Thank you to everyone who has been so kind over the last week. Just knowing your thoughts has been a very great help.
My mother has deteriated a lot over the last week or so.
I am now excepting the way this is going to be from now on and therefor I am taking every opertunity to enjoy her company whilst I can and be there to support my father through everything.
Some might say I have found my mojo..... personally I have just put my brain in order and ready again to deal with life. However wierd it may get!!!
Thank you all for your concern and your thoughts. They mean a lot...