Tell me why people lie?

I have been pondering something the past couple days. It has been bothering me a great deal, but I just couldn't find the words till now to express how I feel. What the situation was was bad enough, it should never ever have happened, but to then find out that you were lied to? You were assured it would never ever happen. Then you find out otherwise. Why make a promise that has no intention of being kept? Is it just pretty words you spout to make you feel better about what you intended to do all along, because you knew I would disapprove if you were to tell me the truth? What is worse? risking disapproval or being caught in a lie? I think the latter is far worse. Bad judgement and disapproval fade, but loss of trust can be a forever thing. I really really hope it was all worth it to you because you have no idea how far reaching the ramifications will be, and what you may lose in the end will far outweigh whatever you thought could be gained in a few stupid, stolen moments. Time will tell, but like I said, I hope every second of it was worth the risks you have opened yourself up for.

Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: the hum of my hard drive

The weekend is almost over, I really don't want it to end. I have had a really pleasant past couple days. Everything has been spot-on. The weather is lovely and warm, had a lot of fun family time and some great meals, and the sex has been fantastic and plentifull. What more can you ask for? It does look like Spring Fever is catching lol. Every spare moment we can steal alone, I am presented with a cock to play with and suck and I have lost track of how many times my pussy has enjoyed attention; whether from a finger, a tongue, or cock. Even this morning as I was getting ready to update my blog my hubby distracted me by showing me his dick. Of course I had to suck it! I just can't resist. He ended up cumming all over my face and shirt, and then kneeled down, spread my legs and licked my clit till I came. All while I was sitting in front of my computer. My poor chair is a little soaked now. I don't even remember what I was going to write originally, I just forgot. I just feel so relaxed now. I am not looking forward to Monday intruding on my wonderful weekend, but I know it's coming


Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: The Stranglers "Always The Sun"

Such a pretty day today, looks like Spring has finally come!! I think I may have some sort of Spring fever or something. I am walking around constantly horny and all I can think about is sex! I can be watching tv or reading or even cooking and I find my mind wandering to things of a sexual nature. I am pretty horny most of the time, but this is getting a little distracting. My panties are constantly soaked, I am changing them a couple times a day I just can't seem to get enough right now, and if someone were to come in right now and bend me over my desk I would be ready to go right then.

Maybe I need a cold shower? Hell I need a shower anyhow, after this morning and last night. All I can smell is cum and pussy, so I doubt that is helping my agitated state much. I ended up covered head to toe in cum between the fun we had late last night and what happened this morning before my hubby went to work. He woke me up by playing with my ass and kissing my back (I was laying on my tummy) and he was rubbing his hardon against my butt. I asked him if he would wank on my ass so he started to stroke his cock while looking at my ass and pussy. I got up on my knees so he could play with me with one hand while wanking with the other. When he came it didn't quite go as I had expected; the first shot ended up hitting me almost on the back of my head, the second and third ended up all over my back and the last one did end up on my ass. I was pretty much covered in cum. I had gotten it all over my face, neck and hair last night, as he had wanted to finish off in my mouth and on my face after he fucked me. I was a gooey mess on one side last night when I went to sleep and ended up having the other side decorated the next morning! He managed to towel most of it off of my back and out of my hair this morning, but I still ended up going to the gym smelling of fresh sex. At least it was a welcome distraction while I was working out. Wonder if anyone else could smell it on me? Ah well, time to hit the shower and scrub it all off. Hopefully I will get some more 'decorations' tonight

Have a great weekend everyone

Puurrs to all,

Currently Listening to:

Queens Of The Stone Age "Go With The Flow"

It did for me.

At 8:40pm PST we had an earthquake! Magnitude 4.2, with several smaller aftershocks. It was centered 1 mile NE of Lafayette (CA). It wasn't huge, but big enough to shake the house pretty good and freak out the cats, make the ceiling fans rock and sway and get our son nervous. He had gone to bed 10 minutes prior. I guess this is all part of living in California...


Puurrs to all,


Currently listening to:

Dominatrix "The Dominatrix Sleeps Tonight"

I had a really bad day yesterday. I had to put one of my cats to sleep Monday afternoon. It was very heartbreaking and depressing. I just wasn't in the mood to do much but cry. He had been ill for a while, so I know that it was for the best, but it still doesn't make up for the pain of watching a pet you have loved and cared for for 12 years die in your arms. My pets are like my family, and when I lose one it takes a little piece of me away. My vet was understanding and let me take him home, despite the fact that it is illegal to bury a dead animal where I live. He was buried next to his grandfather who passed last year, in the backyard where the Day Lilies grow.


