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and I'm still disappointed.

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I had a bad day fishing, I was 23 years old. So I just headed back to the State Fish and Game parking area. A woman looking exactly like this. EXACTLY, was in the car next to mine! I offered nothing more than a friendly smile. She wound her window down and she asked.

She asked me if I'd cover most of her windows with the blankets and beach towels she had. She had fallen in with her waders on and needed to change. Wish she would have ask me to help now looking back. Spectacular beauty. Her boyfriend, possibly her husband pulled up right after we took them off all the windows. He matched her in looks. Raven black hair, blue eyes. I never forgot seeing her. I spotted this photo and it all came back to me. Wow.

How do you manage self care when you simply don't care? There's only one thing you want and that's not in your control.

After a month of being here I’m just realizing there’s a blog. So here I go.

I’m old enough to remember the earliest days of chat so this is weird to be coming back into it. It’s great to find a place that has still essentially the same feel as the old days with more modern bells and whistles.

This crossdressing midlife crisis thing has felt super exciting but also super awkward at times. Sometimes I’m thinking who am I kidding? Why am I doing this? This was really just meant to be a way to explore a different side of myself and let out some sexual frustration. But sometimes it leads to more frustration. Such is life.

I will say that surprise is sexy and what surprises me here is all the other men that are into this kind of thing too. And also many “100% straight” men that have fantasies about fucking a guy or even being fucked themselves. Also couples wanting to try it out with a fem boy. All different ages too. But at other times peoples’ same old biases and rigid gender norms come out and the vibe is that’s just weird. What I haven’t seen though yet is solo/unattached women who are interested in a guy who dresses up – other than just a casual curiosity. It’s disappointing but I guess it makes sense.

So for now, I’ll keep on doing my thing and see where it goes. I’ll grow out of the phase eventually, right??

I know, that I am not interesting enough, I just wander my world, selfie in the mirror, need to get away from the green, ironic really as I am more a bright colour person.

I messaged NN about the issue I am having with ID, all I want is to be able to post in the Nature group, more so just now with all that I am dealing with, I take a lot of pictures that just look better bigger than the size you can see in a blog.

I have been walking 3 to 4 times a day, just get out of the empty house, It might get better in time.

Well time for some time in the garden before lunch.

I m at work now and have one crazy idea. I m shy, but horny think about it. I can send link on my page at this site for all my coworkers men’s. Ofkorse I will do it from fake e-mail address. For they don’t know what it was me sent they link.

What you think, should I do it or not?

Entry 1 – Why I Want This
I’m 54. My wife is 50. We’ve been together for 5 years and married for 3. We have a genuinely happy, close marriage built on trust, laughter, great sex, and a deep love for each other. We’re best friends who still genuinely enjoy each other’s company.
And right now, we’re quietly exploring something new and intense: the stag/vixen lifestyle.
It started as dirty talk in bed. Then it grew. Now it’s something we both think about almost every day. The fantasy of me watching her with another man has become incredibly powerful for both of us.
I’ve always been empathic. I can sense and feel other people’s pleasure and pain, especially with those I’m closest to. I think that’s part of why this hits me so hard. When I imagine watching my wife experience intense pleasure, seeing her face, hearing her sounds, feeling the energy of her letting go. It’s like I can almost feel it with her.
The deepest reason I want to do this is so I can experience something that most men never get to do. I get to experience my wife being naughty the way some do behind closed doors, without their husbands’ knowledge. Not only do we get to do this naughty thing together, we have stories we can share with each other that we won’t be able to share with anyone we normally would. It is a powerful secret that we can use to enhance our already great sexual relationship.
When I picture the moment, her in reverse cowgirl, riding him, looking straight into my eyes so I can see every expression on her face as he fucks her harder than I’m even capable of, my whole body feels electric.

This morning around 3, I woke up and was thinking, what a strange world we live in, where we are supposed to admire actors in films and tv for their performances, and watch them win trophies and pat each other on the back every now and then for their work, when in real life you have cops and various operatives going undercover in the the most dangerous of situations. Now that is real acting, yikes.

