It was a long, tiring day of listening to children whine about their problems, dealing with demanding parents, and finishing up the day with a two hour special ed meeting with an advocate present. I hate fucking advocates, they never know enough about how schools run but want to push all of us around...it's an issue of a little knowledge doing a lot of damage. All I wanted to do was go home, strip, take a hot shower and fall into bed. I got into my car and plugged the cell phone into the charger. It buzzed showing that I had 2 missed calls and 1 text. Fuck, I really didn’t want to deal with anyone right now but I listened to the messages and decided they could wait. I screened the text and finally felt something more than drained...i felt alive, i felt hot and tingly, I reached down to stroke myself and my finger came away wet. I licked it clean, licked my lips and sent a reply message that said "your pet will be right there master. may we shower together when i get there?" the response came back "yes, but you must come to me as you know i like and then I will allow us to get clean as we get dirty together".
With that, I reached down under my skirt and removed my panties. I placed them in my purse knowing that my master wants me accessible to him from the moment i walk in the door. I took off my bra and reached into my glove box and put on my collar. There was a bit of a naughty factor by doing this in the parking lot of school but I have a very different life outside of these walls that tend to sufficate me at times. I was ready to let loose and play tonight. Master likes it when I come to him straight from work wearing my "hot librarian" attire and fuck me shoes. My nipples ached knowing what the night will bring. To heighten that pleasure, i clamped my nipples...baby gets to play tonight!!!
The drive seemed to take forever since all I wanted was you to be fucking me hard. I park at your house and know exactly what you want to see when you open the door. I unbuttoned my shirt all the way and let the edges hang at the tips of my breasts. I took off my nipple clamps so you can see how aroused I am just from wearing them and thinking about you on the drive. On the drive, I had inserted the benwah balls to get me ready for your hard cock. I have them in my hand along with my panties. I have a key to your place but you have instructed me to knock when I arrive. I am not allowed to let myself in or use the doorbell when we play.
You open the door and say “you are a very obedient little pet standing there with your panties and toys in your hand. Is your cunt ready for me to use and abuse her?” “Yes, master, she is”. You grab the back of my head, pulling on my hair with one hand and fondle my exposed tit with the other while you fill my mouth with your tongue. God, I love kissing you…it’s wild and wicked and wet!! “Master, may we please shower? I need to wash the events of the day off and have an entirely new outlook on tonight!” “yes, but that is the one and only time tonight you are allowed to talk about work” You take my hand and lead me to the bedroom. “Stand still and I will undress first and then undress you”. “yes master”.
Oh, the wonders of the porn shower…dual heads so that neither person has to freeze their ass off while having shower sex. Unfortunately, play time in the shower was not on your agenda. You were all business as we truly showered together…you washed my body and my hair and then told me to stand still while you washed yourself and your hair. I wasn’t allowed to touch your or myself and that was very frustrating. I didn’t know what you had planned but the evening wasn’t going the way I had things planned in my head. I wanted you to throw me against the wall of the shower and bang my pussy hard. I wasn’t getting any of that but I know you are a very good master and must have something planned for us.
Once we are done in the shower, you dry us off, lead me to the bedroom and you dress in jeans and a tshirt. You then open the drawer with my lingerie in it. As always, I am not allowed to offer an initial opinion on what I would like to wear for the evening but I do get one veto option. I always use the veto carefully because you tend to punish me if I veto an outfit. Sometimes, I veto an outfit cause I want to be punished but tonight I want to be very compliant. No one was compliant for me in the slightest bit today and putting up a fight about my slutty atire seems petty. You read my desires so well…you pull out a red bra and panties set!! What a power color!!! I need that kind of confidence tonight since I was feeling like nothing was going my way at all today. Fuck…why can’t I stop thinking about my shitty day??? Here I am with an amazing man have rocking sex, playing fun games, being dominated (which totally turns me on and I love)and I can’t stop thinking about work and how I suck at my job right now!
You dress me in the crotchless panties, split cup bra, 7 inch red platform stripper shoes and lastly you hook your favorite collar on me. You back me up against the wall, putting your hands on both sides of my head and say “you will stop thinking about your previous activities today. All that matters is what happens right here and right now. You are amazing at your job and that is the last work related comment and compliment you will get from me tonight. Tonight is about pleasure…your’s, mine, taking what we need from each other and giving back all that and more. You are my fucking cum slut, you know how to please me and tonight we will both take pleasure in your dominate nature.” You kiss me while fingering my pussy. I have no idea what you are talking about but I really didn’t care as my body was betraying me by becoming so wet so fast. Who am I kidding?? I was wet from the moment I received the text saying to “stop by after work”.
The doorbell rings and I know you will ignore it. It happens every so often that some stupid salesperson or a newspaper boy will ring the doorbell while we are in the middle of playtime. You have always ignored it in the past so I was surprised when you took my hand and lead me into the living room. “I have a surprise for you” and with that you open the front door. This beautiful petite brunette with long hair is standing in the doorway wearing an short belted black trenchcoat and stacked lucite stripper shoes. Without shoes, she was probably a few inches taller than me but with our shoes on we stood eye to eye. “Your gift to use, abuse, dominate for us. If you use her to my satisfaction and to your pleasure you will be greatly rewarded, my little pet”.
She walks in and stands in the middle of the room. You close the door and both of you are looking at me and waiting to see what I will do next. I’m not sure what to do now… we tried me being a dom before and it didn’t go so well. I know my master is always pleased when I push my boundaries but I felt like I failed at something. You sit down in an easy chair and stare me down, daring me to act! What do I do?? I want to play…she turns me on, and it appears that you are very turned on by the thought of me dominating this slut and pleasuring myself through her use and abuse. Wait…did I just think of her as a slut?!?!? Wow, I did…maybe I can do this. I walk over to you, kneel between your legs, look up at you and ask “do you have any instructions for your pet?” “Only that you enjoy yourself and be as naughty and as nasty as you want. There aren’t any rules and there isn’t any way to do this incorrectly. It’s not a pass fail test...go be a kick ass dom and make me want to fuck you hard!!” “Thank you for allowing me the freedom to feel this out”.
I go over to our toy chest, gather my courage, and take out the handcuffs and the ridiing crop. I walk over to her and say “I don’t give a shit about who you are, where your from, or even what your name is. Normally, master’s collar their pets. You aren’t my pet because I don’t own trash! You don’t deserve a collar. You are a fucking cunt slut and you will know who is the top bitch around here after tonight. Let me tell you baby, it’s not you! You don’t get to speak tonight unless directly spoken to. I tell you when you get to cum. I decide what we do tonight. STRIP!“

