well, the lights went out at 11 pm on friday, along with most of the mid-atlantic area. had to be the hottest weekend of the year. one morning it was 80 at 9 am. omg hot. i could not walk outside and and do anything with out turning into a giant sweat ball. to hot to even think about sex. finally, sunday power came back and i was in bed, cool for the first time in days and hubby comes to bed and i see the bulge in his undies and the hunger stirred in my mouth and lower lips and my mouth went for his cock. and do you know what my crazy hubby said---no--its late and time to got to sleep. what a waste becsuse i was super horney and really wanted him.

oh well, xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx to all my wonderful friends.

sammie alice

first time in months----i had forgotten how good cybersex was. hooked up with a guy from ireland and it was so good. hmmmmmmm omg, maybe i need to spend more time there and i would be soooooo much calmer.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxx to all, espically my irish cyber lover.

sammie alice

i have a dear relative who i am responsible and they told me that she needed to move out of her assisted living and into a memory care unit and this was the weekend of the move. i thought it would be easy. omg, was i wrong. i did this before, i moved her from her home into an assisted living. i thought it would be ok. but i forgot how heart wrenching it was---not for her but for me and hubby. they become like little children. and it is just like taking your five year old to kindergarden, you hope you made the right selection, worried will they make friends, will it be horrible for them. what will happen. add you don't know. and it not like just a child---because you remember them as an adult and now, they have revert, become more child like and you really don't know what to do. just hope and try and answer their question. hubby was there to support me but it still such a lonesome time. you know it is the natural progression but that does not really help. and, this is so selfish to say, but, you look at this wonderful person from your youth and realize, to your great fear, that that is you in the future and your daughter sitting next to you might be doing this for you. we can make people live longer but we leave them trapped in pain and fear.

sorry to be so down.

xxxxxxxxxxxxx to all

sammie alice

but having trouble, going to work on it.

Discovery got here early and flew over head three times.

Xxxxxxxxx to all.

i am a space flight nut. hubby and i saw three shuttle launchs, if i had know how exciting they were i would have seen more. well tomorrow discovery is being flow on th top of a 747 from kennedy to washington dc to be put on display at the smithsonian institution. they refuse to give any specific information about the route, but there are some spots they have suggested for viewing. well, i am taking the day off and going to see if i can see her on last time in flight (even if it is piggyback on an airplane) and take some pictures. i hope i guess right and pick a good spot.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx to all.

at about 5 am this morning. i had been waking up about every hour all night long. and i was sooooo horney. i just need some loving and hubby was sound asleep and is a bear if i wake him up. and he loved me last saturday, and stayed hard long enough to cum in my pussy---yeah (it keep my panties damp all morning, just felt so gooooood). but, when i get some loving, i just want more of it, and if not loving, i want to just be fucked. well, i knew sleep was impossible and my fingers were rubbing but i could not cum in bed next to him. so i headed down to the living room with some lube and my dildo and, well, let me say self loving does not leave you with his cum in your pussy but it a dildo stays hard and always finds the spot and will bring your again and again and again. )))))

so nice and so much less horney but i know that self loving is easy and just means that i will want hubby to take care of my needs soon.

i think i need to get back into chat and enjoy my cyber lovers. )

xxxxxxxxxx to all

have not been around for a while because hubby caught me. i was with a guy in the cam section and just he and i were in the room, so it got very intimate and, well, i had my jeans and panties off and was playing with her will he was stroking his cock. i was having a wonderful fantasy--hope he was too, when hubby came home from work--he never comes home that early. omg, i was lost in pleasuring myself, i was so close my eye were shut, openning them only to get a look at my cyberlovers cock getting ready to shoot cum and hubby walk in behind me---my fingers in my pussy and saw the guy and want to know what i was doing---i tried to close the page, but instead hit the camera button. hubby's picture appeared--he was in the cameras line of view, got it turned off but the damage was done. he wanted to know who it was-was i have an affair--i told him no, and it he took care of my needs i would not have to mastrabate to get some pleasure. we yelled for a while, our daughter came home and we shut up and gave each other the cold shoulder treatment. finally, we talked, i told him, once again, that i needed more loving that he was giving me and no, i was not having an affair or letting random men fuck me. he said he thought that he was giving me loving and i asked him when was the last time and he could not remember. but he was still mad---me mastrabating with another guy, even if it was on the internet. i sleep in the other bedroom for about 3 days--told our daughter i was not feeling well. anyway he promised that everytime i daughter was gone he would asked me to make love. i got really happy and said i would stay away from here ( did not, but limited it to just checking on my friends) well, of the 7 days she has been away, he has asked once--i guess he has forgotten. so, i am still not going to cheat on him or find a real world lover but i may play more here---so many hot men and women to play with--yummy.

i love him so much but he just does not understand my needs right now.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx to all.

sammie alice

Still here. Blog when I get back. Xxxxxxxxxx

and we leave for vacation----grrrrr, i hate to pack but time in the sun will be worth it. xxxxxxxxxxxx all.