I am dressed to your liking in a leather miniskirt, knee high boots with 4 inch spikes, , a strapless corset and a hip length leather jacket. You bring out my collar and my jeweled butt plug. "Wear these and don't wear panties". I put on my collar, which you fasten. I put my jeweled butt plug into my pussy to lubricate it and then insert it into my ass. You then hand me the butterfly vibe and tell me to put it on. You show me the remote control as you put it into your pocket. As we walk out of the hotel room for dinner you "flick the switch" on the vibe and I jump.

"Your clit and orgasm are mine to control tonight. When you least expect it, your clit will receive intense pleasure and I will let you cum". You turn off the vibe and we walk to the car. All through dinner I wonder when you will use the vibe...my clit is begging for it. There is a lot of teasing and kissing through dinner but your hand never flips on the vibe.

After dinner, we go to a strip club. Before we walk in, you push me up against the wall with my arms above my head,the remote control in your hand. You set the vibe on low and I moan as you kiss me...what a relief to finally have some stimulation after being on edge all night long.

You tell me "you don't get to cum, until your master say's so". I reply "yes, master"! We walk into the strip club and we sit by the edge of the stage...you sit down and pull me down onto your lap. I can feel how aroused you already are and wiggle my hips. "sit still, pet!" "yes, master" With that you bump up the vibe a little.

Oh how i want to cum but know that i can't until instructed. "Do you see anyone you like?" "Her!" You motion her over and ask for lap dance. You seat me on the chair next to you and when she starts to dance toward you, you gesture to me and say "it's for her". You sit and watch me get a lap dance and bump up my vibe again. My senses are totally overstimulated...i must cum! "Not yet, pet". "But I want to so bad". "You must learn control". "Yes, master" You back off the vibe, pay the dancer and say "time to go".

We get in the car and you unzip your pants..."suck me, my little slut". "With pleasure, master". I work my mouth up and down on your cock and all of a sudden there is a buzzing sound in the car...you have hit the vibe again!! "Master, please let me cum"! "Not yet, my pet, you must learn patience". "Yes, Master". You pull the back of my hair so that my mouth is off your cock "kiss me, my pet". We kiss, you back off the vibe, zip up your pants and start the car.

We get back to the hotel, you take off my jacket and throw me onto the bed fully clothed. I lay back and you say "CUM"...With that you amp up the vibe on high and I have the most fufilling orgasm while you watch!! My body is shaking, pussy juices are running down my legs and ass crack. You move the butterfuly up just a little so that my fuck hole is exposed to you. Without adjusting the vibe you turn me over onto all fours and slam your cock into my pulsing cunt. You pound into me and very soon both of us collapse after we've both cum!!!

You lick your cum out of my pussy, spank my ass, flip me over and kiss me. I can taste both of us on your tongue. "What a good little pet you are" you say as you start to undress me for another round of fantastic sex. "Thank you, master, I aim to please you". "You do, pet, very much"!!

I unbutton your shirt as I writhe naked in your lap. Your cock is so hard and I rub wet pussy on the crotch of your pants. I take off your shirt and lick your nipples as my hands clentch the muscles of your shoulders. I rub on you like a cat in heat. Finally, I say "take me" and you take control of the situation.

You tell me to stand next to your chair and "behave" as you smack my ass! You strip off your pants and tell me to sit on the edge of your desk facing your chair. You sit back down in your chair butt ass naked and begin to lick my sloppy pussy. You tell me to lie back onto your desk. I say "daddy, I wanna watch" but you tell me no and lightly slap my pussy. It stings but it is a good hurt and makes my pussy spasm. I do as you say and you go back to tongue fucking my drippy cunt.

You reach up and begin pinching one of my nipples as you fuck me with your mouth. You say "baby girl is going to get it now" as you plundge your rock hard cock into my waiting pussy. After an entire day of foreplay, I cum hard and fast before you even begin moving. "I need you to fuck me hard!!!"

You pull my ass to the edge of the desk and tell me to sit up, changing the angle at which your dick hits my inner walls. OH GOD...by doing that every time your cock slides into me the ridges go along my G spot and I writhe in pleasure. "Oh my naughty hottie teacher...do me so good!" You don't want to cum yet and you refuse to let me cum yet as you change our positions.

You pull out of me and tell me to stand back up in front of the chair. You sit in the chair and look at me...not touching me at all. Your cock is straight up in the air so hard and all I want is to lower my pussy onto it and kiss you! You know that is what I want so that is what you are not going to let me do as you say "payback's a bitch, isn't it"! I can feel my pussy juices running down my leg.

You turn me around a tell me to bend over with my hands on the desk. You begin to tongue my ass while fingering my pussy. All of a sudden, you grab me around the waist and pull me into the chair with you. You slid my cunt down on your cock and say "don't move".

