Hello peeps,

I had asked a friend of mine to use his account to post the pictures I sent him, but he then posted some pictures I hadnt asked him to, the pink bra shots are part of a series I have planned and I was a little cross and therefore a little harsh with him. Sop I asked him to delete the bra shots, but he couldnt as not a prem member, he had to delete his whole account. It wasnt his fault really, I ought to have been more understanding and I did exactly what I said I do in my last blog, Mouth opens before my brain is engaged and I was harsh with him (its the Aries within, all fire and flame) I quite rightly, feel like an utter, total bitch now......


I really sincerely apologise Shai Hulud, you were only trying to help.......

Hi peeps,

If you recall I told you I was having extreme difficulty uploading any pictures, I am not able to upload any at all it would seem. So I asked my friend to post them using his account, so if you want to see any of the pictures posted last night, then please go and look at 'Shai-Hulud' and you will find some interesting shots waiting for you.....

Hugs and thank you for viewing x)x

The Price of Confession

A man enters a confessional.

He says to the Irish Priest, "Father, it has been one month since my last confession. I've had sex with Fannie Green every week for the last month."

The priest tells the sinner, "You are forgiven. Go out and say three Hail Mary's'."

Soon, another man enters the confessional. "Father, it has been two months since my last confession. I have had sex with Fannie Green twice a week for the last two months."

This time the priest asks, "Who is this Fannie Green?"

"A new woman in the neighbourhood," the sinner replies.

"Very well," says the priest. "Go and say ten 'Hail Mary's'."

The next morning in church, the priest is preparing to deliver his sermon when a gorgeous, tall woman enters the church. All the men's eyes fall upon her as she slowly sashays up the aisle and sits down in front of the Altar. Her dress is green and very short, with matching shiny emerald green shoes. The priest and altar boy gasp as the woman sits down with her legs slightly spread apart, Sharon Stone-style.

The priest turns to the altar boy and whisperingly asks, "Is that Fannie Green?"

The altar boy replies, "No Father, I think its just the reflection off her shoes".

Hello the few who read my tales of woe,

I have had a strange week last week it started very well but I have lost my zest, maybe its because I returned to the job I hate after a prolonged illness, maybe it because I seem to be making myself look like an idiot with my status comments, blog comments, with my infamous typos, spelling mistakes, maybe its because I dont actually think before my fingers start tapping or maybe its because I am so acutely aware I am incredibly lonely.....

Thats one of the main reasons I have spent so much time on this site I think, the only web site I have ever been involved with and where I have so many friends, where I can totally be myself, to blog to the world all my problems, my waffle, torment you with my music tastes and to be able to talk with the people I am happy to call friends, knowing in real life we would be friends too! But mostly because your all in cyber world, so faceless to a degree, it feels safe to be really truthful, you can still judge me obviously, I know some do, the fair weather and indicator friends....On and off.I have always been as honest as can be. But I have upset and perhaps alienated people from me to because I am so brutally honest. Or it could just be as I have said before....Tact and diplomacy are not my strong points that and my mouth opens before my brain has time to engage. I am an Aries....the Brain follows the horns!

You have to understand, I have spent so many years as a lonely addict and although this site has given me many new friends who I feel I can converse with, confess my inner most thoughts to, who I feel are genuine and with whom I engage in regular acts of social intercourse (the only kind of intercourse I am ashamed to admit I have had in years too, I was having a love affair with something else and that always came first to the detriment of any relationships etc)! I have gained so much from being involved with this site, I have learnt so many things about myself too. You should all know that NN and the people who count have played their part in helping me become a drug free, happier for the most part person

But for sometime now I have been pondering with the thought that maybe my time with the site is coming to a close. I have my good days and my self doubt days like others evidentially do from reading their blogs. Today is a self doubt day and NO I am not fishing for complements, mealy stating how I feel. However, I cant leave quite yet, as I have so many pictures yet to post!! In fact I have been having some uploading issues for a couple of days, I can attach them to pms but I am seeing 'upload in progress please wait' for soooooooo long, even when I close my eyes its there, is a tad frustrating.

I will sort something out with regards posting and as for my mood, I am like a rubber ball, so no worries, hope all is well in your part of the world. Special thoughts to the states east coast, they called a rather vicious storm after a woman....

I think I have moaned on at you now for far too long, when I have nothing to complain about when others I know who have so much pain in their lives from illness, from coming to terms with the knowledge of losing loved parents both to cancer, to trying to deal with living life and we all know that can really suck at times.

I wont be going anywhere just yet, but these past few months being offline has made me really evaluate what and who are important to me. I wish I could wave my magic wand and make the world a happier, safer place, but the world keeps turning and life goes on. Life isnt so bad, after all we are a long time dead!! My thoughts are with my friends who are fighting illnesses of one thing and another and to a special lady trying to make the best of what precious time left with her parents be strong girls, my candle is once again lit for you all.

love to the ones who really matter to me, you know who you are BIG HUGS

Take care xx

I will waffle at you with my next blog, here is the tune...


Here are the lyrics with a meaning from my point of view... [url]http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/Liontamer-lyrics-Faithless/65DC6A42C628C0C148256A8B00212685[/url]

Hope they make you smile.....

A Yorkshireman's dog dies and as it was a favourite pet he decides to have a gold statue made by a jeweller to remember the dog by.

Yorkshireman: "Can tha mek us a gold statue of yon dog?"

Jeweller: "Do you want it 18 carat?"

Yorkshireman: "No I want it chewin' a bone yer daft bugger!"

A taste of the homeland for you love!! )

Duz tha speak Yorkshire?


A Yorkshire man takes his cat to the vet.

Yorkshireman: "Ayup, lad, I need to talk to thee about me cat."

Vet: "Is it a tom?"

Yorkshireman: "Nay, I've browt it with us."

Hello to the few who read my waffling....


I have so many bike shots yet to post and rather alot actually! but I thought you were maybe getting alittle bored of them, so I will post some good old bra shots and intersperse the remainder of the bike shots as I go along.

I hope you like them......))))) Hugs my loyal friends, wherever you are, were would I be without you all?? Thank you people for your continued support, friendship and without question too. Hugs you guys and take care xx

I only hope this works....