i heard it from paul first i asked him if it was a joke... then a few min later at costco... the place was just all a buzz about it.... disbelief... shock... i don't know what but it's hard to belive that at 50 years of age michael jackson is dead of cardiac arrest...it made me remember back to when he was really smokin... when MTV first came out and all his cool music videos... all i can say is crazy... and michael... R.I.P.

jacq

came home from work today... bob had cleaned the house... bathroom, kitchen, and fam room.... tikka had mowed the front and back lawn (not easy, we have a half acre).... i'm doing some pots and pans... tikka comes in and says can i help? i start dinner and bob comes in and says can i do anything for you mom? i checked... no fevers... wonder what's up??

happy hump day everyone...

mwa.... jacquie

aww hell i still had a good day... not gonna let some asshole ruin it ... hahahha so the convo went like this ... on the last patient that is....

dr: so jacquie when do you go back to tacoma?

jacq: well i go tomorrow but don't miss me too much doc i'll be back on friday...

dr: oh i won't miss you.... and from what i hear the feeling is mutual....

jacq: pretty much...

dr: from what i hear you don't like me at all... from what i hear you hate me...

jacq: i don't hate you...

nothing more was said... but how unprofessional to do that over the top of a patient? i didn't know why his panties were in a bunch till after... seems he didn't do his job (i knew that) ... i called him on it and he got an e-mail... they probably shouldn't have said my name in but i'm the only one at that office that knows that particular procedure....besides the doctor... or does he know it??? hahhahaha...

happy tuesday all you sexy people....

mwa... jacquie

i went there today to work... i love that place... i miss it terribly... it was like home for me...i was told i was going to the other office for 2 weeks... i have been there 2 months...they say i'm not ready to go back.... but then why have i not had one reprimand about anything??? not chart write ups... not sterilization... not my assisting in general... i can't figure out what it is i'm supposed to be getting out of this..... but for a whole day i finally felt usefull ...if i have to keep assisting the doc at the other office ... well i can't do it... he's demeaning to patients... demeaning to staff...he won't let me do my job ... it's like he thinks i just fell off the turnip truck.... i've been doing this 9 years longer than when he started school for dental... and some of his diagnosis.... well lets just say i wouldn't let him work on my fam let alone my dog.....

one more good day for me tomorrow in the ghetto... then back to the windowless dungeon....

oh happy hump day everyone..... mwa jacq

so i get on here and just decide to look at my blog i do that every once in awhile....just to see ya know... and this is what i see.....

You get out of life what you put into it.. You made your bed now you have to sleep in it.. So stop your whinning and get on with life.. You'll always reap what you sow.. You treat others like crap and that same crap will bommer rang back on you.. Thats carma, so live with it.. Life is a bitch when you act like one.. and treat others like crap.. So I hope you have a great life... B...

i'm like wtf did i do??? hmmmmm i don't know... anyway.....

i've just gotten back from the docs and i still have an ear infection.....it's been like a month (not even kiddin) i'm really tired of the snap, crackle, pop that's going on in my poor eardrum another Z-pack and a switch of the allergy meds... fuckin cotton wood...pretty cause it looks like it's snowing..... but it's killin me....

i finally had a freak at work for a patient... i love those ones that's why i loved working in tacoma ... anyway he came in twice last week... the first time i was cleaning his teeth when he told me his teeth were in such good shape cause he ate lots of pussy... i kept a straight face, didn't even blush and politely answered ... oh i've never heard of that before.... the second time he came in he told me he was half snake... gave me his number and invited me over to his house...what to do? what to do? hahaha....

/me leaving to take some ibuprofen for her ears.... should have asked for some vicodin damn it...

happy monday everyone... mwa jacquie

that's what i have ....i have literally lost everyone that i thought was a friend thru this whole ordeal of mine...it's really shown me who is there and who isn't... an eye opener for sure... i have my family and that is about it... and even with that i feel kinda like an outsider....right now i'm feeling like i just really don't fit in....everyone else can say or think what they want... i had to do what i had to do for me... i don't have any regrets.... it all needed to happen....but.... it doesn't make the hurt any less....i guess in the end it makes me more cautious... more caulous...more closed up than what i'm supposed to be by nature....and i hate it....

jacq

i was proposed to.... complete with a ring... caught me totally off guard... i'm so floored and really at a loss for words....

happy saturday everyone... mine is.... mwa jacquie

i have spent almost the last 24 hours with the hubby.....it was good.... jacq

so i found out today that the owners wife doesn't believe i'm ready to go back to tacoma... makes me wonder...what the fuck is she basing this on?? i haven't seen her in months...i know it has nothing to do with the doc that i was working for... not to tute my own horn but she is lost a bit without me.... am i being demoted???? fine i didn't ask for the title in the first place... but for real they have nobody there with any experience...there is no lead there at all.... out of 3 general offices i'm the one with the most experience... at this point i don't think that means shit...

i've thought long and hard about why this has all happened and the only thing that i can come up with that is even remotely feasable is the that she had may have heard some of my personal shit and is taking it personal.....

i will not be broken down.. i'm a happy person and i will stay that way.... i might have had a few shitty days but when it all comes down to it... i will own and be comfortable in that place... but fuck i sure miss the windows...

happy hump day all... mwa jacquie

to get it out my system.... i'm raging... i'm so angry that i feel i could cause bodily harm...not me .... not my style...

so in a nutshell.. i went to the house... you all know that... i made some really really good potato salad......then i was asked to leave because he had a friend coming over (my cousins ex-husband).... who refused to come over if i was there....

don't sit there and blow my ass up with i want you to come home blah blah blah .....and then ask me to leave my son's birthday for your bitch....fuck that ....


happy monday all...jacq