I'm thinking about getting a jewel for my pussy piercing...any thoughts on what color I should get???

I'm also thinking about getting a tattoo on the top of my right butt check low enough so my bathing suit can cover it. I want it to be just for me and anyone who happens to see me naked. I have a very specific design in mind...i want two golden poppies (one fully open and one just barely open) and a butterfly hovering over them. What do you think about girls and tattoo's?? Hot or Not??

Now I know that many of you married or committed folks out there will say that the singles get to live the high life especially on Valentine's Day. Go to a bar and go home with whoever you like because everyone is looking pretty damn good when you are alone on Valentine's Day. Contrary to my screen name, I am not a slut and don't take home every Tom, Dick or Harry! Or even Tom's hairy dick...i know, bad pun!!!

I was feeling ok today until I talked to my youngest sister around noon today. I had a great cum session with hittinggaps1976 this morning and was planning on spending the majority of the day in bed watching TV until I needed to get ready for church this evening. My sister had left a voicemail message on my phone last night telling me she was sorry it had taken a few days to get back to me but she had a crappy week. I called her back and left a voicemail saying I was sorry for her week, it was ok that she didn't call me back right away and that dating sucks at times. You see, I had just finished up a 2 hour coffee date in which it wasn't the worst date of my life (believe me when I say I have had some dowsies) but he certainly is not the guy for me. No end of the date kiss and I hope he doesn't call again...just no chemistry!

I sent a Happy Valentine's Day text message to a bunch of people and both of my sisters were included in that message. My youngest sister called me and asked me to fill her in on my date. She didn't say much of anything but I got the distinct feeling that she thought I should give it "more of a chance" and not decide after one date not to see him again. I realize that I shouldn't put this much stock into any of it but now I feel like a smuck that I don't like this "nice guy" more. There were some odd red flags and I just wasn't feeling it.

She also called when she didn't have time to talk so I said "have a good lunch and if you want to talk about your crap week I am around". She said "I am really sick of talking about it and it only seems to make it worse". Now she was the one who told me about it on my voicemail last night and now she doesn't want to talk about it?!? Ok...so I said "totally fine, I understand how that goes since I had such a crap week myself". Does she ask??? Did she care or was she just thinking that I didn't want to talk about my crap week in the same way she doesn't want to talk about her's?

