hapyjacq's blog post - so i got there

to the site that is ... and i called...talked to a super cool gal... seems there is no support group for anyone like me...i guess there used to be and then along came hipaa....

she said she's going to try to find a mom for me to talk to....(hipaa) if she doesn't...at this point than that's okay....but...she validated my feelings...i told her ... i've been chattin with a counselor who has no clue... she told me they weren't trained for it....

i need to talk to someone who can say... when this happened or that happened i felt this way... i need to know that my feelings are normal... i need to talk with someone who's life in anyway has been affected by this...

if i can be there for one mom... dad... sibling.. whatever... to deal with whatever the hell this feeling is then i will....nobody should ever have to do this alone...i'm not going to go crazy with it.. i still have a life but... no mother should have to deal with this and have nobody to contact.. talk to.... if i can in any possible way help that happen i will... it needs to....

i've vented and feel better... to all that read it thank you... and everyone have a super happy friday....

mwa.... jacquie

p.s. i don't want anyone to think that my fam hasn't been here for me ...they have ....i'm just the one hit the hardest....