Some call it porn. They do not. The girls know that thousands of girls everywhere are hotter than them. Doesn't bother them at all. It's no different than watching regular movies where the girl is the hero. Live their fantasy. Multiple orgasms. I do my part to help them and enjoy it too. This is not a prude home, lol.

I know this is going to sound odd and if I were reading this as a stranger, I’d think it was. I have always had a gift or curse depending on how you choose to look at it, to be able to read people.
I am able to feel and somehow know how they are feeling and at times more personal things about them. Not where they live or what they ate, but personal traits and often habits about them.
I know it at times freaks my dear friends out that I know so much about them. It’s not something I can help. It just happens. And if I really care for this person, it is worse. I am attuned to all changes emotionally that they are going through. Even the slightest change to their habits or routines.
I have never been one who likes to be out and about in public places. I really think it stems from the fact that while I am out among the crowds I am overwhelmed by all the emotions and feelings I seem to pick up. I can feel the frustration and anger that shopper is feeling or even the panic and worry the lady beside her is carrying.
I have never learned how to let them go. I internalize them bring them home. And at this point it does not seem to matter what the root of it was that made them this way, it settles inside of me. It affects me in many ways I often become moody myself with no apparent reason. If you’re someone I love and value, then it must be about me. I’m the reason. Crazy I know. lol And I do know logically that it is not true so please don’t come for me.
With whatever this is I have become very aware of when someone is lying to me. Lying is a huge pet peeve of mine. At times I will entertain a lair just to see

Ive had a few girlfriends over the years after my first girlfriend, Taryn, who I talk about in my other blogs. I dated this girl Jackie not long after Taryn passed because I was so desperate for that intimate connection with a girl again. Jackie and I didnt last long, I was her first girlfriend and she was really uncomfortable with me eating her pussy and she never ate mine. Intimacy was not easy and Im not sure she was really into girls. We dated for about 4 months and we made out only a few times and I tried to eat her pussy a few times but she seemed to be so nervous and uncomfortable she would lay there stiff and quiet. I would try and relax her but it was obvious she just really wasn't into girls. After her I dated a guy briefly until I was introduced to a really great girl Jenny. Jen was so cute and she had a hairy pussy that drove me fucking wild, I absolutely loooved eating her pussy so much. She would let me and loved it but I would love to eat her in the car when we went out places and she wasn't into that. I would be dieing to eat her out and makeout and she was just a girl that needed to be in the bedroom, just very non adventurous. That was fine but I was obsessed with that hairy pussy and would wanna eat her more than she wanted to let me. Jen started dating her ex boyfriend and we broke up after a year of dating. After Jen I dated guys for the next 2 years or so. I never spent much time single. I met Carrie at a new job I started. Another really cute girl with a cute personality. I was very attracted to her and I let her know that right off the bat, she told me she was also attracted to me. We would joke about being a cute couple and started sexting eachother

My ex and I used to go to the cinema every Saturday at this old, dimly lit theatre. As soon as the lights went down, he would pull me onto his lap. We’d start making out like teenagers, kissing deeply while the film played in the background.
He always brought his jacket with him. He’d drape it over my lap to hide what he was doing. Then, slowly, his hand would slip under my skirt and into my knickers. He knew exactly how easily I got wet. His fingers would tease my clit at first, rubbing gentle circles until I was soaked. Then he’d slide one finger inside me, then two, stretching my pussy while we continued kissing.
He loved feeling me squirm on his lap. He’d start slow, finger-fucking me gently, then gradually speed up, adding more fingers until he was stretching me wide. I had to bite my lip to stop myself from moaning too loudly as he made me cum right there in the cinema, my pussy clenching around his fingers while the movie played on.
After the film ended, we’d sneak out through the old, quiet fire exit staircase that nobody ever used. Halfway down the stairs, he couldn’t wait any longer. He’d push me against the wall or bend me over the railing and fuck me hard in all kinds of positions — sometimes from behind, sometimes lifting one of my legs, pounding me deep and fast until he filled me up.
Those Saturday cinema trips were never just about the movie.

