Find one... and try it out! O M Frikkin G!!!! The bestest of the bestest ppl!!!

I had a date last night peeps.... It was soooo fun to get outta the house with my husband... U see, we are trying to 'get back to basics'. We've had some serious issues lately, and were split up for a couple of weeks. BUT we are trying to work things out and seemingly make up for some lost time. Even though we were here together every day, it was like we were living two seperate lives. IT was NOT fun. BUt now, we're having fun again. Doing things together, and trying to make one another a priority again. Life sometimes gets in the way of those things....

I'm in counseling, apparently i have some issues... Who'da thunk it huh??? ha

Anyway, we went to copeland last night, they have this ice bar thingie... it was way cool... we had some drinks and the food was amazing. Then we stopped at a Daquiri place and got some to GO ... and rode the back roads home. It's amazing how much fun life can be when you set your mind to living it like its suppose to be lived... To the fullest. I am beginning to love life again, instead of just living it day to day! I never thought that waking up alone would be so scary, but while he was gone, I did a lot of thinking and soul searching, and dammit....with my husband is where i am suppose to be. aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i'm still a little bit tipsy i think... ssshhhhhhh don't tell anyone ok!!! at least i can still sorta type!!!

LOL




have a great sunday peeps!!!

and tho its NO FLORIDA....the sun is out and the temp is just about right. SO i think me and Sebastian are going to go outside and take a walk!! I haven't done that with him in months!!! he's going to have so much fun!!!

Have a wonderful day my favoritest peeps!!!

Prayers and positive thoughts helped out... Thanks guys and gals... we are working through our differences and hopefully will be as good as new soon!!!!

THANKS for your support and stuff!!!

hey guys and gals... I'm not around much... I deleted my couple of pics again. I may possibly be going through a divorce soon. I am so confused as to the thoughts of my husband...that I do not know which end is up right now. I'm very very sad... I've started counseling, and right now its a waiting game for me. soooo just keep me in your thoughts please... and when you get an extra minute... say an extra prayer or two for me... K???

Thanks and much much love!!

I'm off to see the wizard... the wonderful wizard of oz!!!


ha NOt so much... But I will be traveling this weekend! I'm going to SUNNY FLORIDA tomorrow!!! back to the old stompin grounds to hang out with some peeps and get some seratonin!! and BOY do i need it!!!

YAY....

anyone wana hop in the suit case??? i'm sure i can make room!

Happy SUper Bowl SUnday Peeps!

Its almost Hump day!! YAY... Been a short week for me cuz we were closed on Monday for the fabulous MLK day! NOt to sound too shallow here, But I don't care what day it is or what we celebrate as long as I get the day Off PAID!!! HA... I know thats sounds bad, and Really I do care. I just care about having a day off more! I know I know... I'ma BRAT. I can't help it!!!

I think its similar to the 'Relay for LIfe', Only it goes to benefit Susan G Komen for the cure. Its a Breast cancer walk. ANYHOOooo it is in several cities across the US. and I'm seriously thinking about Joining in when they come the Dallas/Fort Worth area. Its the closest they come to me!

I'll be participating in the "Relay for Life" this year. My family has been touched by cancer on more than one occasion, including my mom, So stuff like this, is very important to me.

Anyway, I was just up researching so I thought i would share.



P.S. I went to the mOvies by myself today and watched MAD MONEY and 27 DRESSES! i'm so proud of myself for going alone that I could jump up and down for joy!!


HUGS everyone! Have a fab week

Just trying to go with the flow. HOWEVER, I've decided, the nicer I am, the more I get! So I'm just going to be nice for the sake of being a spoiled brat. HA, is that wrong?

I really want to go to the MOnster truck races this weekend, But I don't know if anyone is going to want to go with me. Because these ppl SUCK. I dunno if the hubby is going to have to work or not, so that kinda puts a damper on making plans. BLAH.. Maybe I'll go by myself and make out with a hot guy? or Hot chick... HAHA, interesting thought. I'm off work Monday. YAY for me. I have no idea what i'll do for the day. Maybe I'll go shopping for a new vehicle. he's wanting a new truck and I refuse to let it be something that straps us for cash every month. Sooooo whether he likes it or not, i'm going to have a say in it. FUck at least I'm entertaining the thought. He's not had the truck he's drivving for more than 4 months...

Seeee told you all I was being nice. Maybe I can be nice enough to get myself a cruise for a vacation! wouldn't that be wonderful????????????

I'm counting down the days till I arrive in FL for a long weekend! i'm so excited I can't wait to see my friends there. One just had a baby, and recently got engaged, the other recently got engaged then found out she is pregnant. Soooo I get to take lotsa pics while i"m there too!!

K I'm out... gona go find something interesting to get into.

******Dreamy....Just trying to go with the flow from now on!

grow up? Ugh... I'm venting today so bare with me peeps. My husband came home last night around 1 am. He had gone to a local 'bar' with a friend. and low and behold, gotten into a bar fight. Over something that was totally none of his business. and New Years Eve night, he let one of his friends shoot him in the back of his leg with a High Powered pellet gun. SO they could put it on YOUTUBE. what gives? He's almost thirty years old acting like he's 15.
I don't know if I can deal with it anymore. I really just want to pack my shit and be done. UGH... I just don't know anymore.

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