I saw this and I thought of you,Robbie,lord knows why lol xoxoxo

Why is it when it rains it pours?

A crappy evening has begotten a shitty new day. Everything is going wrong wrong wrong. Every where I turn I run into something saddening or maddening. I can't seem to catch a break here. I am so tempted to pop a tranq and cower in bed till this day is over, but is that the cowards way or is it self-preservation? I don't have the answer but I so wish someone or something could cheer me up as I seem to be unable to do it myself today...


Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: Audioslave "Show Me How To Live"

Today is a very sad day for me. My first and oldest JBT passed away today.

Most of you don't know this but I breed purebred cats. Japanese Bobtails to be exact. That is kind of how my screen name came about in many ways. Many would have guessed "oh yeah, Kittykats1, must mean pussy heh heh..." Well it does, just not THAT kind. Pussy yes, but pussyCATS lol.

As I said before my first and oldest bobtail died today. "Hobi" was such a good cat. I paid $400 for him and he was worth every penny spent. He was my first show cat. I learned how to condition, groom and present with this creature. He was a good traveler and was so patient with a n0ob such as I was back then. I made all my greenhorn grooming mistakes and everything I learned he and I learned together. He took it all in stride. He was my very first Grand. After he Granded he became a beloved pet and companion to a series of other up-and-coming youngsters. He would go to shows with me as the 'old hand' and he was so good with the spooky and unsure kittens out for their first show.

He lived a good life with us and was a wonderful pet so filled with personality and eventhough he was plagued by various health issues, the worst of which was IBS (inflammatory bowel syndrome) but up and till the end he was active and always loving.

Rest in peace my dear friend, you have taken a bit of my heart with you...

'Hobi' born 08/05/1997, passed away 10/15/2008





Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: The hum of my hard drive

I am making home made caramel corn so I am pretty much stuck in the house for the next few hours as I am gonna try and knock out at least 2 maybe 3 batches. It is very time consuming and it's very finicky. The corn must be stirred every 15 minutes and dried in a slow oven for at least an hour. It can go up to an hour-and-a-half depending upon how much humidity is in the air, the porosity of the popped corn, etc, but my god is it worth every minute spent.

This stuff is instantly addictive. You will eat and eat and eat till you puke and then you will want more. It turns people into hoarders and pits husband against wife. Fights break out over it. No one wants to share, everyone wants their OWN bag. Yes, it is that good. My hair stylist calls it 'crack' and since I am going to get my hair done tomorrow, I was warned that I had best not come in to my appointment without copious amounts of 'crack.' This batch will go to the salon with me and the other 2 I hope to do today will get parted out to friends. If I give it away I won't eat it. If it's here in my house I can't avoid it; it calls to me...it whispers seductively in my ear - "just eat me....eat ALL of me...you know you WANT to!" I am so weak and pitiful that I succumb and eat. I am ashamed. I cannot say no. I am a tool. I am weak. I curse myself and the corn's buttery, caramellicious taste as I stuff it into my willing mouth. Fuck. I will need an extra 15 minutes at the gym to repair this damage.

I am a caramel corn sub; I cannot resist it. I bow down and consume. I grovel. It is in the drivers seat. I can't fight it. Oh god I can smell it from across the house...*sob*


Puurrs to all,


Currently listening to: Blue October "Into The Ocean"

What a shitty day.

That is all I have to say.



Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: the hum of my hard drive

Saturday night and it's just me and my son here in the house. Hubby is at the GF's helping her son get ready for his Homecoming dance - gotta have a man to tie his tie. The BF is at a hockey game. Cleaned up after dinner and now I think with my son occupied with his gaming, I think I shall have a nice quiet bath...

It's so weird to be alone like this on a Saturday night...

Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: MIA "Paper Planes"

Heaven help you all, I have returned!!!

Man have I ever missed this place. Life has been beyond crazy and hectic and I just had to put my online life on hold and concentrate on life itself.

A lot has happened in the past however many months. It's all too long to get into at the moment, but what I can tell you is that life is good. My hubby and I celebrated our 11th wedding anniversary and we are still going strong. We will be celebrating our 1 year anniversary with our SO's in just a few weeks. It has been an amazing year for many reasons; many highs and lows but I can say that I am content. I have my health. I have a husband who loves me. I have a wonderful child and a girlfriend and boyfriend who also love me and together with their kids we have made a very big and boisterous family. We may not have won the lotto but we are truly rich in love. And, well, sex. Lots of hot sex lol

I have missed all of my pervy peeps and I will make a promise to put up more pics soon - you all havent seen my hair lately!!! Right now it's sort of pink. Last time it was orange and red! Heh. See you all soon...I MISSED YOU!!!!

Puurrs to all,


Currently listening to: Buckcherry "Crazy Bitch"

Meh, life is busy and super hectic at the moment so all I can spare right now is a 'drive by' blogging. No time lately to perv, blog or partake of the forums. Hopefully after this weekend that will change.

Miss all my pervy peeps and see you in a couple more days...

Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: Pixies "Where Is My Mind?"

I am just too tired and too frazzled right now to think. I guess I need more cowbell...

The week is almost over (yay).

It has finally stopped raining but it is colder then hell outside. I am terrified to see what our PG&E bill is going to be. I have been keeping the house as warm as I dare. The cold weather just does awful things for my sex drive. I aint getting out from under the blankies if it is cold. No sir. Thankfully it was decent temperature wise because I was really in the mood to suck some cock so hubby got a rare treat of 69. I am not a fan of 69; it takes an act of Congress to get me to cum in that position, it just doesn't do it for me but my hubby loves it. I don't get it but he seems to like having a pussy smooshed into his face. Can any guys explain the attraction to me? Anyhow, he got my pussy smooshed on his face and I got a nice load of cum. Cool Tip For The Guys: eating a lot of fresh pineapple and melon makes for some very tasty cum!!!

Anyhow I am off to the shower. I just got back from the gym so I need a shower badly. Have a great Hump Day, peeps.

Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: Modest Mouse "Bury Me With It"