I'm in agony and realize what I had put you through all day long. You pull my head back by my hair and give me the best fucking kiss we have ever had. SO HOT!!!! You lift me up by my hips and piston me onto your ever harder cock. SO FUCKING GOOD!!!!! We cum together and you pour your hot cum into my waiting pussy. I squeal when I cum and you lightly bite my shoulder.

Before I stand up, you tell me you want my panties...I get up, walk across the room and grab my red thong off the floor. I take my thong and clean both your cock and my pussy with it. When I'm done, I walk across the room again and put my thong into the front pocket of your jeans. "A little something to remember for the rest of the day. Thanks for the nooner...we will finish up when you get home. By the way, the first thing on the menu is cocksucking until you cum in my mouth".

With that I put on my clothes, hand you your jeans, and give you a great big kiss. I turn around to leave and you smack my ass. As I go to open the door to leave you say "after my cock gets sucked tonight, your getting ass fucked!" I turn around with my back against the closed classroom door, pull up the skirt to my waist, finger my pussy, lick my finger and say "can't wait"!!!

I drop my skirt and walk out of your classroom. Just in time as the bell for the start of 6th period rings and you realize that we fucked for the entire lunch and prep period!!! Before you let the students into your classroom, you take out my cummy panties from your pocket, smell both of us on my panties, get an instant hard on and think "there will be so much more tonight she will be walking funny tomorrow". YUMMY!!!!!

At the end of 4th period, right before lunch, I close up my office and walk down to your room. The students are packing up to leave and I stand just inside the doorjam. You finish giving the students the instructions for their nightly assignment and then the bell rings. As they leave, I walk toward you talking about the need to discuss a student of your's.

When the last kid leaves the room, I am standing toe to toe with you and tell you "look the door, shut off the lights and close the blinds. I have been waiting all day to fuck you good"!!!!! You do as I say and once those things are accomplished I tell you to sit at your desk. As you sit down, I start stripping... the sweater, then the skirt. The bra is next and finally the panties. I keep on the shoes cause I know how much you love to fuck me while I am wearing only the sexy high heels!!

I prop one foot up on the arm of the chair and tell you to pull the string and remove the balls from my pussy. You do and get very excited when you hear the slight "pop" of each ball as they exit my sloppy pussy. I tell you to lick the cum off of them and love seeing the anticipation in your eyes when you know we are going to have a amazing fuck session real soon.

I take the "licked" clean balls and put them next to my soaked cummy panties. I tell you that you get to pick which one of those two you get to keep for the rest of the day once we are done. I straddle your hips with my knees and do not let you touch me yet. You want to slid my waiting pussy onto your rock hard cock so badly but I make you wait.......

I have sat in my office throughout the morning thinking of the hot but brief oral I had given you before school. It was so difficult to concentrate on helping students with their issues when all I wanted to do was bang you.

Around 10am, I went into the bathroom and fingered my pussy for a bit. It helped releave some of the tension but I wanted to stay hot, wet and turned on until we could finish what I started. I pulled my benwah balls out of my pocket and inserted all four of them into my hot, wet, tight pussy! Once I put them in I can feel their weight and girth stretching my pussy. My inner muscles fight to keep them in. They have slight vibration to each ball so I am conscious of them inside me as I work.

I take a picture of my wet pussy and big clit on my phone and send it to you. I know that you check your phone throughout the day but just in case you didn't I sent you an e-mailing saying "check your phone. you have a sexy gift on it". I know that you check your e-mails and would not pass up an opportunity to see what was on your phone.

Your first period students were going over their tests that you handed back but third period was taking a test. It was the perfect time to check your phone to see what I had sent. You almost fall out of your chair when you open the pic of my cunt with this text attached to it "my pussy wants you bad but it will have to wait until we get home! By the way, what are you doing during your prep period? I need to come down and talk about a student".

You think talking about a student is the last thing you want to do if I am in your classroom without students around. You send me an e-mail that says "nice pic...I have something big for you!! can I cum up later to discuss that with you?" Again, you think perfect time to enact your fantasy of banging me at my desk. My e-mail response is "sorry, i'm booked up for the day...we can discuss that large subject at home!"

You are getting really frustrated and a little angry that I am being so stubborn with when you get your reward. However short of cumming into my office and ripping off my clothes there is little you can do about it especially since your prep isn't until right after lunch. That seems like an eternity to wait but you have students in your classroom so you tell you cock to "cool it" and go back to your job.