I'm just pissed, upset, cranky, PMSing, tired, and now have to deal with Valentine's Day on top of all of it!!! I would love to call my mom and get a little support but she might not be supportive and will probably get in the middle and end up telling my sister that i'm feeling a little neglected. It would have been nice if me sister said "what happened" or "do you want to talk about it"!!!

Thanks for reading my rantings...unfortunately, it didn't make me feel much better. I guess a good cry might be in order prior to going to church. Church always seems to make things better anyway!

I am dressed to your liking in a leather miniskirt, knee high boots with 4 inch spikes, , a strapless corset and a hip length leather jacket. You bring out my collar and my jeweled butt plug. "Wear these and don't wear panties". I put on my collar, which you fasten. I put my jeweled butt plug into my pussy to lubricate it and then insert it into my ass. You then hand me the butterfly vibe and tell me to put it on. You show me the remote control as you put it into your pocket. As we walk out of the hotel room for dinner you "flick the switch" on the vibe and I jump.

"Your clit and orgasm are mine to control tonight. When you least expect it, your clit will receive intense pleasure and I will let you cum". You turn off the vibe and we walk to the car. All through dinner I wonder when you will use the vibe...my clit is begging for it. There is a lot of teasing and kissing through dinner but your hand never flips on the vibe.

After dinner, we go to a strip club. Before we walk in, you push me up against the wall with my arms above my head,the remote control in your hand. You set the vibe on low and I moan as you kiss me...what a relief to finally have some stimulation after being on edge all night long.

You tell me "you don't get to cum, until your master say's so". I reply "yes, master"! We walk into the strip club and we sit by the edge of the stage...you sit down and pull me down onto your lap. I can feel how aroused you already are and wiggle my hips. "sit still, pet!" "yes, master" With that you bump up the vibe a little.

Oh how i want to cum but know that i can't until instructed. "Do you see anyone you like?" "Her!" You motion her over and ask for lap dance. You seat me on the chair next to you and when she starts to dance toward you, you gesture to me and say "it's for her". You sit and watch me get a lap dance and bump up my vibe again. My senses are totally overstimulated...i must cum! "Not yet, pet". "But I want to so bad". "You must learn control". "Yes, master" You back off the vibe, pay the dancer and say "time to go".

We get in the car and you unzip your pants..."suck me, my little slut". "With pleasure, master". I work my mouth up and down on your cock and all of a sudden there is a buzzing sound in the car...you have hit the vibe again!! "Master, please let me cum"! "Not yet, my pet, you must learn patience". "Yes, Master". You pull the back of my hair so that my mouth is off your cock "kiss me, my pet". We kiss, you back off the vibe, zip up your pants and start the car.

We get back to the hotel, you take off my jacket and throw me onto the bed fully clothed. I lay back and you say "CUM"...With that you amp up the vibe on high and I have the most fufilling orgasm while you watch!! My body is shaking, pussy juices are running down my legs and ass crack. You move the butterfuly up just a little so that my fuck hole is exposed to you. Without adjusting the vibe you turn me over onto all fours and slam your cock into my pulsing cunt. You pound into me and very soon both of us collapse after we've both cum!!!

You lick your cum out of my pussy, spank my ass, flip me over and kiss me. I can taste both of us on your tongue. "What a good little pet you are" you say as you start to undress me for another round of fantastic sex. "Thank you, master, I aim to please you". "You do, pet, very much"!!

I unbutton your shirt as I writhe naked in your lap. Your cock is so hard and I rub wet pussy on the crotch of your pants. I take off your shirt and lick your nipples as my hands clentch the muscles of your shoulders. I rub on you like a cat in heat. Finally, I say "take me" and you take control of the situation.

You tell me to stand next to your chair and "behave" as you smack my ass! You strip off your pants and tell me to sit on the edge of your desk facing your chair. You sit back down in your chair butt ass naked and begin to lick my sloppy pussy. You tell me to lie back onto your desk. I say "daddy, I wanna watch" but you tell me no and lightly slap my pussy. It stings but it is a good hurt and makes my pussy spasm. I do as you say and you go back to tongue fucking my drippy cunt.

You reach up and begin pinching one of my nipples as you fuck me with your mouth. You say "baby girl is going to get it now" as you plundge your rock hard cock into my waiting pussy. After an entire day of foreplay, I cum hard and fast before you even begin moving. "I need you to fuck me hard!!!"

