hapyjacq's blog post - never

in my life have i had the experience that i had today.... i went for the 1st time in my life to see a psychologist...when i met the dude... or when he came out to get me... i guess i could only say i was shocked... he had been burned and burned bad... really bad (truly he was disfigured) ... he told me it was a car fire... i'm sure my face showed something when he initially called me back....

i talked with him for 2 amazing hours...i really needed it...for reasons

at the end of it (when it was winding down) i was looking at him really looking at him in the face... making eye contact... at times i hadn't because i was crying and such at times

but there at the end when i looked at him... there was just a person... and i mean seriously there where no disfigurements... no scars....it was weird ... it was just idk... where did it all go? i know i saw it before....

maybe crazy cool???

have a great friday everyone... i plan to... mwa jacquie