You keep sending me e-mails throughout the morning asking about us fucking but my response is always the same. "Be patient...good things cum to those who wait"

My work fantasy begins early in the morning, prior to the students getting to school. I stop by your classroom, lock the door and tell you I have a present for you. You are stitting at your desk recording student grades from a recent test. You are a bit pressed for time since you want to give the test back to the kids during 1st period. Preoccupied, you barely look up at me until I am standing over you unbuckling your belt and putting my hand on your cock through your jeans. All of a sudden I have your attention yet you know you have to finish this work. You tell me "later" and I say "now".

"Don't mind me...I'll just be under your desk for a while". With that, I get down on my knees and release your cock from your pants. "I wanna play for a bit". I begin by licking your cock very slowly, taking me tongue from tip to base and base to tip. My hands caress your balls while my mouth finally gets to work up and down on your shaft. You begin to moan and tell me how good it feels to get a BJ early in the morning and how naughty I'm being for doing this at work. I know I'm being a bad girl and distracting you so I lick your balls, give your cock one final lick, and kiss the head of your dick. With your cock still stiff, I straddle your lap, give you a passionate kiss and say "get back to work, you're students will be here soon". I turn to walk out of the room and you stammer "don't I get to cum in your mouth?? I'm so close..." I turn around and tell you "later!!! by the way, don't get yourself off. I have plans for us!"

I walk out of your classroom as you put your dick back in your pants and fight the urge to finish yourself off. You can't believe that I just left you hard, aching and alone but you know I will deliver on my promise for later.

You reluctanly go back to recording your grades and in about 5 minutes notice an e-mail has come in for you. You open it and all it says is "i will be back to finish what i started...can't wait to devour you" If possible, you get even harder but you don't know when I will be back or what I plan on doing. The suspense is killing you so you call my office."Good morning" I answer. "Hey, it's me. You're killing me...when are you cumming back?" I laugh and say "Be patient, all will be revealed later. Gotta run, kisses" The dial tone rings in your ear and you have half a mind to cum up to my office and act out your fantasy but you have students arriving in 5 minutes. You try to put thoughts of me out of your mind as you prepare for your day. It's difficult but you manage to get through 1st period without embarrasing yourself.

I'm starting anew...to all my NN friends, this will be the last posting of both the blog and pictures for a while. I need to get out of my computer chair, turn off the computer and live a full life outside of my apartment.

You have all been so helpful in allowing me to express my sexuality and feel really good about my body. My last 2 picture picture posts are my "before" and "after shots" for my weight loss/healthy living journey.

The "before" picture was taken 4 years ago this past Halloween...I weighed in at 206 pounds, 5 feet 2 inches tall, and a size 18/20. The "after" was taken last night for an admirer...I weigh in now at 153 pounds and a healthy size 8 (6 on a good day)!

I lost the weight of a small child and have gotten very healthy in the process. Unfortunately, the new body does not come with a new body image...that is where the NN community has helped beyond imagining. Through your wonderful, sexy comments I was able to see myself through the eyes of others who never knew the fat kid growing up or the heavy woman I used to be.

I know there are so many people out that love curves but I was unhealthy back then. I am a big fan of my curves at this point in time and I have a much healthier self image now. Taking pictures of myself and posting them has been a real eye opener. I now realize how sexy I am and that is in large part to this community. Now I need to shut off my computer and let the rest of the world see how hot and sexy I am!!!

A big hug and many hot kisses to you all!!!!!!

I was in the mood to play last night and we had probably just missed each other to chat and play. You were out playing pool and I was getting all hot and bothered by looking at fun playtoys for us. I told myself I wouldn't give in to the urge to play with my body unless you were helping me. I slipped up and might need to be punished...

I went to bed around midnight all worked up but told myself I wasn't going to get off. I woke up at 2am feeling achy...I knew I had to cum!!! I thought, "I will just put in the gold balls and go back to sleep". That way I would feel full and be stimulated from the inside but not work my body in order to cum. I got out of bed, stripped my t-shirt and panties off as I walked to the drawer were I keep all my toys. I took the gold balls out of the drawer and got back into bed. I decided not to use lube as I was already fairly wet. These balls are pretty big and there are 4 of them so I decided to "lube" them up with spit. I put each ball into my mouth individually. Now, I clean them after each use but they still had a faint aftertaste of my pussy juices. That turned me on even more. I pulled back my pussy lips with my left hand and inserted each ball into my waiting cunt with my right hand. With each ball that went in, I felt more and more full. Finally the last balls was inserted and I laid there willing myself to go back to sleep. Sleep wouldn't cum and I was getting more and more frustrated.

I got out of bed, walked to the toy drawer and took out my travel vibrator. It's small and fits right on my clit. I thought "I can just hold it onto my clit for a bit and cum". I thought I was worked up enough that having the balls in my pussy and putting the vibe on my clit would do it for me. Sadly, that wasn't the case. Very frustrated now, I got out of bed for the third time and got the rabbit vibrator. I turned off the small vibe and slowly pulled the balls out of my now drenched cunt. The balls make a slight popping sound as they leave my pussy due to the moisture and the suction. I also feel it in my ass as they push on the inner walls of my body when they are released.

