I have a couple that I have played with and might be playing with in the future ,, they have asked me to get wax as they both love a hairless cock and arse ,, i finally did it today ,, going to surprise them with a pic later tonight ,, i'll post it later if anyone wants to see it

I have received an sms from a very friendly couple,, I might have a very good night ahead filled with two people that are willing and wanting to use me,, just need to wait and see how their plans turn out

I'm unused,, I want to be used and treated like a fuck toy passed around by men, woman, couples and groups,, I want to feel the hot passion of being an object that gives pleasure

My Wife and I have been having trouble with our marrage so we went to marrage counselling to get some help,, it failed ,, she left for her mothers after it for a "trial seperation",, trials are only help to find where guilt is evident and in a relationship i doubt any party is guilt free,, seperation is just painful i hate not being able to hang out with my best friend

To say that things have been frosty between my wife and I would be an understatement after being told "I'm not sure I love you anymore" and deleting all of our homemade porn (she doesn't think I know that yet), I have been talking to a few of our (well mine now) swinging friends about the good times we had and maintaining a pseudo sex life by listening to stories of what they get up to on the weekends.

I was chatting to such a friend through MSN on Friday, sending him the remnantes of our homemade porn (I hate to think that no one would ever get to jack off to these pics again) talking about our "bi" urges and that its not to easy to find other guys in the swinging scene that are that open to, or can resist just playing with all the ladies to fool around with another guy.

I have mentioned before that I love for his wife to teach me how to suck cock as she is magnificent at it and could get anyone to cum in under 30 with her mouth and I still haven't managed to get anyone to cum in the few occasions that I have had a cock to suck.

While cybering my desire to suck his cock and let him cum all over my face and in my mouth so that once he had finished I could give him a messy, sticky snowball and while chatting and wondering if I would fuck his arse while he fucks his missus or if we where just going to DP his lovely lady he threw out an invite to me.

It was to attend a little get together with strictly only for bi guys with his wife and maybe one or two others but the main goal of the night is just to let the guys play with other guys and for the girls to watch and maybe join in. This is a dream and a godsend as I have only been having "relations" with my hand.

I love the proposal and really want to go to the night when they have it but I don't want to cheat on my wife with it. I know she won't approve as she's told me she's gone if I stick my dick in anything other than her.

So do I organise a night out with "mates" and go play up knowing that she will never ask me what is going on or do I behave and try to ride out the rough patch and bring it up again when we are on firmer ground and more likely to get a yes from her.

I'm in a weird ,, well maybe not so weird position of being in a sexless marrige but we are still totally in love with each other and it seems that its become okay for me to search the net looking at pics and having a wank but I'm getting to the stage that its simply not enough for me.

I don't want to cheat on her and I don't want to leave her but some how I need to bring up the subject of my needs and how to meet them if she decides that indulging my needs is something she is willing to do or if she gives permission for me to go and play up.

I would like to know what others have done in this situation if possible because I just feel lost with it all

i've decided that if i read a blog or check out a pic i will say something nice in the comments cause it nice thats all

My Wife and I are planning a night without kids for the coming weekend with the aim of getting to know each others bodies again. Its not that we don't have sex its just a 6mth old never means you have time for foreplay its all over very quickly. Some candles and some oils and all will be good. I'll blog it up and maybe see if i can convince her for some pics put them up too. I will get the last phase of my losing my virginity story up this week as well.

Have a good week everyone ,, look forward to seeing you all around

Loaded up a pick of me bored at work hope you all enjoy

My wife told me to go out with the boy and have drunken lewd fun ,, the drunken what had but no lewd ,, it any Darwin girls or couple are interested drop me a line