You pull my ass to the edge of the desk and tell me to sit up, changing the angle at which your dick hits my inner walls. OH GOD...by doing that every time your cock slides into me the ridges go along my G spot and I writhe in pleasure. "Oh my naughty hottie teacher...do me so good!" You don't want to cum yet and you refuse to let me cum yet as you change our positions.

You pull out of me and tell me to stand back up in front of the chair. You sit in the chair and look at me...not touching me at all. Your cock is straight up in the air so hard and all I want is to lower my pussy onto it and kiss you! You know that is what I want so that is what you are not going to let me do as you say "payback's a bitch, isn't it"! I can feel my pussy juices running down my leg.

You turn me around a tell me to bend over with my hands on the desk. You begin to tongue my ass while fingering my pussy. All of a sudden, you grab me around the waist and pull me into the chair with you. You slid my cunt down on your cock and say "don't move".

I'm in agony and realize what I had put you through all day long. You pull my head back by my hair and give me the best fucking kiss we have ever had. SO HOT!!!! You lift me up by my hips and piston me onto your ever harder cock. SO FUCKING GOOD!!!!! We cum together and you pour your hot cum into my waiting pussy. I squeal when I cum and you lightly bite my shoulder.

Before I stand up, you tell me you want my panties...I get up, walk across the room and grab my red thong off the floor. I take my thong and clean both your cock and my pussy with it. When I'm done, I walk across the room again and put my thong into the front pocket of your jeans. "A little something to remember for the rest of the day. Thanks for the nooner...we will finish up when you get home. By the way, the first thing on the menu is cocksucking until you cum in my mouth".

With that I put on my clothes, hand you your jeans, and give you a great big kiss. I turn around to leave and you smack my ass. As I go to open the door to leave you say "after my cock gets sucked tonight, your getting ass fucked!" I turn around with my back against the closed classroom door, pull up the skirt to my waist, finger my pussy, lick my finger and say "can't wait"!!!

I drop my skirt and walk out of your classroom. Just in time as the bell for the start of 6th period rings and you realize that we fucked for the entire lunch and prep period!!! Before you let the students into your classroom, you take out my cummy panties from your pocket, smell both of us on my panties, get an instant hard on and think "there will be so much more tonight she will be walking funny tomorrow". YUMMY!!!!!

At the end of 4th period, right before lunch, I close up my office and walk down to your room. The students are packing up to leave and I stand just inside the doorjam. You finish giving the students the instructions for their nightly assignment and then the bell rings. As they leave, I walk toward you talking about the need to discuss a student of your's.

When the last kid leaves the room, I am standing toe to toe with you and tell you "look the door, shut off the lights and close the blinds. I have been waiting all day to fuck you good"!!!!! You do as I say and once those things are accomplished I tell you to sit at your desk. As you sit down, I start stripping... the sweater, then the skirt. The bra is next and finally the panties. I keep on the shoes cause I know how much you love to fuck me while I am wearing only the sexy high heels!!

I prop one foot up on the arm of the chair and tell you to pull the string and remove the balls from my pussy. You do and get very excited when you hear the slight "pop" of each ball as they exit my sloppy pussy. I tell you to lick the cum off of them and love seeing the anticipation in your eyes when you know we are going to have a amazing fuck session real soon.

I take the "licked" clean balls and put them next to my soaked cummy panties. I tell you that you get to pick which one of those two you get to keep for the rest of the day once we are done. I straddle your hips with my knees and do not let you touch me yet. You want to slid my waiting pussy onto your rock hard cock so badly but I make you wait.......

I have sat in my office throughout the morning thinking of the hot but brief oral I had given you before school. It was so difficult to concentrate on helping students with their issues when all I wanted to do was bang you.

Around 10am, I went into the bathroom and fingered my pussy for a bit. It helped releave some of the tension but I wanted to stay hot, wet and turned on until we could finish what I started. I pulled my benwah balls out of my pocket and inserted all four of them into my hot, wet, tight pussy! Once I put them in I can feel their weight and girth stretching my pussy. My inner muscles fight to keep them in. They have slight vibration to each ball so I am conscious of them inside me as I work.

I take a picture of my wet pussy and big clit on my phone and send it to you. I know that you check your phone throughout the day but just in case you didn't I sent you an e-mailing saying "check your phone. you have a sexy gift on it". I know that you check your e-mails and would not pass up an opportunity to see what was on your phone.