I climb back into bed a insert the dildo...boy does it ever feel good! I work it in and out of my body for a minutes feeling the delicious friction on my inner vaginal walls before I turn on the vibe. OH GOD...that's what I was looking for. I felt guilty that you were not included in my play but remember how much you like to watch. Even though you weren't on-line to play with I decided to include you in my fantasy.

I visualized you standing over me telling me to fuck my cunt with the dildo as you watched. I imagined you starting to stroke your cock as you watched me fuck myself with my toy. I wanted to have your cock in my mouth as I fucked my slutty cunt with my vibrator. You told me that I needed to beg for your cock before my lips could wrap around it. You put both of your knees on either side of my head and your cock was inches from my mouth as you instructed me to ask your permission. "Daddy, your filthy slut of a girl wants your hot throbbing cock in her mouth. May I please wrap my lips around your big dick and take you deep into my mouth?" Your reply is "ask again in a few minutes and maybe you'll get my cock in your mouth". I am very frustrated with not being able to cum and having your enormous cock right in front of my mouth and not being allowed to taste you. The waiting is killing me!! I ask again and you put your giant cock in my mouth and latch on, sucking you like a baby sucks at it's mother tit.

I haven't had enough of your cock when you pull out of my mouth, move down my body and take control of the vibrator from me. You vary the speeds of the vibe and move the dildo in and out of my body at different speeds...fast and hard, then slow and contolled. At one point in time you take the dildo all the way out of my body, turn it off and tell me I can't cum until you say. I have never known such frustration. If you won't give me your cock in my body, fuck me with the vibe or allow me to use my hands I might die from the agony of waiting to cum!! Finally, you put the vibe back in my hand and tell me to cum hard and fast! I finally had permission!!!

I put the dildo back in my waiting cunt and turn the vibe on high. I flip onto my stomach and mount the dildo. I frantically shove my dripping pussy onto the dildo in anticpation of a mighty orgasm. It doesn't take long...you instructed me to cum hard and in a few minutes that is absolutely what I did. My muscles spasmed, my pussy milked the dildo, my back arched, and my toes curled. I turned off the vibe and collasped onto of the dildo with it still inside me. I lay there for a few minutes waiting for my orgasm to cum to a wonderful end. I pulled the dildo out of my cunt, licked my juices off of it and said "thank you, master"!

Your pet played without you in person, without you on line, but with you in my dreams...
LONG HOT WET KISSES ALL OVER!!!

So I dried my eyes and got in my car. I went to the grocery store and then to church. It is the first day of Advent which is a day of renewal. It is also a day to "let it be". I have a renewed sense of self and a wonderful sense of peace which always happens after a nice mass. I need to remember that and get back into the habit of going on Sunday's...I feel much better once I am spiritually centered. Thank you for all your wonderful PM's and comments. Sometimes a girl just needs a good cry and a little self pity but I am back in the game again!

I know that I am normally much more upbeat than this but I have hit a low point this morning and need to get it out! I love all my NN fans but I can't seem to find a real live man out there for me. I am an attractive, smart, successful woman and I have never had a real relationship...hell, I can't even get past date #3.

I'm tired of it all...it seems like the only men I attract are the ones that I can't have or don't want! If you live far away, please talk to me since I will end up liking you and don't have a chance in hell given the distance! If you have a wife or girlfriend, please talk to me because I seem to want those that I can't have.

I am ok with whoever wants to perv at my pics but I don't want to carry on sexual conversations with someone my father's age. Yet, it seems like every man over the age of 50 wants to talk to me.

I haven't had a date in 3 months but I can have amazing phone sex with a hot guy on another continent! I end up dating losers, assholes, players, liars...I just want a nice guy who wants me! I date nice guys and get "night kiddo" at the end of the date!

I try to get something started with a man in my area by sending an e-mail that says "you have a great smile and amazing eyes...want to get a drink sometime" and I get an e-mail back that says "sure, why not". I want more than just a ho-hum response. Not only that but he wanted to arrange the date over the phone (which is fine) but I would like him to call me...I know that's stupid but I set the ball rolling and would like him to keep it going. I don't think I am going to hear from him which really means he isn't that into me to begin with.

I suck at dating!! I dislike being alone and the holiday season is hard. Neither of my sisters are dating but they live together and have a cat. I normally like living alone and I refuse to be the "cat lady". It's dumb, I know, but I feel like getting a cat is giving into the "spinster" stereotype.

I need to stop crying and get my day started! I hate feeling this way...