I wish I had something upbeat or sexy to write about right now but I don't.

I am sitting by the phone waiting for a phonecall that I just don't want to hear. My best friend has had so much tragedy in so short a time, I am afraid to see her name on my caller ID as I know it will be news of yet more hearbreak for her. This past Wednesday her father passed away, and she has been trying to cope with that loss and help her mom cope as well. Her mother is spiraling into dementia, and is not easy to deal with and is having a hard time grasping the fact that her husband is gone. This morning Sheryl called me in tears to tell me that her brother is going in for emergency surgery as he has a blood clot, and the doctors do not give him much hope for surviving the procedure. While she was moving her dad to hospice, her brother suffered a severe heart attack. She is getting her mom ready to go and head out to the hospital. I feel so fucking helpless. I can't do anything to make this go away for her or anything to make it all better. There is no silver bullet. All I can do is sit and wait and hope against hope that she won't have to bury both a father and a brother in the space of a week. I am terribly sad and depressed right now, as Sheryl is like a sister to me and I just can't stand to see the people I love hurting. Please if you read this, take the time to tell the people you love that you love them as they can be gone in the blink of an eye


Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: The hum of my hard drive

I got home from working out this morning and there was a swarm
of bees in the tree in front of my house!

I am so in need of a shag it's not even funny. I am so horny today. I didn't get any sex yesterday as hubby had such a bad day at work and was exhausted by the time he came home. I just couldn't pester him for a fuck, he needed to sleep. We ended up going to bed very early and he literally fell asleep in 2 minutes. I was so restless; tossing and turning. I ended up getting out of bed and perving on NN, which made matters worse. That was pretty stupid wasn't it? I went back to bed an hour later, still horny. I didn't masturbate which was another stupid thing. At least it would have relaxed me enough so I could have fallen asleep. I just really don't enjoy masturbating, it doesn't satisfy me much at all. I kept tossing & turning and finally fell asleep, but woke up this a.m. still horny. I have had damp panties all damn day. I am restless, distracted and irritable. I need need need my pussy licked then fucked. I hope hubby isn't having a bad and tiring day today, because I have plans for him lol. Babe if you are reading this, hurry home from work ok? I will be waiting....


Puurrs to all,


Currently listening to: The Jesus & Mary Chain "Just Like Honey"

My husband woke me up this morning. That isn't unusual, as he gets up a half-hour before me every morning so he can read his news feeds and check his email. He then comes back into the bedroom to wake me up after that. How he did it was the unusual part. We had gone to bed very very late so I was zonked. He comes in to wake me but I pulled the covers over my head; I just couldn't force my eyes open. He said "you have to get up, I need you to take this." I managed to pull the covers down a little and partially open one eye and I saw he had a rather stiff cock in his hand and he was stroking it. I was so groggy and out of it I didn't quite get what he was wanting, but then the fog cleared and I understood. I scooted over and he lay down next to me and continued wanking his cock and about 2 minutes later he shot off in my mouth. I was still so drowsy I never fully opened my eyes, just opened my mouth and took it in and gulped it down. I wanted to roll over and go back to sleep, but he made me get up despite my grousing about being so tired. I cooked him and our son breakfast and got ready to start my day.

That was my early morning wake up call. It was delicious.


Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: Sublime "April 26, 1992"

Remember the story of Goldilocks and the 3 bears? How when she tried the bear's beds, one was too hard, one too soft and one just right? I am feeling like her right now.

I think we need a new bed. I don't really WANT a new bed, but it just isn't as good as it could be. I love my bed, it is so soft and comfy. You feel like you sink into it and it just cradles you. It is a wonderful deep & cushy pillow top bed. Sadly, what makes it such a fab bed to sleep in, makes it a shite bed to fuck in. We seem to have most of our sex not in our bedroom but in our office. There is a daybed that we use as a couch in there, and it has a very nice firm mattress on it. It is the perfect fuck bed. I just can't sleep on it, it is way too hard for me. Like I said I don't want to give up my cushy bed, but I think we need to find a compromise somehow. I find it takes a lot longer for me to cum in the doggy position when we are having sex on our bed vs. the daybed. I think the mattress is so soft, it gets us in weird angles where certain areas are not stimulated as much or stimulated differently. Hubby loves us to finish off in doggy, so that is how we end up most times. Last night I swear he must have fucked me for 20 minutes until I came, when it would normally take a lot less if we were on the other bed. I had already had a big messy (left a puddle on the bed) orgasm prior to that, so I was primed for another, but my knees seemed to keep sinking into the bed and the harder and more forcefully he thrust into me, the more my position changed. I eventually got there but it took a while - mind you, the getting there was fabulous but it was so frustrating to be SO close for SO long, I thought I was going to go nuts from frustration. When I did finally cum it hit me like a ton of bricks. My whole body felt stretched and sore. All of my muscles must have been tensed for so long.

I am just so torn. I sleep so good in the bed we have, but it is such a drag to have to stuff pillows under my ass or tummy to maintain good positions or angles for screwing. Between my hubby and I, we have accumulated 7 pillows of varying size and firmness on our bed. It looks like a pillow factory. I just don't know what to do about this situation...I am a very indecisive little Goldilocks right now...

Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: Portishead "Sour Times"

Anyone besides me have a neighbor they really can't stand?

I love most of my neighbors, they are really good people. It is nice to know that there are others keeping an eye out when you arent around. There is an exception though. I just can't stand the guy next door. He is a total douchebag. I have lost track of the DUI's he has gotten, and he likes to throw drunken, loud parties with his drunken, loud buddies. He also tends to play the same Bachman-Turner Overdrive CD over and over and over...it's enough to drive me bonkers.

Last night was another of his little parties. I think it was something to do with some sporting event or other, I don't know. All his windows were wide open and him and his buddies were yelling and laughing at the top of their lungs, while playing pool and consuming mass quantities of booze. He and his asshat buddies were carrying on, making so much damn noise so I figured fine, I will leave my bathroom window open and you will have to hear ME make some noise. I tend to be very noisy when I cum, so hubby proceeded to go down on me twice; leading me to have 2 very loud and gushing orgasms. Funny how the noise level got a tad lower as I was cummimg, maybe they heard me maybe they didn't. I certainly hope they did. They were so noisy it was like they were in the room with us, and I imagined they were sitting there watching me writhe around as my pussy was being eaten. Fantasizing about that made me cum even harder. We then had a nice long, slow fuck and hubby pulled out right before his orgasm and sprayed his cum all over my belly, pussy and thighs. It was a wonderfully messy end to a great day. My only regret is that we hadn't a camera handy as I am sure it would have made an awesome pic - all that cum dripping off of me. Ah well. Maybe next time


Puurrs to all,


Currently listening to: The Stone Roses "I Wanna Be Adored"

Has everyone had a good Saturday? Mine has been really good so far. The weather is good and the sex is even better, although I am having a hard time sitting comfortably as things are a tad 'well used.'

Hubby gave me a very hard and thorough fucking last night, so I woke up feeling a little sore. After I got home from working out today I was waylayed in the bedroom while getting ready to shower. He had yanked his pants down and he had a huge hardon and stood behind me, pushed me onto my knees on the bed and shoved it in and took me. He was slamming into me so hard his balls were slapping my clit and I came so fast I didnt know what hit me. He then pulled out of my puss and took his cock and shoved it into my ass and fucked me there until he filled it with cum. I was in a bit of a daze after that, but had to shower and get ready for our son's Little League game. I had to sit thru the entire game feeling cum leaking out of my asshole lol. I was a bit distracted. I haven't any idea which team won. Now I am wondering what is in store for me this evening...I may not only have problems sitting tomorrow. I might be walking bow-legged, too lol!


Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: The Transplants "Diamonds And Guns"

Happy Friday everyone! I am so glad this week is over. The weather is looking up and we are set to have a busy weekend.

I had a little oops this morning, I felt a little bad about it at the time but I am laughing about it now. My hubby had taken his truck to work this morning and was going to be back by 11:00am. I normally park in the driveway, but he asked me to move my car so he could put the truck back in the backyard before heading back to work. It was still pretty early, so I decided to be a good wifey and move my car early so he wouldn't have to wait on me later. I was in my bathrobe and nothing else. I debated getting dressed before going out, but decided wtf, why bother? I was just running out real quick and jumping in my car. Who needs clothes, a robe is fine. So I move my car and am opening the door to get out and my freaking robe flys open, all the way! I ended up full-on flashing a very elderly Asian couple who were crossing the street at the time. The poor geratrics look at me half out of the car with my legs wide open, total crotch and booby shot and we just sit there staring at eachother till I yank the tie of my robe shut and regain a small shred of my dignity. (a very tiny and small shred). They turn away and shuffle off, as if they see butt-nekkid women flashing shaved pussies in the middle of the street every day. I have to give them props as they acted if nothing happened. Maybe as they were quite old, it was all a blur?

I was so relieved it was just random people rather than my uber-churchy next door neighbor. She would have had a coronary. I am very mindful of her, as I really do like her despite her churchiness/conservatism. Thank goodness it wasn't her is all I can say. So that was my Flashing Friday moment. I wonder if it will be the topic of conversation at the bingo hall tonight...?

Have a good weekend everybody

Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: Queen "Killer Queen"

I went to bed early last night and woke up feeling kinda yucky. Hubby has had a stomach-bug thing going since the night before. I have a feeling he has 'shared' his cooties with me. Damn him. I always tell him if you arent feeling well or are coming down with something please DON'T kiss me or have sex with me! We can wait till you are better. He says he 'forgot' he was feeling unwell and ended up screwing my brains out Monday and Tuesday. 50 lashes for him. He has only been down a couple days and is better now, so hopefully I can shake this before the weekend comes

Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: Interpol "Evil"

What is up with this weather?!? It can't make up it's mind! It was so nice and warm, and then it got utterly cold & poured rain yesterday. Still really cold and damp today, I turned the furnace back on and wore a sweater all day yesterday. I want my warm weather dammit! I am tired of wearing pants and long sleeves and layers of sweaters. I want shorts and cute little dresses and skimpy tops. Bleh, cold weather makes me pissy *pouts*


Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: The sound of me sniveling and having a tantrum about the weather