Dream_Angel's Blog - page 8

Just wanted to drop by to say Hi! I've been sick all day.., a yucky freakin Migraine. BUT I feel a little bit better now. AnYWAY, Have a good weekend!! HUGS

I posted my Good Bye a few months ago, because I didn't feel like explaining the whole reasons why I wasn't going to be around. However, I left my profile so that I would be able to keep my Blogs until I got MY computer back. Which just happened on December 26th. ANYWAY, long story short, I didn't have enough privacy where I was staying to do ANYHING. So, I stayed gone, But Like everyone else, I couldnt' stay completely away! and now I have my own stuff back and my own place! So I'm happy again!

I won't be posting pics for a while, But I may eventually again!

-Dreamy... Happy to have some privacy again!

I give up, WHEN is it going to stop happening to me?? I mean really??? Today was goin ok. I got up and cooked lunch for JP, then we watched some TV. I bathed all the dogs, and took a shower for us to go to a friends house for dinner. Homeade lasagna, and i don't even like lasagna. haha... ANYWAY, So I had taken like 4 bites of my food and JP comes in with the phone, and says, "it's your mom"... Immediately my heart dropped. I automatically knew that something was wrong, But I thought it was my brother. (see he drives like a bat out of HELL, so I always expect them to tell me he's in the hospital with a few broken bones or something. ya know) WELL I was totally off base...She was calling to tell me that my GRANDMOTHER passed away. (the one that i talked about in the previous blog.) My grandmother was my most favorite person in the world and now she's gone. and I'm heartbroken, and MAD.
I don't know whether i want to hit something, or scream or cry! I'm just screwed up over this! and I don't get it! Some of you will recall that I lost my dad last year too. well actually 1 year, 7 months, and 2 weeks ago. this grandmother is HIS mom! So my family on that side officially just fell apart I think! Even though he had 6 other brothers and sisters.
GOSH i'm just frustrated...

So we Find out how serious my friends Cancer is in a couple of days. LADIES out there...Please please please, get ur yearly exams! My friend hasn't had one in three years, so thats what we are really really worried about. That its progressed...and going to be difficult, BUT the DR seems pretty hopeful about it so we'll see!!

I went and spent the night with my grandmother last night. she is 83 years old...Her husband died right before i was born... 24 years ago, and she has been ALONE for all that time. That seems sad to me. But she is relatively happy.

I went through all of her photo albums today before i came home. THen cried the whole 3.5 hour drive. lots of pics of my dad in there. and i wanted to bring them all home with me but thats not fair to her! you know.

I found out a couple of days ago that one of my closest friends has Cervical Cancer... Makes me want to SCREAM!!!!

Here are SOME of the pics that I took while I was on the road with JP.

EAGLE PASS COLORADO (somewhere close anyway)



THE SNAKE RIVER in IDAHO


Lighting behind the Mountains In New MEXICO





I should have taken LOTS more pics BUT, I didn't always have a charged camera. ooops My BAD!! hehe, But I had a great time! HOWEVER, its Great to be home too!!! I missed you guys!! and I have soo much stuff to do and take care of!!

Sooo Ppl, catch me up with you all, tell me whats been goin on???


HUGs!

Its been a WHILE since I was able to get online! I've been out of town for over a month now. But I wanted to stop in and tell everyone that i'm alive and well. and I'll be able to update everyone really soon! and MAN do i ever have a lot to tell!!! anywya, i'll be back regularly soon!! hUgs and kisses all!!!

Hubby is taking me to MAUI for my anniversary this year!! wooooooohooooooo.... Ur all jealous!! anyone wana hide in my luggage?

That I got outta of Florida just in time this year. Freakin Hurricanes and crap man!!
Ha, the Ironic thing is... that everytime one was coming through, I was in FL, and JP was somewhere else...WELLLLL...he is set to load in Miami and FT.Lauderdale over the next two days. HOW freakin wierd is that?? lol... I don't think he'll be able to actually load, but its still odd that whenever i was there he was not, and now that I'm not there, he's stuck there with Hurricanes and tropical storms!

Sooo I hope that you all have the neccessities. and Good Luck to all my wonderful Floridian friends!!!

I HAVE RED HAIR AGAIn!!! For the first time in YEARS!!! I used to love my hair red!! But I didn't dye it red when I was in FL, because its sooo hard to keep up with, BUT now, I have someone close that can dye it for me when the need arises. O YES!!! hehhehe