what a week ... monday i went and saw my brother (for the 3rd time) i will see him again in two weeks when he meets my dad ... hope that goes well... last nite was band concert and it's confirmed... my ass is to old for bleachers packed with people... tonite i had to work ohhhh so late and tomorrow my day off i have to work too.... go figure seems like i'm always losing my day off but on the upside it will push me into OT.... /me has a big cheesy grin....also it's like i don't know...they want me there like they sent me to another office 2 days a week ... and wow the doc i work for regularly was pissed that she lost me for those 2 days ... i should feel loved lol....
on another note ... talked to my gf the other nite ... her son never made it out of the hospital although he's doing exactly what he's supposed to be doing at this point (symtoms wise that is) he's just not handling it to well ... she's says his hair is pretty much gone and well the meds i guess just kill everything good bad or indifferent ... she's being really strong though and says he's doing well ... i just will keep her and him in my thoughts...
well i think i'm off to call up some sexy chick .... sweet dreams ...... mwa jacquie

had the strangest, loveliest, weirdest, nicest conversation last nite... just put a lot of shit in my head to rest... result is i slept like a babe woooooo hooooooo... off to work now
/me runs out of blogs wondering why the hell the mold is broke after some peeps and not others???? jacq

/me says hair should just not grow in some places... and if it does let it be even...hehehhehhehe

feeling a wee bit of that lately... not much to do about it though ... some feelings you just can't turn off and on... then you go and have it so it causes that damn guilt another feeling that you can't turn off...guess the best thing to do is just .. oh hell i don't know get over it or something (the guilt that is i like the other one just not what comes with it).. holy crap i'm even confusing myself on this one... when i had my pamper day i dyed my hair blonde and seems to me i got nailed about the same time with the stupid stick ...lmao... poor me
/me goes to chat ...... have a great, grand, and wonderful weekend everyone..... mwaaaaaaaaaa jacq

hmmm don't really know where to start ... but i think what i want to say the most is that after what i heard last nite it just makes alot of shit realy, realy, realy, fucking petty... i'm hearing this that and the other and you know does it really matter??? well i suppose it does if it's kids hearing it... don't know who read my blog last nite but i would like to add that the mom of the son that is going thru that .... her daughter had open heart surgery about 5 years ago at the age of 9 .....so i would like to say to all the poor me's take a real look at what it could be.... and then get real ................

so my very best friend in the whole wide world calls me tonite... we have been friends for years and have been there for each and everyone of our trials and such... she totally threw me for a loop ... tells me her youngest(10)has cancer (lymphoma) a cyst that is doubling every 20 hours.... he went into aggressive chemo tx.. bad news it rapidly grows... good news it has a 90% recovery rate...just sooo hurts my heart and i just hope i am good at supporting because when she called all i could do was cry.... whew .... have a good week all

okay so the big nite ... and damn i had to work but it was okay ... got picked up at 3:30 about and headed for tacoma... we had a room booked at the marriott .... checked in spruced up and headed for the pre-party ... had a few beers there talked to some cute boys and girls then headed for the dome... damn it was cold cold cold out but we got there walking way fast and hit the bar inside... had a couple beers then for whatever fucked up reason got cut off .. oh well we just went downstairs to the beer garden... bought a cute shirt and went to find our seats... in the pic it looks like we were high up but if you look to the sides it really could have been worse... the were pretty awesome seats and it was a really good good good concert.... after the concert we went for some pizza at the rock walked back to the hotel and crashed out till the morning... will definately have to do that again... next concert????

so i forgot i did get the wax and i would recommend it well to anyone that doesn't like hair lol.. a bit growing back but it's soooo soft and i'm told it takes 3 times to get like total results ... meaning your hair doesn't all grow at the same time .....
as for the boy that broke my heart (my patient that was DD) can't be helped by the military unless affiliated in some way and he's not... i will try to find another way ...
okay and bob got an iguana ... super cute (i guess) but the first nite he sleeps in his room with the thing bob wakes up with a total asthma attack... wasn't ready for that seems it's been about 2 years with none... so the next nite he sleeps in the same room again .... asthma attack in the morn.. can peeps be alergic to iguana's???? yes they can .. so last nite i make him sleep in the family room he's much better ... coincidence or allergy???? time will tell .. hope everyone had a wonderful weekend.... mwaaaaaaaa jacq
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okay i didn't blog the ending of that patient....seems the doctor that i worked with had a time getting that DD kid out of his mind too.... so he knows this guy in the military doctor that is also an instructer... he only takes on big cases for developmently dissabled people that can't afford it .... /me has a big cheesy grin cause this kid fits the bill... he will have an evaluation and hopefully they will get him into the OR knock his ass out and do all his work at once about 15,000- 20,000 $$$$..... but once it's done i think he will brush brush brush he wants to smile that much he told me ..... i'll cross my fingers ... have a great week everyone.... mwaaaaaaaaa jacq

so i woke this morn and there was snow and lots of it ... not even forcasted .. oh well it was pretty and just a bit slushy...had an awesome day at work ... actually worked ... but i had a bit of down time and checked my mail ... just when you think life is good grand and wonderful you get some jackass throwing a wrench in it all ... i was totally thrown .. with all that has happened it really makes me wonder if it's me ... i try to be good (for the most part) and i know for a fact that i'm really accepting of anybody in any shape, form, color, creed (what is that exactly??), sex or sexual preference, and whatever else can be crammed in here .... shit leaves me clueless..... on another note switching gears totally ..i had a pt today that just tugged at me... he is in need of help because somewhere along the line there was serious negligiance....the dr i worked with today will not treat him unless we have this certain stuff and i know what he is talking about just don't know if i can get it approved to order.... then if i can't the question becomes do i want to buy it or no .. i already know the answer ....paul says you can't save them all but ... maybe just one,, after all he didn't sign up for this .... mwa ... jacq
p.s. state services piss me off to a point and there is not a thing i can do
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