TNBuilder
Gift PremiumI live a busy life but would like an occasional discreet encounter. Please do not send me a friend request if you do not have a picture posted. I am really more interested in having Ladies than Men (unless you give me a good reason). Good news is that I got 'snipped' a few years ago so I can go bareback without any worries of getting my lover pregnant. Makes things so much more enjoyable for both of us.
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Monday, July 13, 2015, 1:43:14 PM- That did not last long | ||||||
So last night The Wife decided to air our 'dirty laundry' on FB for all to see. While she was not specific about whom she was angry with, my kids are not stupid and immediately the shitstorm began. She has set things back 15 years and I had clearly warned her not to do this, but she did and I now have no idea where things will be going, nor do I care to some extent. The marriage has been a bit of a sham for too long and she seems to think that by sucking my dick a few times she can undo 12 years of ignoring me. Oh, well! | ||||||
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Thursday, July 9, 2015, 8:14:40 PM- normalizing | ||
Well, life seems to be getting sort of 'normal' The Wife is not trying to prove anything at this point with sex every night which is actually ok with me. I am satisfied with sex on a regular basis where we are both into it and it was starting to feel sort of xxxxxx | ||
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Monday, July 6, 2015, 1:48:33 PM- odd | ||
What I am finding odd is that despite her apparent renewed enthusiasm for sex, I am having trouble keeping hard for The Wife. When The Ex and I have fucked, I have not had this problem, and I am hoping that it will go away with time as I think it is a bit of 'performance anxiety' that I sort of need to prove to her that I want her although I have managed to bring her to some rather explosive orgasms no matter what including slapping her clit with my not quite hard dick then fucking her while we both came hard. Life certainly has been interesting for the past 7 days and it shows no signs of getting boring any time soon. | ||
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Sunday, July 5, 2015, 12:27:55 PM- Last Night (July 4th) | ||
As we were going to bed and cuddling, The Wife was sort of playing with me so I was playing with her nipples and making the hard which we both enjoyed. She asked if we can go to bed and cuddle but not have sex. My answer is of course we can, she said she does not want to leave me 'wanting' and I assured her that if I feel neglected, I will let her know. We then had a brief discussion about our future sex life and she said she wants it to be somewhat unpredictable so essentially one or the other of us should initiate it at unexpected times ~ When she gets home from work or when I get home from work ~ I should wake her in the middle of the night by rubbing her pussy or she will wake me with a BJ or that kind of thing. Sounds interesting, sounds like my life may be improving greatly. additionally, we are trying to plan a weekend out of town since we have not taken a 'real' vacation in over 6 years. | ||
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Saturday, July 4, 2015, 12:24:54 PM- Thursday | ||||||
At request of The Wife, I met with The Ex and told her that she was no longer allowed in our home and we discussed that we had been found out. She was quite understanding and said as long as she could still work with me it did not really matter as she is working on getting her house straightened out a bit ( I do not hold out great hope for that though). After discussing everything, I assured her that it really did not change things with us and that if she still wanted the occasional fuck, we would manage but need to be more discreet and we promptly went upstairs and had a nice somewhat relaxed fuck. Now, I have to admit that since The Wife is actually putting effort into sex, she is better that The Ex. Later I took an UBER ride to get to work where The Wife met me to take me home. When we got home, and went to bed we had another good fuck. On Friday, we went shopping 'for her' and purchased some nice lingerie and a few new toys. All in all, life is looking interesting but The Wife still has to prove that this it for real and not temporary. Hoping for the best long term. Hope everyone has a safe and enjoyable 4th of July. | ||||||
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Thursday, July 2, 2015, 5:16:34 PM- not feeling well | ||
Last night we had a meeting with our attorney for estate planning purposes and then went out for sushi. I think we both ate a bit too much and The Wife came home feeling poorly so nothing happened in the bedroom. This morning she apologized since after she complained about hair in her throat after the most recent BJ, I trimmed up and managed to nick myself a few times and she had promised to kiss it and make it better. Well, we will work together tonight and have tomorrow off, so I am hoping for some good times over the next 24 hours. | ||
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Wednesday, July 1, 2015, 12:44:43 PM- last night | ||
