I've started packing. What a pain in the ass!! This time, though, I get to go through EVERYTHING and get rid of a LOT of stuff! And let me tell you, I'm doing JUST that!! This time i have to sort of keep it seperated. Whats going in my car back to TX, and whats goin either in Storage or on JP's truck to bring to Tx. So its a Little more tedious than just throwing stuff in boxes. I made a deal with hubby last night, that if he'll pack up the kitchen (dishes etc...)I would pack ALL my collectibles and stuff. (ANGELS) and Pictures of all the kids and stuff like that. WOW I have a Lot to do!
I got the majority of my closet packed already. There is a LOT of stuff that doesn't fit me right now, So it's all going to storage. U see, I had lost a bunch of weight after we moved here, then when my dad passed away I got pretty yucky feeling, and quit dieting. I know I know, My own dumb fault. So now I have to get back on it and stay motivated. And maybe by the time my clothes find me in Tx, I'll need them!
JP will be home on Saturday. I'm really excited about that. we had initially planned on going to Disney or something this weekend, BUt i think now, our plans have changed somewhat. We need to get all this mess packed up and such.
Its sooo wierd to be going back home.
But i broke it down mentally yesterday, and even wrote it out on paper. So when I doubted my decision, I would have something to look back at.
When I moved from TX two years ago, I hated it, The ONLY thing I was going to miss about TX, was the PEOPLE!
WELL, Now I'm leaving FL, and there is only ONE or Two People HERE that I will miss. For the most part, when I say I miss FL, I'll mean, THE PLACE, NOT the people! So when I think about it like that, what good is a place with out your family and friends.
And so It goes, and i'm going home... My friend left me a MySpace comment the other day,
"Only TEXAS can grow Bitches like us, MOMMA I'm Coming Home!"
I laughed so hard I almost cried!! It was just too true!!
K so I'm done rambling now. and I feel better about things. The other night, I was a basket case and have been on an emotional roller coaster for days. But things are falling into place now!
k thats all for now. i'm takin a break from packin so I should get back to work!!
HUGS and Lots of Love everyone!!
~ a Smiling Dreamy!