I'm a gay crackhead and I like wearing women's panties and sucking dick when I'm high

Circa noon, central time, I decided not to do any more toy play... I had recycle very little into the toy that was a puddle after my last toy play standing near my stove. I have my 2ND load of pet blankets, splat mat and some regular clothing in the dryer. I have the pet blanket that was on my bed hanging over my bed room door to dry out completely and one splat mat hanging on my bike. I`ll soak and wash my toy in a few hours, then soak and wash my body. Eventually later today plus during the week, I can clean the floor and my portable that I had near my bed. When, I was toy playing upon the pet tray mat and the pet blanket on my bed, I put my camera`s, toy and lube on the table. I have order a small boom box with aux/input line. The 2 broken one`s will be recycled.

Went to London west end to see a show today with my better half today. Now I remember why I don’t like going to London. I’ll only be going up with my better half for naughty events in future.

Could do with some fanny right now !

Hey ya'all Wishing you who celebrate Easter to have a good one and it not, to have a great day with loads of fux

Hey there cum dump partner! This should be the final chapter in my adult theatre adventure blog. ( at least for now until the next time lol )It was probably the wildest and craziest episode yet. Ill pick up where i left off, gatherings my clothes under one arm and walking naked out of the main room. I walked down the hall past some guys who just stared at me playing with my cock with one hand and trying not to drop my clothes and shoes in the other. I love being naked in front of others and i was exceptionally horny and wild that day.i proceeded out of the hallway into the next room passing by the store section where it opened out to the main door where people come in. I was hoping someone could see me in the bright daylight, but no such luck! I went into the next room past a curtain . That room has one tv that plays mostly normal porn ,maybe lesbian, I've never really stayed there to watch.There are benches all around and there were a few guys watching the movie and then me walking proudly with my dick swinging. I kept walking past the restroom and went up the stairs slowly. Im always afraid of falling down the stairs and having to call an ambulance to take this naked man to the hospital!!! I got up to the gay movie room and there were a couple guys there stroking their cocks out of their fly.i went to my favorite bench and sat down and tucked my clothes and shoes under the bench. I immediately started jerking off in front of the other guys and it felt so good! I should say that except for Mr Big Cock most of the men there that day were older than me I think. The men in that room up to that point were just watchers and although I love being watched,I wanted

I want a woman and a man that are willing to do anything with me except pain. I want to make them both cum with mind blowing orgasims. I have been sensually active for 50 years and know how to please men and woman!! Let me show my techniques and see if you agree!!!!

Since the first time in a group of horny people having multiple sex partners watching everyone fucking. It's a huge turn on.

Here are links to disaster relief funds for ranchers impacted by the recent wildfires in Western Nebraska. They are in the middle of calving and many had had hay and pasture resources completely destroyed, in addition to losses of equipment, facilities and fencing.

Nebraska Cattlemen
https://www.nebraskacattlemen.org/disaster-relief-fund

Nebraska Farnm Bureau
https://www.nefb.org/disaster

Anyone willing to expose me online more then this. Please pm me i got tons of pics and vids

(Mid 1980s) Standing naked at the back corner of my house, I peeked out to see if the coast was clear. Having to walk around the house nude was as exciting as it was daunting. Under the late morning sun, my thoughts were filled with the thrilling and terrifying possibilities of being seen. I stepped back from the corner to shake off my nerves and gather myself. The sensations from all the endorphins coursing through me were already bringing about that intoxicating sexual temper.

I wanted, if not needed, to do this. But that, or that my fear was ever-present, didn’t matter. My assignment was set, and there was no turning back.

Earlier that morning I was lying in bed, waiting for my parents to leave for work. This is how most of my summer days began, if I had nowhere else to be. Luxuriating on my comfy bed, I would kick off the covers and appreciate the pleasures of being exposed while dreaming up various ideas for the sexy fun I could bring about that day. When alone in the house, I found endless ways to

In nead of a good fuck

A write up what we got into over the weekend.