Well, I guess this may turn into a daily blog if this keeps up! The Wife came home yesterday and was pretty worn out from work. I had dinner ready and once she got comfortable and gave me a kiss, I heated it up. We sat together on the sofa to watch a bit of TV and spend some time with our birds but nothing really happened on the sofa (unlike the day before when she tried to ride me on the sofa ~ we are both too large for that). We watched a bit of the 10:00 news and then went to bed around 10:20 or so. When we got into bed, she was complaining about how her leg muscles hurt from climbing on me on the sofa so I said I would massage them which I did. She was like 'you are just trying to get me excited' to which I replied 'no, I really am just trying to make your legs feel better' but I was starting to smell her excitement so I kept it up. After about 20 minutes of me massaging her, she started moaning and pushed my hand to her pussy where I fingered her to her first orgasm at which point she got on her knees and had me fuck her doggy style which is another thing that we have not done in more years than I can count. After she came a second time, we lay down together and she got on her back and asked me to continue which I did. Unfortunately, between the early Am fuck and me jerking off in the afternoon, I could not cum, however she was determined to keep trying so she gave me a BJ for a bit. In the end, I told her that I felt great and not to worry about me cumming. As we lay together, she asked if I ever got just incredible horny at sort of inappropriate times like when I was working and I said, yes, I was horny for her all day Monday to which she replied that she was as well and had thought about texting me that she wanted me inside her but felt that she could not do that during the work day from work. I told her that I felt that would have been over the top hot! As I said yesterday, I am not sure where this will go, but if it keeps up even at half or a quarter of this pace, I will be a happy camper. Meanwhile, I need to stop with my midday jerking off so she can get her fill of my cum! | ||
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Tuesday, June 30, 2015, 11:01:58 PM- Tonight | ||||||
I know that she is stopping to get her nails done on the way home, but I am wondering which version of The Wife will arrive tonight - the standoffish one from the last 10+ years or the sexual aggressor of the past few days. The biggest question is which is the long term / real person. Truthfully, as much as I DO love the amazing sex of the past 72 hours, it is a bit wearing and I would be happy with regular, albeit satisfying sex. I admit that I was quite surprised when she agreed to have sex this morning and must admit that I am enjoying seeing her have the sort of extreme orgasms that she appears to be experiencing. I just hope that this is not a phase and that she really is enjoying herself and not faking it. | ||||||
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Tuesday, June 30, 2015, 3:34:43 PM- Confirmed | ||
So last night when The Wife got home from work, she almost attacked me (sexually) this from the woman who claims to have no desire for sex. I am not sure what to think, is this temporary, or permanent, does she think that by pretending to be passionate, it will erase The Ex? She certainly is not letting the fact that I fucked The Ex drop and is going to hold it over me for quite some time which will make things strained for sure. Suddenly, though she wants sex and is back to giving me amazing BJ's and more. I just do not know what to think. Additionally, she in a sort of roundabout way confirmed that she found the photos because she said she is keeping the evidence for the future. Well, I will find the flash drive and that will end that because I will be hanged if I would let her expose all of this to my kids! I know that sleeping with The Ex was wrong, but like I told her if she had not cut me off, it never would have happened and if she is not woman enough to make our relationship work, then she will not F with my kids because they are more important than anything else. During the argument on Sunday she said some very hurtful things both about our relationship and about my kids and that is difficult to process and forgive ~ even if some of it is or may be true ~ Signing off for today | ||
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Monday, June 29, 2015, 9:28:19 PM- update | ||
Well, I think I know how she knows that I was fucking The Ex .... I am missing my flash drive that had the pics that I took. That is actually a good thing, since those were all taken on 2 or 3 occasions so she does not know about the other times that we fucked. I sort of figured that but since I cannot find the flash drive and it had other documents on it, that is the most logical answer. I will have to search her handbag when she is asleep to see, but I know that she mentioned going to Kinkos to get a large document printed and I am guessing that she searched my desk for a flash drive and grabbed that one. It had been secured in the back of my drawer, but I took it out last week and must have forgotten to put it back. Oh well, it may be for the best. It will either save my marriage, or will prove that there was nothing to save. now to see if I can stop fucking The Ex for real. One of the things that she got started on yesterday was cleaning the hot tub, which I completed for her today. I texted her and she was happy that I was completing it so maybe that will finally become the play place that I had hoped for. | ||
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