TNBuilder's Blog - page 20

So it has now been almost a month since we fucked and since we were on vacation this past weekend, I thought something would happen .... I thought wrong.
Left Thursday after work and drove to about 11 Pm and got a hotel room - she fell asleep before she hit the bed.
Drove Friday for about 8 or 8 hours to our destination (visiting family) and again nothing at bed time.
Saturday evening, my daughter got The Wife high (a bit) for the first time in her life. that was so funny. We went to bed and she started stroking my dick and I thought 'ok, here we go' but nope, nothing. Sunday evening we went to bed a bit earlier since we had to leave on Monday morning and she just fell asleep.

Just ***Frustrated***

Every time I think things are gong to straighten out, they curve left again.

We had a discussion last week and I basically told her that the reason I was not thinking about leaving, is that I am 54 and too tired to deal with change. maybe not a great outlook, but whatever.

Well, after a bit of a 'false start' on Tuesday morning where The Wife did not feel that we had enough time, I did get in a quick fuck yesterday (Wednesday) morning, Nothing special really, but at least she came a couple of times.

Well we did fuck again last night. While we were sitting watching TV earlier in the evening, I got on the floor in front of her and started messing with her while she was sitting on the sofa, kissing her thighs, lower tummy and trying to get her tits out, but our birds did not like that so much and she prefers privacy anyhow so when we did go to bed, i decided to give it another try and was successful. Ate and fingered her for a bit while she wanked me and then after she had come (I think) twice, fucked her to at least one more and maybe two orgasms before I came. All in all about 30-45 minutes and reasonable satisfying. As always, i just wish she would be more of the initiator occasionally.

Worked a long day yesterday and did not get in till after 11 PM. The Wife was waiting up for me which was nice. I showered and we sat and watched late night TV for a bit. Finally went to bed around 12:30 or so. I have tried to get her 'in the mood' for a while with no luck, but decided to 'try harder' this time and she seemed to be in the mood. Well, I did get lucky and we had a decent fuck. I ate her and played with her tits, fucked her till we both came and she came again with me in her and using her vibe. Made for a good 4th of July start.

I was listening to the radio this morning and they have a 'love connection' type call where the (in this case) lady calls in because the fellow she wants to date is not returning her calls so the station calls him. In this case they had worked together but she had left the company so she asked him out on a date. After the date, he would not call her back and she was upset so she asked the dj's to call him and sort it out for her. Well ....... they called him and he was not wanting to talk, but the dj's were very persuasive and convinced him to open up and it turns out that he apparently has some kind of STD and did not want to admit it to her. Well, I am not sure who was more pissed him or her. She was pissed because he was not honest and she would have wanted to spend time with him anyway and he was pissed because he did not want her to know.
I would like to think that if I was in that position, i would be honest with the woman or at least keep in touch and avoid sexual contact with 'legitimate' excuses until things were cleared up.

The Wife sort of surprised me. I worked another gig in my food truck, got home and cleaned up then went to pick up Chinese takeout for dinner. We had a relaxing evening watching TV and when we went to bed, she actually did come to bed topless. I am not sure if she is that horny or jealous of the time I am spending working with The Ex. She had stopped at the local adult store and picked up a new toy since our old one had been broken for a while. She gave me head for a bit and I ate her and so on for a while (probably about 25 - 30 minutes including fingering her to one strong orgasm before I moved to fuck her. Since I had jerked off in the morning, I had staying power and fucked her to at least 2 more orgasms finally cumming as she did.
Now, The E wants to get together tomorrow morning ... we will have to see if she makes it.

Well, worked a really hot gig yesterday in the food truck (Duh, hot in the mid-south) the highway was blocked so it took twice as long as it should have to get home and when I got home I was beat. Showered, met a guy to work on one of my cars, The Wife made dinner and I fell asleep on the sofa! When we went to bed, The Wife was naked (unusual) As much as I wanted to atke advantage of this fact, I was simply too tired. Hopefully she will still be in the mood tonight.

Did not turn out as I had expected. Work was a shit show Thursday evening and I had to repair my trailer also The Ex had to get into work early so despite both of us wanting to fuck, we could not get together. The Wife and I went out for dinner with friends and when we finally went to bed (much later than usual) she got 'aggressive' toward having sex. We had a pretty decent fuck, I sucked on her tits and she gave me an amazing (even better than usual) BJ. I did not go down on her this time but it was still a pretty good session. Still hoping to fuck The Ex one day next week so we will see.

Not for lack of trying but I am not going to be all that pushy with The Wife. If she does not want sex, then we are back where we were 4 years ago and so be it. Meanwhile, The Ex seems to be getting more interested and actually told / asked me if Friday morning was good so of course I said yes. Hoping that this works out and I can perform for her that way I should. While I know ahtt she enjoys the oral pleasure, I have realized that the fucking is the real goal for her.

Well, The Ex did show up and we fooled around for a bit with kissing and me sucking her wonderful tits. After a bit of this, I moved south and ate her to one of her always screaming orgasms. I went to fuck her and could not get as hard as I wanted to --- After a bit, i did get hard enough to fuck her and came a huge amount which made her happy.
Need to figure out why I have such a problem getting hard (seems more with her than with The Wife)
Well, still love eating her as she tastes so wonderful.