Breakdown of the hotter parts of Friday night .
4 pieces of equipment.
First Mrs P on a spanking bench but she wasn’t digging it.
Then I got in a cage and she sucked my cock through the bars.
Later she got on a sex sling with stirrups and I ate her pussy.
Final was some sort of bench/saw horse thing I could strap her into in a doggie position. I had her suck my cock and I then ate her pussy and anus.
This was the bench but with added knee strap attachments. https://huse.com/products/sex-bench

Sat night got a St Andrews Cross first, tied Mrs to it and put TENS pads on her, gagged her and finger fucked. Our friend Go-strider420 who does sketches of scenes stopped on by so we may end up getting a sketch pic. Then we hit the sex swing again and I ate and fingered her while the TENS pads were still on. Took a break chatted with connections and then Mrs and our friend Lizzylove did a trampling session on a guy we met on Friday. Then I got into the cage again and she sucked my cock for a while. We then chatted with people again and watch some wild scenes. Eventually made it up to our room to fuck and finish for the night

The sketch our friend Go-Strider420 did of us on the St Andrews Cross

Well, it has now been a month since we 'adopted' the dog and no sex during that period. Oh, well.....

Lonely not having many people to share it with. Also really miss a good follow job, or weekend long fuckfest or sex of any kind. Been WAY to long since I busted a load deep inside anything tight, or loose
Summers here and looking for a slut (or good girl that wants to be fucked like one) to hook up with.

Whew! Can't believe I have been away from my favorite beach for such a long time. Could not wait to get back there. First, overseas travels, then some not so good weather... Yeah last time had fun there was back in October. This time, I opened the season in early March, with the usual serving of Veet hair removal gel. Yes, I know I am repeating myself, but the feeling of my own smooth body - caressed by the early spring sun, with not a hair to stick, makes me hot. Then of course, another generous serving of Johnson and Johnson's baby oil to make it even smoother, and you get the picture. The dune was more or less the same as I had left it, old and new paths. Warm sand under my bare feet, sun's caresses all over me - temperature about 19 degrees, slight wind that sometimes chilled me, nothing to stop a dedicated, long distance, lonely wanker from his pursuits. The usual 4-5 km walk up and down the dune, as usual shaking, stroking, squeezing, changing hands, with a few "warmup" stops along the way - backpack tossed, just my nude, smooth, oiled body under the sun, yes, more intense stroking and squeezing. As usual, not a soul, except for a few birds and rabbits.
Then during the next stop on a small hill, again hands warming up dick and balls, I noticed some movement from across. Two totally naked, like me guys standing in the sun. So, I immediately moved for a better view and continued stroking. They noticed me and in a few minutes joined me. They were tall, pale, with some body hair, Northern European types, skinny. We exchanged a few words about the weather, how it felt to be totally naked in the sun. So, never missing a good opportunity to stroke a dick, shortly

I'm dressing and I'm from Cleveland Texas I'm 33 years old and I'm hung like a donkey you know I come from the Home alone they call me the one hung low because I'm home too low I'll wobble to the flow a shine in the light and sparkle and it's bright so if there's any girls out there anybody that needs a big l******** let me know and we'll get to work

We once had sex on the river bank, we were really going for it when my hubby noticed someone in the wooded area at the side of us and he was playing with himself, but instead of being shocked and quickly covering up I found it really exciting ,I told hubby to lay on his back so I could straddle him while facing this man in the woods,he could see everything now,my big tits swinging hubby's cock fucking my now wet pussy,I could see he was now wanking furiously which really turned me on and I came so violently on hubby's cock as he pumped me full of cum. anyone else had similar encounters?.

I can never tell my whole story unless I tell about my biggest fetish.....OBSESSION in the world, and that is the female foot. I know many of you may think this little series of blogs are only to outline how I became the unashamed bisexual male I am today, but its not, its what I say it is, and that is that I just want to describe my personal, sexual journey.

I have no idea how I got a foot fetish, but I only know that from a very young age, I have always loved looking at girl's feet. I would fantasize about being able to touch them. I think it may stem from when I was in school, that was the only part of a girl that she would readily bare in public. I am from the south, and most girls here will go barefoot if given the chance, and I just fell in love with them.

Now I know it is one of most common, if not the most common fetish in all the world, but there is still a certain stigma attached to it. I felt very subconscious about it, and as a result, I lost out on several girls in my life that I later learned would have been very much into indulging my fetish. I will tell the story of one such sexy girl, and I will call her Syl.

