being very selfish for the next little while. i have a LOT going on in my life and cant deal with all the little issues you generally bring to me.
sound tough? i really dont think so. i have ALWAYS been there to listen to you, and never really asked anything in return.
well, im not asking for anything now, except understanding that i cant and therefore wont be listening to much other than what i choose to.
when i get my life sorted ill be back to the ju you know (and might love)
until then i just need some time.
i am NOT going anywhere, but i am going to use NN for the distraction i need.
the phychiatist has left the building

got the tree up yesterday, mailed the cards today (hope they all get there in time) and started my first bit of christmas shopping. i will be hitting the stores BIG time this week. i have never been so late getting all this stuff done and im feeling panicky. but at least i have started now.

two of them are my next door neighbours. there is no way i could ever repay what they have done for me today. and the only way to possibly even come close to saying thank you is to some day pass it along.
a very thankful
ju

had a very interesting chat with my daughter tonight about ppl that are "different"
she has always been a very caring and sensitive child. therefore she always ends up being placed with the more "difficult" kids in her class when partners are required. keep in mind she is 12 going on 13.
she has a hard time when she is placed with some of the less than "savoury" ppl to do projects with.
so we were talking about how to handle all of this.
i tried to emphasize that no matter what, she has to maintain her own integrity, but not at the cost of harming others.
we talked about how you can be kind to ppl that you dont like and then how to witdraw yourself from the situation if it becomes necessary.
all in all a good chat

i just cant read them never mind reply right now

since unempoyment that has been our source of income, sucks large they give you next to nothing to live on. anyway, a big arguement led to police involvement, first question is are there kids in the house? yes but they were sound asleep. that was over a week ago, and it all got "sorted" out that night.
anyway, today i got a call from childrens aid, she needed to come and make sure the kids were ok, standard practise for a domestic.
so she arrives, start talking to her and guess what? the kids are being well cared for and she took a xmas wish list from them and will be contacting me tomorrow with info on when the christmas package will be arriving.
great news right?
makes me wonder tho do you have to involve the police in dec so that you can get help with xmas?
a happy but confused ju

peace for tweq
health for lhs
peace of mind for so many
sex of course for you all
all of our battles are huge,
/me gives each and everyone of you a stepping stone to make things a bit easier.
if only i really could accomplish this

that see through me
are the best friends of all
love you

that i have lost me. the search is on...

the meds worked and my son doesnt have to go into the hospital