i have been shaving since i was 15--legs and underarms. when i turned about 50, i started to save my girl parts. and absolutely loved the feel. at first everything was a turn on, panties, jeans, dresses. the sensitivity faded after awhile but i was still turned on. and the touch of his fingers, my fingers, his cock was just out of this world. and i felt really clean after a shower. well, back in october, i decide to stop shaving for the rest of the year-----nothing. so i have hairy legs----have not worn a skirt out of the house in months unless i put on opaq tights, nothing sleeveless and my pussy hair, well lets just say a forest is creeping out.

and there is no question that i am not a natural blond


well, i am trying to decide what to do, shave or stay natural. i really enjoy the extra time in the morning. but, when i get loving, i don't like the hair tug . i don't like get hair with a kiss after oral loving. but i like his cum stuck in her hair. i hate the way i look in the mirror, naked or with panties on and i almost smacked him when he asked if i would braid my arm pits. but most importantly, i don't feel as clean.

any way, i think i will stay hairy for a while longer and then decide---lol, i hate long pants so you know where this will ultimately go!!!!!

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i think i have a good body imagine. but sometimes we have fantasies. i am a large woman----5-11 and big boned. i was almost 150 lbs, with a good figure in high school. i am almost taller than hubby. so---- i fantasies what it would be like to be smaller, maybe 5-5, with a smaller frame. able to wear high heels and not look like a giant. short skirts, tank tops, bikinis and look normal. be light and short enought that hubby could pick me up and fuck me. not skinny, just shorter and smaller. have to ask people to get things off of a high shelf. to appear to be a little more vunerable and less in control.

of course, i realize that there are petite women out there who would want to be more my size in an second. i am happy with who i am and what i look like. but, we can all have our fantasies.

hubby and i are going a way for a couple of days. so i might not be around until after the new year.

everyone have a great new year. i love all my friends here and thank you for all of your support and caring.

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sammie alice

i think i have a good body imagine. but sometimes we have fantasies. i am a large woman----5-11 and big boned. i was almost 150 lbs, with a good figure in high school. i am almost taller than hubby. so---- i fantasies what it would be like to be smaller, maybe 5-5, with a smaller frame. able to wear high heels and not look like a giant. short skirts, tank tops, bikinis and look normal. be light and short enought that hubby could pick me up and fuck me. not skinny, just shorter and smaller. have to ask people to get things off of a high shelf. be a little less always in control. to a

A one was give a petite waitress a hard time--can you ride on a roller coaster alone, does your mother still drive you ever where, still shop In the girl section. Usual mean crap.

I told hubby in the car she should have replied my boy friend and it do thing you can only dream about and every boyfriend is HUGE. And BTW., you Butt is huge.

I wish I was a petite--like I am in some if my fantasies

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hubby gave it to me before we got out of bed christmas morning. it was long and hard and fit perfectly. my only wish was that it had lasted longer.

great, just thinking about it has made her wet and me really horney.

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may you all have a merry and blessed christmas. may joy fill your hearts. may peace wash over you like a wave and bring a lightness to heart.

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hubby and i made up, sort of on saturday. he wanted to know why i was still mad. so i explained to him that i felt that i was being ignored and that he did not care. that i was the last one in his life. i think that he is so unhappy at work, that he really does not understand. no make up sex. in fact, no sex at all the weekend, although i suggested it multiple times.

christmas is coming, and let the stress just wear us out. no time to be naughty.

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he promised me he would leave work at 7pm last night. i called him at 4pm yesterday and left a voice mail telling him i wanted to go out for dinner before the world ended. i told you all about my plans. and sat and waited for him to come home. at 9pm, we had a power outage which closed the place i wanted to have dinner at. at 9:30, totally frustrated i called him. oh, he had not left yet. but he would leave then. at about 10:15 he called to say he had left and at 11pm he finally got home. my steak became chicken fingers, my wine was a coke, and if he had touched me i would have screamed---no i think i would have hit him---make him hurt like i was hurting.

did not even care enough to listen to my voice mail. i bet he wondered why i went to bed with out saying good night and when he told me he loved me this morning i really could not care less.

i learned when my mother and father died, nothing was more important than the ones you love. cherish the time, it disappears just to fast and suddenly.

i am so afraid i will wake up one morning and he will not be there anymore. and i am so afraid, that if he keeps this behavior up, i will still be here, sex will no longer be about love and the hurt will have destroyed my love for him. i just will not be able to cope anymore.

and a gift will not fix this. he needs to begin to make me special in his life again. it is not that he comes home late, it that he care so little for me and my time that he will not even tell me how late he will be. and so i wait.

and i don't think that my anti depressants are helping any more. or maybe the hurt is so great, nothing will help.

don't worry, i am unhappy and hurt, but i will not do me or him any harm.

sorry to be so down. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx to all

sammie alice

tomorrow is suppose to be the end of the world. nasa say it will not happen. but why take chances. even if you don't get hit by a large chunk of space debris, the heat will really be tough with a big chance of getting a sun burn---so wear sun screen.

so----i told hubby to get home early for a change. i have decide to go out to dinner and have a nice juicy steak. have a nice bottle of wine when we get home, make him take a viagra and then, at about 11pm, make him eat my pussy while suck his cock. between my lips and taste and viagra, i am going to get him hard and then we are going to fuck each others brains out. then snuggle and go to sleep. and if we wake up, we are going to snuggle again. if the world ends, i am going to dies in the arms of my lover. if the world does not end, i will try tell him I am worried about tomorrow, and i want him to love me again, and again and again.

i just hope my fantasy comes true.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx to all. love those you love as if the end of the world ends tomorrow. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

i usually don't blog twice in one day, but been perving vid and watching women with beautiful cream pies and men just shooting massive amounts of cum. so hot and amazing. hubby and i practiced birth control with condoms until the change. i got his juice in my pussy about maybe 10 times, once to get pregnant and the rest while i was pregnant. later, i got some bare back cock from him but never his juice until the change. now, his cock has problems and when i get his cum, it is drops---and omg, he had gallon when he was young. i never want to take the pill but, that also ment that i never really got to feel like a woman with her man's juice dripping out of her.

we all make decesion, and i will live with mine, but, you reach a point when you know that you do not have the strength to raise a child any more and you do not want to have a teenager at 60. i think when i knew that, i should have asked hubby to freeze some sperm just in case and go have the snip snip so that we could have had bareback sex all the time and just felt the special itimate joy while he was still young, hard and full of sperm.

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sammie alice