Syl was a gorgeous blonde with very large tits. She was also one of the few girls that I can remember being very sexually adventurous. When we were dating, she was the first girl to ever let me have anal sex with her, and she never would ever let me orgasm where she didn't swallow it. I thought at the time that it was because she jsut didn't want to risk pregnancy by being ejaculated into, but in conversations much later in life, she revealed it was because she very much loved to swallow. She felt it showed the man that she loved

Well this is our 1st blog as we didn’t know this section exists. We r wondering if our sex life is to risky especially as we long risky outdoor pleasure.
In twenty plus years of marriage it started of with sex in our car with my leg spread on the dashboard and in those days where wasn’t digital cameras around, just Polaroid or photo processing shops that were bulky to use in a confined space. We moved onto woods and naked. I even u to love giving my man bj’s while talking to my mum on the phone. But we are wanting different risk. Clothes shop changing rooms interesting but u need to take several items with u, 1 dress doesn’t take 20mins and by showing the shop assistant several items at once while telling her I’ll be awhile gives us the time to satisfy ourselves.
3 years ago we found a pedestrian bridge that crosses the m1 motorway and our fun just increased to mind blowing orgasms.we have made a canvas sign that we tie to the bridge with an arrow pointing upwards saying if u like what u see honk for us. It’s now our goto develment now. Just standing their with my legs spread hearing the cars and lorry’s enjoying the view get me so wet and here lies our predicament. We have run our of idea’s. I was given hubby bj’s as we were passing traffic even before we got married. Likewise, peoples back gardens.
Can anyone help with new idea’s. Something that maybe u have tried and enjoyed. Maybe u didn’t. Please help. Paula xxx

I have discovered I love women with big tits! I'm talking about tits that when she stands up, her nipples look straight down at the floor!

Ive noticed over time my neighbour watching me in my garden as I do a spot of tidying or pruning, I've think I've even caught him masturbating as hes watching me but I can't be certain.

An update was asked for so here it is. This were very quiet for a while and he was respecting my no contact request. Then in November I got an email saying he was getting a divorce. I sat on the email for a few days. I wasn’t sure how to answer or even if I thought responding was a good idea. Ultimately, I did write back. My time was warm but removed at the same time. The gist of my response was that I know making that decision was hard but it was probably best for his family as being in a marriage when you aren’t happy isn’t healthy for anyone. I said that even though I know how he feels about therapy that I hope he and the kids find their support systems and people they can talk with to process their thoughts and feelings. I was also firm in continuing to be no contact. I let him know if he decides to contact me again there better be an attachment of a signed and finalized divorce decree. I said I want to trust him but he misled me in the past and I won’t make that same mistake again. I am not sure where I will be in my life or if I want to pursue anything with him once his divorce is final. And that was the I heard from him. I am sure, however, that it will not be the final time I hear from him. When that does happen, he has some work to do to earn my trust back. As for me, I continue to be my fabulous self. I have a great job, awesome friends, a cat who adores me, own my own home, and go on really cool vacations/staycations. I will be 50 in 5.5 months and have a fantastic New York adventure planned with my best friend from high school.i don’t need a man to have a good life. I have built a good life for myself. I want a man who will enrich

So today I'm trying to get a motel room with a female friend so we can hangout butt naked and not deal with anyone or anything to do with the general public. Her and I have never gotten to be sexual with each other, but we flirt hard core and dirty talk to each other. She knows what I'm all about at this point so let's see if she's a woman of her word. If so, this will be a very kinky motel stay for the next few days. Fingers crossed!!!

Hi all, So I am 5'10" or 176cm for the younger crowd. Hazel eyes. Smooth or trimmed down to the knee. I have an athletic build but could be a little leaner. I am a married guy who has a passion for ladies clothing. Starting with the basics, a girl must have nice ideally matching knickers and bras. On top of that a clothing that teases but doesn't give too much away. I love the feel of the materials. They electricity that races through me when I wear. The reaction in my knickers. I am a bit like superman. To the outside world I am just a run of the mill gent however quite often I have concealed feminine attire. I am undecided on what figure I like best. Au natural 38aa or slightly bigger b cups which require inserts. My best asset has to be my tush. Put it in some knickers or even a thong and I'd like you to try to disagree. Looking for chats and who knows what else. Olivia xxx

I am 58 and I have never liked clothes as long as I can remember, I hate them. I have always felt completely natural nude and have never been embarrassed about being nude.

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