thehawke's blog post - Interesting.

Last night we paid my bills.
He balances my check book . As he is he asked me about a certain amount of money to an international account was about. Oops hee. THEN BEFORE I can answer he says you know about that money taken out of your account. And I calmly said "yes I do." Ok just wondering if it was wrongfully taken. " No " I Said. To myself I say, " It was my first time bill for NN ever." I sweating in my bathrobe, wondering if he figured it out yet. I do not think he did bcause my amount was not the same as his.
So not know, if he be excited or pissed off.

Even funnier, we were freely chatting this morning about the last time, I was pissed off at him. He says never, when I said about 5 or six times in six years. And I said "yes, I
have." Then he says ok, " when was the last time I pissed you off."
And I said, " not long ago." Then he says,
" what did I do, because I do not remember it." All I said was " NN"
He looked at me and says, "oh ya! You were very pissed off."
The stuff he posted was from several months before I saw them. Other than that he has not been onin a long time. He says, "the reason he got on was because he got horny and I was not home." Made me feel like I was not being their for him. I am strong believer that you grow with each other in love and with sex, making it more exciting as you learn each others wants. Being able to tell the truth is also big one with me. No mater if you feel I would like it or not. Just no lies. I do not like lieing. Sometimes I feel, like, I am letting him down, but at the same time I am wondering HOW LONG IT WILL TAKE HIM TO SEE THAT, I AM ON HERE. I feel like, I am let him down as a mate. When he posted more pictures and blog, I Was at an appointment for my special needs daughter.
Makes me never want to leave home again. I have never said no to him on sex. NEVER.....Always been their. Whenever he wished always growing with pleasure. Giving him his wants and pleasures. Never said no except once when I needed a shower badly but was too tired too. He wanted to eat. We still had sex, and was still amazingly exciting.

Such a bad girl am I.
I been one here much less years then he has. I have done more then, I thought I would. I always thought of him. Love him
I really enjoy looking. And got really horny sharing with you.
So I wonder, as he sits beside me playing Minecraft how pissed off he will be... Or is he going to get turned on.
I do love being outside nude.And doze make one horny. Feels so good. I have never been to a public nude place, beach, or strip club. He has. Never danced much, yet never tried to be a stripper in private or in public. But the fanties have been their. I do write erotic stories and poems on EWC. Believe it or not I was very shy in school. ALL anyone had to do was say, " Hi" and I was beat red. Now, I am making up for lt losted time. Never a dual moment. My mind wonders on many things. So I start write my dreams, thoughts and fanities. Making others horny with my words or pictures.
eroticawritersclub.com is were I write them. It's free but like here you must register and be 18. My writing and many others turn me highly on. Many nights, wet dripping pussie, I have.
I enjoy that.
Some of the ideas I got from my fanties, things I have done, or research I have found.
Yes Big turn on to write my stories. Or reading others.
Would love your comments weather they nice or naughty.
Aww he just dozed off again playing minecraft. As silly as it sounds I love that game too and HIM.