Hello gang
I know its been ages now since I have written anything many of you are asking me how I am doing so time for an update.....
Lets start with my health which is still of some concern to may of you (thank you so much for caring enough to ask me regularly) I am really struggling with my arms hurting so much, I cant even bend them enough to undo my bra without yelping out in pain which is not good I could do with some help with that one lol. I cant lift them above my head or carry anything for long either at some points I cant even type and that is a worry for me. I am waiting for more blood test results to come back one of the tests is to see how my muscle enzymes are working, see if there is any lasting damage I can tell you for a fact there is without waiting for the results its been going on for too long!! plus its difficult to treat something you cant actually see but good news is my Doctor is now taking me more seriously after I went in there and told her exactly what I thought of the service I had received so far I also told her I felt they were dismissing me as just another ex heroin addict although we all know I only ever smoked the shit and never ever injected. Its also been well over eighteen months now since I did smoke any. So my health which was always so good prior to all this has now become an issue. I will have to take these beta blockers for the rest of my life now with all the crappy side affects they come with too but at least they have calmed down my racing heart, still get the palpitations we I am learning to ignore them so I just keep taking the medication and I am so thankful I am alive...
Personal stuff... Well I will have to show you what santa brought me this year not only did the Universe give me such very generous loving caring friends but a loving son who knows my vibe so well...[IMG]
http://i1107.photobucket.com/albums/h381/cosmickas/S1034226.jpg[/IMG]My new toy now how sexy is that?????? If you cant make it out and I have tried so hard to make it smaller to fit the whole beautiful thing in in its entirety I went down to 320 pixels this picture doesnt do it justice. Its my brand new very very powerful telescope its a Newtonian reflector its a whopper!!!!! German made too they know how to build stuff and invent stuff the Germans! I will be able to see the all my favourite nebulas even all the Apollo moon mission landings right down to the footprints of the astronauts except there has not been much of an opportunity to play with it though not here in this crappy country we have had maybe three clear nights since Christmas then when there was a chance I have been too busy to get out with it but I have plenty time ahead to do so though I cant tell you how happy I am to have such a powerful instrument lol.
I have to once again thank each and everyone of you for sticking by me with my ups and downs. Makes me so happy when I can at least try to repay you when you all need perking up in some way cue dirty laugh
You all keep me feeling positive and motivated. Without some of you in my life I would be such a sad old lady. I am still always amazed at all your positive comments and beautiful messages I love all of you so very much and thank you from deep within my lonely heart for all your continued support I am so truly blessed to have such wonderful people be apart of my life/world wherever you are. Best shut up now thank you so much you very very special people and BIG hugs to you all xoxoxooxoxoo