ever had to spit in a test tube to be tested???? it sucks ... i have to get it half full not counting bubbles... i would right now kill for brushing my teeth and a cold bottle of water... hahahahhaha... no for real ...

happy monday ... mwa jacquie

just when ya think it's almost half full along comes paul and says ummmm no....

you have so much going on ... i know i do... yes i have time to blog and to chat too.. it's my outlet...probably alot of you who read this know that lately my focus has been on al (nothing other than him graduating and knowing that he can come to me for anything).. for several reasons ...i don't really know what i'm trying to type beyond.. if i want to do something i want to do it... if i want to talk i want to talk... i think, know and believe that i have enough shit going on in my life that i'm really trying to deal with....that the outside static is really getting to me .... tomorrow will be better i know....

/me goes to send a few pm's to a couple special peeps ....

mwa ... jacquie

are greattttttt...... al and i are off to get well i'm getting my toes done ... i think he may just go for his hands.. lol ...

happy sunday ... mwa jacq

they fuck with him ... they call him names ...then fuck with him more...he takes it... his armor is being cold and fucking with people ... he is good at it ... why can't people just let him be??
and i do have to say he is one totally cool individual.....

so today pbc and i go to see my parents ... they are way cool and doing really good... oh wait back up before we left work i'm in my scrubs and in the bathroom... i bend to pick something up and my fucking cell falls in the toilet...i can't even believe it... so i have an old one that i actually think i'm really gonna like ... so if the other one is tits up then so be it....as long as i can retrieve my numbers i'm cool ....

so work was good .. seeing my folks was good....

i get home and the two younger ones are here.. they tell me that at al's school today the neighbor kid.... girl btw (who doesn't even go to that school) walks past alan and says "hey faggot".....i'm angry.... i'm hurt for him this really makes me cry... and i'm really wondering why parents can't teach their kids acceptance or tolerance at the very least.... omg i think i could go on and on....i guess some people just don't know any better.... you good people have a happy saturday.....

mwa jacquie

p.s. i went on and on and erased and erased... i think al is gonna be a famous stylist to the stars.....

green tea to go to be exact... i added it to my water drank it up... and now i can't fucking sit still ... but the house is clean and it smells good too...

found out today... well first things first... found out last week peanut butter cup was going to be moving out tomorrow... so found out today it isn't so... she will be here into december..i'm glad about it she's easy to be around... i talked on the phone tonite to a NN'er and he said "hey that wouldn't by chance be pbc?" i said "yup sure is".... he said "she sounds just about as sweet as a peanut butter cup" of course with a southern drawl....but it's true she is ...

ohhh and jeez i think ... well i know i guess... my doc is leaving... i was off today so not sure if they cut him or if he cut it... i suppose i'll find out tomorrow (i was off today)....
the ups man is home... gotta go... i think i'm way to high on caffeine ........this was typed in record time..... yikes

mwa jacquie

but i don't want to take the time... i want to go to chat ... so one thing i wanted to blog was... i think i got my wax done a week to early ... that sucks cause me i'm a bit anal when it comes to that body part.... hapyjacq spent some time tonite plucking her oosy....

happy tuesday everyone ... mwa jacquie

/me bounces off to chat

to all who have served, protected, fought, past, present, future... you are appreciated and my thoughts are with you .... mwa jacq

just why??????

al... A-, A-, P, B+, A-, B-.......
tikka...P, A, A, A-, B, D*, A-.....

al is kickin ass i love it .... tikka is just what he is always.. mwa ... jacq...

*am told by his teacher that he is where he should be the grade does not reflect the true work..... we shall see...