Your first period students were going over their tests that you handed back but third period was taking a test. It was the perfect time to check your phone to see what I had sent. You almost fall out of your chair when you open the pic of my cunt with this text attached to it "my pussy wants you bad but it will have to wait until we get home! By the way, what are you doing during your prep period? I need to come down and talk about a student".

You think talking about a student is the last thing you want to do if I am in your classroom without students around. You send me an e-mail that says "nice pic...I have something big for you!! can I cum up later to discuss that with you?" Again, you think perfect time to enact your fantasy of banging me at my desk. My e-mail response is "sorry, i'm booked up for the day...we can discuss that large subject at home!"

You are getting really frustrated and a little angry that I am being so stubborn with when you get your reward. However short of cumming into my office and ripping off my clothes there is little you can do about it especially since your prep isn't until right after lunch. That seems like an eternity to wait but you have students in your classroom so you tell you cock to "cool it" and go back to your job.

You keep sending me e-mails throughout the morning asking about us fucking but my response is always the same. "Be patient...good things cum to those who wait"

My work fantasy begins early in the morning, prior to the students getting to school. I stop by your classroom, lock the door and tell you I have a present for you. You are stitting at your desk recording student grades from a recent test. You are a bit pressed for time since you want to give the test back to the kids during 1st period. Preoccupied, you barely look up at me until I am standing over you unbuckling your belt and putting my hand on your cock through your jeans. All of a sudden I have your attention yet you know you have to finish this work. You tell me "later" and I say "now".

"Don't mind me...I'll just be under your desk for a while". With that, I get down on my knees and release your cock from your pants. "I wanna play for a bit". I begin by licking your cock very slowly, taking me tongue from tip to base and base to tip. My hands caress your balls while my mouth finally gets to work up and down on your shaft. You begin to moan and tell me how good it feels to get a BJ early in the morning and how naughty I'm being for doing this at work. I know I'm being a bad girl and distracting you so I lick your balls, give your cock one final lick, and kiss the head of your dick. With your cock still stiff, I straddle your lap, give you a passionate kiss and say "get back to work, you're students will be here soon". I turn to walk out of the room and you stammer "don't I get to cum in your mouth?? I'm so close..." I turn around and tell you "later!!! by the way, don't get yourself off. I have plans for us!"

I walk out of your classroom as you put your dick back in your pants and fight the urge to finish yourself off. You can't believe that I just left you hard, aching and alone but you know I will deliver on my promise for later.

You reluctanly go back to recording your grades and in about 5 minutes notice an e-mail has come in for you. You open it and all it says is "i will be back to finish what i started...can't wait to devour you" If possible, you get even harder but you don't know when I will be back or what I plan on doing. The suspense is killing you so you call my office."Good morning" I answer. "Hey, it's me. You're killing me...when are you cumming back?" I laugh and say "Be patient, all will be revealed later. Gotta run, kisses" The dial tone rings in your ear and you have half a mind to cum up to my office and act out your fantasy but you have students arriving in 5 minutes. You try to put thoughts of me out of your mind as you prepare for your day. It's difficult but you manage to get through 1st period without embarrasing yourself.

I'm starting anew...to all my NN friends, this will be the last posting of both the blog and pictures for a while. I need to get out of my computer chair, turn off the computer and live a full life outside of my apartment.

You have all been so helpful in allowing me to express my sexuality and feel really good about my body. My last 2 picture picture posts are my "before" and "after shots" for my weight loss/healthy living journey.

The "before" picture was taken 4 years ago this past Halloween...I weighed in at 206 pounds, 5 feet 2 inches tall, and a size 18/20. The "after" was taken last night for an admirer...I weigh in now at 153 pounds and a healthy size 8 (6 on a good day)!

I lost the weight of a small child and have gotten very healthy in the process. Unfortunately, the new body does not come with a new body image...that is where the NN community has helped beyond imagining. Through your wonderful, sexy comments I was able to see myself through the eyes of others who never knew the fat kid growing up or the heavy woman I used to be.

I know there are so many people out that love curves but I was unhealthy back then. I am a big fan of my curves at this point in time and I have a much healthier self image now. Taking pictures of myself and posting them has been a real eye opener. I now realize how sexy I am and that is in large part to this community. Now I need to shut off my computer and let the rest of the world see how hot and sexy I am!!!

A big hug and many hot kisses to you all!!!!!!