it's been brought to my attention that i didn't include that i had said i would pay for his hair.....

of course that was before all the self righteous bullshit set in ....

now i just need to decide what i should do next....

hope you all had a happy day... mine was awesome.... off to chat with paulie...

mwa jacquie....

i'm grown..you mom are making bad decisions.. i moved out ... i have my license... i have a job ..i'm 18...i'm an adult...

what i know......

if you were kicked out you (not living at home).. son.. couldn't support yourself to get your own spot... i pay for your insurence...i pay for your cell... you are driving MY rig...and you want me to pay to get your hair done....

wow fucking wow.....

everyone have a happy hump day.... jacq

i am reading... i'm just not saying much....okay i'm not saying anything....

i have lately a million thoughts in my head... i want to blog it... share it... get some feedback... but i can't ... i think this is something i have to deal with privately... it sucks... it's stressful....in the end i'm sure everything will work itself out....

on another note.....

one of our operatories at work caught on fire... the one i was in with a patient... apparently i was swearing... i was trying to be really calm but no one was listening to me... till i yelled "where the fuck is the fire extinguisher" then they all listened.... haha...no one was hurt... not to much damage... just another day in the ghetto...

peanut butter cup moved back in... i'm loving it... crazy to say but after alan moved out it was like testosterone overload in this house...he somehow kept it on an even keel and when he "moved" out it was like.... wow i'm alone with a bunch of boys who won't put down the fucking toilet lid...lol...

have a good week all... i plan on it.... mwa jacq

my last blog was a bit of a pity party... oh well it was needed and well today is a different day right?

on another note... i went to the Lil Wayne / T-Pain concert on sunday... i know you're all probably thinkin WTF she's to old for that shit... hahaha maybe i am but... it was hands down the best concert i have ever been to i think...it was full of energy... jokes... talking...lil skit's or parody's ....and of course singing....not at all what i expected and well worth the $$$....

now why am i home right now and not working??? fooking SNOW... again... i'm kinda really quite sick of it.. would be alright except alan got his license and has jacked my bronco ( so now all i can do is wait for it to turn to rain.... soon the weather man tells me )

happy tuesday all you sexy people.... mwa jacq

seems all i do ever anymore is cry... i'm tired of it....just tired....

want to but i can't ... happy monday all... mwa jacq

what do you say when you're rattlin about your child not living at home and people say "oh he lives with his girlfriend?"

i either say "hahaha somethin like that" or "no he lives with his boyfriend" and that brings about odd looks or stupid questions...someday i'm gonna make a list of it....

hope you all had a happy hump day... mwa jacq

i got from peanut butter cup and cupcake for my b-day $120.00 gift card to hollywood hustler....for specifically a new purse that they NO longer carry... i was pissed, bummed and vented it all to my mum who i thought had a lil bit of freak in her....

she asked me about it tonite and well here's how that convo went...

mom: did you try to look online? (for the purse)

me: actually i did and they don't have the purses but i did order some stuff...

mom: what did you get?

me: oh god mom don't ask me what i bought from a sex shop...

mom: did you get something porny?

me: oh god mom...

mom: well what did you get? did you get a vibrator?

me: yeah mom i got a vibrator...

mom: what the hell are you going to do with that? vibrate?

me: oh god mom...

this is where she goes and google the shop and says something about the clothes.....

me: mom i'm to old for those clothes...

mom: jacq you're to old for a vibrator....

wow wow and wow....bet she'll spend the rest of the nite perving that site and wondering.....haha what are you gonna do with a vibrator... haha

hope you all had a happy monday.... mwa.... vibratin jacq

tikka is my middle child... he was so totally breastfed and is always saying breastfed babies are smarter... his spelling is horrid and this is the text convo i had with him today...

tikka: is gas included in the spending?

me: ummm no ... but if you put gas in the truck it will ruin it

tikka: i mean desiel

me: i think the breast milk was bad

tikka: is the fuel in the buget?

me: no use other money and leave the bugs out of it...

tikka: this has nothing to do with bugs


maybe not funny unless you were there but i sure laughed my ass off...

hope everyone is having a good start to 2009.... i think i am...

mwa.... jacquie