Puurrs to all,


Currently listening to: Peter Murphy "Cuts You Up"

Well I finally got some new pics taken late last night. I guess all the planets were aligned lol. I had such a fun time messing around last night, playing with my hubby's cock and getting a lovely ass fucking. Oh boy did it feel good. I just loved to see him sliding into my ass while I played with my pussy and clit; I came so hard and so did he. He was so turned on by watching me play with myself while he was fucking me, he just filled my ass full to the brim with cum. The only thing better would have been another cock for my pussy at the same time. Aw heck why not one for me to suck on too? Get alllll my bases covered! lol. Sorry was getting greedy thoughts just then. Hope everyone enjoys the new pics, I surely enjoyed taking them.


Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: Ultravox "Vienna"

It's Saturaday afternoon and life is good. I think the weather is going to hold out for another day, which pleases me. What pleases me even more is that my period is over. Yay!!! Sex!!! A little while ago I was dinking about on my computer and hubby was on IM with a friend. I was wearing just one of his T-shirts, no panties or anything else. Oddly enough my hand kept making it's way to my crotch. Very distracting lol. I needed to take a shower and dress, but I wanted a little fun first so I ask my husband to ditch the IM and sneak off with me to the bedroom. Our son was watching his allotment of Spongebob, so nuclear war wouldn't budge him from the tv. It was the perfect oppurtunity for some quick fun.

We get to our room and undress and get on the bed. I am on my knees and turned my backside to my husband and waggled it around a bit. My hubby laughs and smacks my ass a few times, making my cheeks feel nice and warm. He then starts to lick my asshole and tongue fuck it. That is getting me very excited. I wanted my ass fucked, but we didn't have time for that. I want to enjoy that, not rush. He then gets on his back and slides underneath me so I am sitting on his face. My pussy is so wet as he starts to lap at me. He then, to my great pleasure inserts a finger in my ass and one in my puss and fucks me with them while licking my clit. It felt soooo good! I had a huge orgasm and he gets to his knees and gets behind me and rubs his cock against my clit before sliding it into me. He fucked me like that; nice and hard, but occassionally pulling out to slide it against my clit. I was in heaven and came again, really fast. He was still fucking me and then all of a sudden pulls out. I was was like 'Hey!!! WTF?!?' I wanted him to keep fucking me but he said he wanted to watch me lick all of my pussy cum off of his cock. Fine, no prob, as I really enjoy doing that. I sit between his legs and start licking and sucking up all of my pussy juice from his cock. He is loving it and grabs a fistfull of my hair and shoves my head down further on his cock. He literally fucks my mouth until he blasts a big load of cum down my throat. It was so hot, I just love it when he pulls my hair. I must be some sort of freak lol. So we finally get up and I shower. I feel so good now. My clit is nice and swollen and my pussy has that lovely little ache you get after being fucked nice and hard. Life is good. I have a smile on my face and some shopping to do, so have a great Saturday everyone.

Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to:

Leonard Cohen "First We Take Manhattan...Then We Take Berlin"

I have been a busy girl lately, not much time to sit and play
Between running errands and the carpool, and family stuff I seem to have spent most of the past 2 days in the car

My son was invited to a birthday party and it was last night. Odd time for a kids party - mid week and all - but he was anxious to go as it was at Chuck E Cheese. Gawd I HATE that place. Utter fucking bedlam. It gives me a migraine every damn time. I think all adults should be given a valium and a stiff drink upon entering the building. All the kids had a blast as they always do, and I spent the evening flirting with a couple of the dads, which was amusing. They had had a few beers and the conversation ended up in the gutter (my favorite place). I got a very interesting vibe from one of the guys and his wife. There might be a possibility that things may get interesting. I shall have to see how that goes sometime in the near future. They might be up for some fun with hubby and me

My nice spring weather has gone to shit. It started raining last night and is still going. Cold + damp = unhappy Kitty. The cold weather makes me grumpy and the lack of sex thanks to my period is not helping. At least I got to enjoy sucking some cock this morning. Hubby woke me up before the alarm went off and presented me with his stiffy. He had to get ready for work and I had to get our son up and ready for school so we only had about 5 minutes. That was all it took with me sucking the head of his cock and stroking the shaft with my hand. He came like a rocket, and I got a nice big mouthful. I sent him off to work with a big smile on his face. I really love doing that, and sucking cock puts me in a good mood so everyone is a winner lol. Lots to do, so gotta get off my butt and do some stuff. Have a great day, folks.

Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: Brad Sucks "Dirtbag"

It was such a pretty day today; perfect California spring weather. It is so welcome after the cold we have been having lately. I know I get zero sympathy from the folks in the Midwest & Eastcoast. I don't envy you guys at all. Snow?? What's THAT?!? I am a California girl, so I haven't a clue about snow. I don't like the cold, as I prefer to wear as little as possible (nothing if I am at home alone) so the cold really cramps my style, and since I keep the house at 70 degrees all winter, the gas & electric bills have been pretty high. I am glad summer is around the corner.

Today is President's Day, so like most everyone I went to the mall. I had to exchange something and pick up a birthday card. It was so fricking crowded, it took me about 15 minutes to find a parking spot. It took me longer to park than to run in to Bath & Bodyworks do my exchange and hit Target for a b-day card. I got that finished so I got back on the road to visit my good friend Sheryl as it was her birthday on the 15th. We hadn't had a chance to get together for her birthday, our schedules just hadn't meshed, and she had been having some really distressing shit going on, so I dropped by to cheer her up and give her her present. We hung out and talked for a while, she just was so depressed and down. I did my best to take her mind off of stuff for a bit. She loved her present and it was so nice to see her smile. I will take her out to lunch on Wednesday at our favorite Chinese place. Hopefully by that time she will be in less of a funk. I hate to see the people I love sad or hurting. It just pains me.

Speaking of pain, I am feeling it now. Cramps. Ugh. Looks like it is 'BJ Week' lol. My lower back just aches and aches. No matter how much tylenol I take, it doesn't seem to help. I need to find a hot water bottle. The heating pad I have sucks. I am thinking an old school hot water bottle would ease some of the pain a lot better. I will have to look for one tomorrow. Anyhow, sorry there was nothing exciting to talk about, just boring everyday stuff. Gonna go and see if I can't wheedle a back rub from my hubby now...

Purrs to all,

Currently listening to: James "Say Something"

So for all of the guys out there, if it was 4:45am and you are fast asleep and your wife/Gf/whatever, woke you up by sucking on your cock, would you mind? lol My husband surely didn't mind this morning...

I woke up at 4:45 and was HORNY. Normally I am stone cold asleep at that time, but for some reason I woke up and was desperate for a fuck. My poor hubby was snoring away so I just lay there and debated waking him up or letting him sleep and just masturbating instead. I decided I hadn't anything really to lose and a lot to gain, so I opted to wake him up. I pulled the covers back and put his cock in my mouth. It was all soft and small. I rolled my tongue over and around it and sucked gently. It woke up before he did, as it was twitching and growing in my mouth before he finally woke. He was pretty groggy but getting hornier by the minute. I played with his cock and licked and massaged his balls. They felt so heavy and full. He pulled me up to kiss him, and then sat up and changed position so that he could lick my puss while I sucked his cock. He jokingly calls it '68' as we are on our sides instead of me straddling him. He pushed my leg up so he could bury his tongue in my pussy while I continued to suck him; licking up all the pre-cum that was oozing out. I had such a huge orgasm from him eating me that my thighs were quivering but all the moaning and screaming was muffled as I had his cock deep in my mouth. As I came I could feel him get harder and thicker, and the pre-cum was just gushing out faster than I could lap it up. I asked him how he wanted me, and he requested that I get on my knees. I did so, but instead of resting my head and arms on the pillows as I normally do, I put my ass high in the air and my head face down on the bed. I was literally dripping wet; I could feel pussy juices smearing the insides of my thighs. He grabbed my hips and slid in. I reached between my legs so I could alternate between playing with and squeezing his balls and rubbing my clit as he fucked me. God it felt so good! When he finally came it was such a massive load. I figured it would be as his balls had felt so heavy. They weren't heavy anymore! He was exhausted and lay back down. I decided to get up and take a pee, and when I did, cum started dripping down my legs. I am suprised I didn't leave a trail of jizz from the bed to the bathroom. There was so much cum inside of me it just kept oozing out, no matter how much I wiped. I gave up and came back to bed. I had to shuffle him over as he had fallen asleep on 'my' side of the bed. It is hard to convince a guy who is 6 foot and 265lbs to shove over, but finally I got him to move. He snuggled me up in his arms and we settled back for sleep. The sun was starting to come up. I asked him if he was mad that I woke him up to take advantage of him and he laughed and said if I was going to wake him up like this every morning at 4:00am, he would happily give up the sleep. I won't forget he said that...

Puurrs to all,


Currently listening to: The Pixies "Velouria"