TNBuilder
Gift PremiumI live a busy life but would like an occasional discreet encounter. Please do not send me a friend request if you do not have a picture posted. I am really more interested in having Ladies than Men (unless you give me a good reason). Good news is that I got 'snipped' a few years ago so I can go bareback without any worries of getting my lover pregnant. Makes things so much more enjoyable for both of us.
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Monday, October 26, 2015, 12:52:18 PM- Friday night (or was it Saturday) | ||
The Wife and I did fuck. It was not that memorable (hence the confusion on which day). She seems to be a bit more into it, but still not like it was early in the relationship or like it was immediately after she found out that I had been cheating when she was trying to 'prove' herself to me. | ||
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Thursday, October 15, 2015, 10:36:40 AM- Tuesday night | ||||||
We went to bed and The Wife snuggles up next to me and starts stroking my dick so I think 'YES' but, 'NO' is the answer. I was awake enough for whatever might have happened, but she said now, I am doing this to make you feel good, but do not think it will go any further. I tried thrusting into her hand, but she did not get the hint so I said that I wanted more and did not want to be teased, but she made it clear that this was all that was going to happen. After a bit, I gave up and enjoyed what I could get and ended up going to sleep. After a good start with her acting a bit like a nympho (after she discovered that I had slept with The Ex) things are going back to 'normal' in the sex department. She certainly is more loving and attentive most of the time, but the sex life is lacking. | ||||||
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Saturday, October 10, 2015, 10:56:29 AM- Thursday evening | ||
The Wife came home and things were as usual until we went to bed where we, again, were cuddling and she was getting me excited. I expected it be be as other nights where she would simply go to sleep but we started talking and she was saying that she really liked the afternoon sex we had last week (or was it the week before) to which I responded that while I liked that, it meant that we had to clean up and get at least some clothing on afterwards and that I preferred bedtime or morning sex. She said that with morning sex we still had to get out of bed and get dressed to which I responded well, we have to do that anyway in the morning. In the end we ended up fucking - I ate and vibed her to her first orgasm and then fucked her to the second. All in all, an interesting evening and not a bad fuck session. | ||
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Thursday, October 8, 2015, 10:33:26 PM- 5 days | ||||||
Since my last blog and each night The Wife rubs up against me and gets me horny then goes to sleep. Hmmm I am not sure how to interpret this, but it definitely does not mean that she is wanting to fuck as she made clear last night. | ||||||
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Sunday, October 4, 2015, 12:10:20 PM- Saturday | ||
Worked all day (about 12 hours), came home, showered and took The Wife out to dinner. When we got home she let me know that she had 'started'. I guess this is her way of making sure that I leave her alone since she kind of knows that after I work hard I will usually try to fuck. Oh, well, I guess a few more days of perving on here before I have sex with her again. Maybe I can get The Ex to set aside some time - we have been talking about it for over a week now, but have been too busy. | ||
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Friday, October 2, 2015, 12:32:16 PM- Thursday | ||||||
The Wife came home from work and I tried again to grab at her a bit (in a fun way). We did end up in bed pretty quickly after she got home and had a decent fuck, I ate her to at least 2 orgasms with the assistance of her vibe and then fucked her to a third before cumming in her. We rested for a bit then got up, made dinner and watched TV until bedtime. | ||||||
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Monday, September 28, 2015, 9:42:57 PM- Went to bed last night | ||||||
quite horny and was hoping to fuck The Wife, but she was not in the mood. It has been a few weeks and I am starting to get frustrated again and my response was 'I guess it will be next weekend then' to which she responded 'I hope not'. Well she left the house wearing a dress today so I have been thinking all day about just taking her when she gets home and fucking her while she is still dressed. Just lift the dress, pull her undies to the side and go to town. Hmmmm, not sure how that would go over, but I may try. I guess I will fill in the blanks tomorrow or the next day. | ||||||
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Friday, September 18, 2015, 1:47:41 PM- been a while | ||
Since I updated this blog. Well, The Oldest daughter is still somewhat pissed off and we do not speak much, but I am hopeful that will heal. I have fucked The Ex once (or twice I am not sure) and sex with The Wife is now more 'regular' after she got crazy for a while. I am happy with a few times a week as long as I do not have to force things and she is actually wanting the sex. Earlier this week she came home and was obviously 'in the mood' but I was not and I sort of pushed her away which did not go over too well. I tried to make up for it the next day and she did not care. We did go out with a group of friends last night and got home late. Sat up to watch the news and when we went to bed made love. Not one of the better sessions, but still it was nice. I know that the meds that I am on are fucking with my emotions and reactions and I am trying to cope with and control that but it is difficult. Hope everyone has a great weekend. Stay sexxy folks! | ||
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Friday, August 28, 2015, 4:50:49 AM- I am depressed | ||||||
I am at the point where I just really want to put an end to the marriage. I have to admit that I am miserable. The Wife has upset my oldest daughter to the point where she will not speak to me and is unwilling to apologize. I could give a shit if I ever fuck The Ex again no matter how much I enjoy it. Sex with The Wife seems so strained, like she is trying to prove herself. I am aware that I brought some of this on myself but do not take all of the responsibility since if The Wife had not shut me out nothing would have happened with The Ex. Got home tonight and was worn out from what was basically a 12 hour day (much of it working with The Ex), Showered and fell asleep on the sofa. The Wife woke me up to go to bed and I cannot sleep so here I am blogging my thoughts in the only place where I can put my true private thoughts down. I have to admit that I do think about ending my life, but I would not do that because I love my kids too much and I know that at least part of that is due to the meds that I am on from the seizures. so no real worries about me doing something stupid. I am glad that this place (NN) exists as a venue for me to 'record' my thoughts and get them out. I have a super busy weekend coming up again with the food truck, so at least I will be making money. Oh, to backtrack a bit, after hinting that we would be having sex earlier this week, The Wife managed to completely avoid any intimacy despite my giving her a foot massage and lots of cuddling. Tonight she sees me obviously depressed and stressed and simply gives me a kiss on the arm and says good night. Sort of feels like a kick in the balls. | ||||||
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Tuesday, August 25, 2015, 7:43:14 PM- Today | ||
I have been working from home and fixing a few things so I checked the chemicals in the hot tub and adjusted them as needed. Texted The Wife that I had fixed the grill and checked on the Hot Tub and was headed out to get dinner fixings and her response was a big smiley text so I guess I did the right thing. We did talk as we were got up this morning about going to bed early tonight which would mean fucking and we have been talking about having sex in the hot tub (or at least fooling around there) so it should be an interesting night. The perhaps most interesting thing is that The Ex appears to want to start fucking again but we just have been too busy working to manage anything and I am not sure I need the additional drama. | ||
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