much better company....left the kids at Grandmas and had some real fun and good pics......
The point here..not a lot just that I know anyone here will listen and lend an ear...and if anyone gets too nasty with me they will be told off for me(since I am not yet a premeium member and can't delete things) it is so nice to be in good company.......Thank you all again, and to hell with the damn family......We have the BEST family here.
Hoping everyone has a good day....and that now that we are home the sun comes out again
The Innocentone