if anyone would have told me 2 and 1/2 years ago that i would be not smoking but exercising instead.... i would have told them they were fucking crazy.... but here i am doing just that...and crazier than that the boys wanted to play catch with the football tonite..../me has never caught, thrown, kicked, whatever i would say not even looked at but i do watch paul throw with them .... i'm totally skeptical ....they keep up and keep up till i give .. be nice to your mamma ... they were and damn i'm not to bad i caught it more than dropped it and after much instruction was able to throw it halfway decent i think... next up NFL here i come lol .... life to me is absolutely amazing... mwa... jacquie

seems i went to london on a really really short trip .... so quick i don't remember being there lol.... i wish but anyway...that is where my transaction occured probably about the same time i was using it at the grocery store and wow i'm just glad it was caught ... now i just have to wait for it to clear so i can get my $$$$ back.... hope everyone had a happy monday... i know i did... hope everyone has a good week .... mwa.. jacq

i'm sick of it .... not once not twice but three times may be the charm .....i get a message from the bank saying suspicious activity on your account so once again i am paying for others shit .... totally crazy ... i have no clue how to protect myself ... people have my ss# they have my license # and my mums maiden name .....i sooooo at this point want to fuck with people ......

not even sure how to put this out there but i do know it's bothering me bad .....some dad down the street shot his son in the face today on his 17th birthday....he died... who the fuck does that???? to their child??? i don't get it i don't understand and how the fuck do you explain it to your own kids??? and i have one that goes to school with the boy...children should never fear their own parents in that way but for fucks sake in this day and age i suppose they have to... the provoking thoughts are beyond my comprehension...I just can't fathom ... i suppose there is probably more i could say but it would be reiterating soooo i think i'm done and hopefully so are the tears.... on a sad note ..... happy fathers day to all the really truly wonderful dads .... there are lots here ..... jacquie

but this shit is funny.... last nite i worked late and didn't make it home till almost 11:00pm... pauly was in bed and i had to still pack his lunch and such so anyway when he got up to go to work i was in bed... tonite is the 1st i have seen of him since monday nite so we're chatting and he says ... wtf was up with the cheese and graham crackers??? i said what??? he said you packed me cheese and graham crackers ... it was kinda good though like a welfare cheese cake.... i'm like omg i thought those were wheat crackers... swear i almost peed myself...

okay so my hours have been cut at work... i can deal i think i'll just temp out ... so i have my office manager ask the district manager if i can work in any of the offices on my days off from my own office??? i have to let the temp agency know my available days... the dist mng doesn't want us to feel we have to temp to make the bills ... they are guaranteeing us 35 hours a week ... totally unheard of.. this week i think i'll have about 18 but i get paid for 35 ???? woooo hooooo.... meanwhile the chicks at the other office all jumped a band wagon and filed unemployment.... they are threatening to quit ... one did quit ... think they are getting the same 35??? nada just goes to show you good things do come to those who wait.... plus we all got fat bonuses last nite.... spa monies ... i've already made my appointments.... and last but not least i peed on one of those little sticks and only had one blue line .... woooooo fuckin hoooooooo.... have a great rest of the week everyone ... mwa jacquie

so i finally have a day off with the family.. well at least a few in a row.. so we decided to go out shooting with the younger two boys.. some may know they went thru hunter safety last august and had their first year hunting .. anyway they are now 11 and 12.. so we get to the woods and i have a total accident...i nail my thumbnail and cuticle with the hammer and the slide on my pistol....fucking hurt... so while i'm bleeding like a stuck pig paul starts launching clay pigeons for the boys.... i'm like jaw dropping amazed .. those boys can shoot ... now the younger one is a damn good shot but omg the 12 year old i had to count he burned thru over 100 pigeons and missed 3 ... now the real kicker to the whole deal is that he's right handed but shoots left handed ... paul does that too but we believe tikka(nickname you know) does it due to the fact that he's legally blind in his right eye talking like the best it get with glasses is 20/400 ... so anyway just wanted to brag up the 2 younger ones....

alrighty i think this is gonna be a windy one...last hmmm Thursday i get a call from my oldest tellin me that on the bus this little bitch poured a glass of milk on his head.. he turned her in she got suspended from the bus .. i have dealt with this daughter and her psycho mom before she has accused him of stealing her car, breaking the transmission, bashing out her window (twice and both times he was out of town).... i'm thinking end of story... but I'm telling paul leave it to that crazy bitch to show up here and swear as i'm saying it BING BONG i open the door and say speak of the devil.. she says oh where you talking about me?? i said absolutely she say oh why is that?? i said your daughter felt it necessary to dump liquid on my sons head ... she says well why would she do that?? fucking go ask her long story short well shorter some heated words were exchanged paul pretty much said get the fuck off my property and gave her a shoo shoo ... this woman just can't shut up ... anyway she pissed me off she is basically saying it was my sons fault... well like i said she pissed me off and i'm pms ing ... i call the school in the morning and say someone assaulted my son on the bus with some type of liquid and i want to know what is being done and i want to press assault charges ... this officer calls me at work .. pretty much says it wouldn't fly i tell him this chick can't control her daughter and every time something happens she at my house busting my balls and i'm sick of it.. i give him a brief history and he says get a restraining order... i told him straight up if my son was busting my windows, stealing my car, ect i would call the police on him so that is what she should do call the police on him i say to her every time she comes here CALL THE POLICE she doesn't ... well totally her MO to come back the next nite for round 2 .. i think the sheriff made it clear to her not to fuck around with me i'm pissed and not playing ....... soooooo dun dun dun..... my son goes to school today and when i get home from work he tells me she has been suspended from school for a week and here's the kicker ... over the weekend the daughter gets arrested at the local store for shoplifting.... that's bitin ya in the ass .../me walks away from blogs thinking it's gonna be a good week... mwa jacquie

today i got to go back to my office... it was so nice but the assistant was still there bossing the girls ... every time i came round she shut the fuck up... was really rude and just grrrr.... so i go to get our bonuses and i tell the district manager what a bitch she really is... they know and they ask that we deal with it till it's done... today it was done ... did happy hour with the girls and all is good have a happy friday i know i will .... mwa