for 12 hrs solid and could easily go back to bed. I am going to try going to work today, I really can't afford not to.
I fuckin' HATE being sick,
ju

right so... and then... and you had to have seen!... you wouldn't have believed it if you were there!
I am NOT fucking kidding!!
Well, you know what I think of..thats a crock of shit...
Oh yeah, I should fill you in on what he did...My whole body...
There ya go ppl who have wondered what I have been up to,
ju

and apparently I am a football guru now
Too damn bad they sent them in the ugliest colour combination I could imagine... but they are comfy and my feet/back don't hurt at work now
Walking on air,
ju

at 7 am. The song playing...
the theme from "Mission Impossible"
Hoping that wasn't an omen,
ju

It has never really spoken to me nor I it, in any of its incarnations. It seems to have forgotten that and decided to sling shit at me. Then it had a moment of panic when it suddenly realised... then left fast!
I am only mildly amused by it but am looking forward to it blowing itself to smithereens.
I am not here much lately, however I can spot duplicity. No one can hide their real personalities for long.
Chat personalites are as individual as handwritting if only you care to pay attention.
If I happen to be working when it happens please fill me in on all the gory details!
Headed to bed,
ju

As my last blog stated, I was trying to explain nostalgia and was failing miserably. That was 12 days ago.
Now in the last week or so I have caught up with or have at least seen some of the people I have been so desperately missing.
I don't know if it is the time of year, the moon, the stars or the planets but so many of them have wandered back into my life. I feel happy, settled and reassured that these friends are all doing well!
These are people that "grew up" with me online. The ones that started off as flirty relationships and then became real friends. The ones who for years and years have known me and mine as I have known them and theirs. (that sounds like a bad Hallmark moment)
Life has not been easy for any of us but to know we are all coming out OK is a huge relief!
What started off as melancholy just a few days ago has turned to a tear wiping, snot on the sleeve, have a good bawl, big smile!
Life is good here and knowing that life is good for those I have been missing makes me a happy camper.
There are a few of you that still need to check in and to you I send the happiness the rest of us seem to be riding on.
Totally sappy,
ju

to compose a blog of nostalgia but I got lost in thought along the way. So I will just give you a song I roller skated to under a disco ball using rented skates holding hands with the cute guy the night of the Mississauga train derailment.

[url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BIr4To3EzK8[/url]

Memorieeeeeeeeeeeeeees!
ju

I haven't been to the home page in decades! Ok so I exaggerate, lets say a few years and other the the same pics that have been there for decades there is now a produce abuse pic there.
Seriously????
Shoving produce up your cunt is main page worthy?
I am now thinkng I should shove one of those lil mini pumpkins up my ass to win the halloween/birthday competition!
Nahhhhhh....
Kirkj would prolly out do me with the prize winning giant pumpkin up his ass.
Shaking my head,
ju

I LOVE my job!
Scheduled to work from noon till 4. Was a lil slow around 2:30 so boss lady and I were sitting in the back yapping, boss man dissapeared for a bit and came back with beer! Sat around for a bit more sipping our beer 'n yapping then it got busy.
Super nice people definitely make the day go faster.
Happy,
ju

I got the job!!!!!
eccstatic,
ju