WendySilvia's blog post - Kaboom

Monday, March 11, 2019, 8:19:19 PM

That is the sound my life made this weekend

I had a personal life explosion it's probably the best way to put it...

it wasn't a total loss of a weekend there was a birthday celebration in there... that was fantastic to be a part of... this girl turned 18... can't believe she's 18 already...

Anyway I keep being told that my life is really hard, when other people look in and tell me what they see... I feel this is just the way things are supposed to be.... but for the last few years I have been raising that white flag of enough is enough..... that I don't want to handle anymore.... after this weekend it is very apparent how broken I really am!! I used to be able to handle so much and now I'm at the point where literally I can either toast-and-butter a bagel or speak to someone.... I cannot do both! For somebody who used to own her own business multiple levels of a business... a company... I owned a company and now I can't even butter a bagel and talk at the same time..

I come here to this beautiful NN to escape... maybe like a lot of you too... I think in my "too serious lifestyle" in my real world.... I am not encouraged to be silly... everyone thinks I'm just dumb... but here I can be my silly self.. this is my outlet this is where I avoid all the chaos of my life..... this is where I come to lighten up of the mood of everybody.... make everyone feel better including myself.... If I was not being here on a regular basis I don't think I could continue in a positive way... I think the negative would just drag me down and I would become a bitter so and so...

So after this blog of my little tiny rant.... to get it out.... I am looking forward!

I am writing more naughty stories... I figure I could publish a book and then wouldn't need to rely on anyone else for money now would I!!! The writing of the stories is going well I've got 20 ideas... one story that's just now in editing that I wrote over the weekend in between all my chaos... another one that I wrote this morning... I just need to edit them now and of course not tell myself they are crap and just get rid of them hahaha.... Maybe even share a few..

Once again thank you for listening to my ramblings... I wish you nothing but absolute amazingness and I send about a million hugs!

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Ley-dd on 11-Mar-19 23:55:54

i dont think your dumb, on wards and up wards wendy love :)

Artistic on 12-Mar-19 0:17:17

Good to hear from you, we miss you, dont you dare throw away any stories
See if fletch n missash seen you yet?
Huggletacks

Chop129733 on 12-Mar-19 1:12:12

Don't throw your stories out you seem like a terrific woman and by the way thank you your comments on my first few pics I posted made me post more I needed the confidence boost thank you

chargingram on 12-Mar-19 1:12:48

Always hang in there, girl!

MitchandDaisy on 12-Mar-19 1:49:58

Wendy it's always a pleasure to see you around. Thank you for all the positive you bring, may it come back to you fiftyfold.

MissAshlee on 12-Mar-19 3:28:04

can't wait to read more naughty stories :) You're a kick ass woman with a beautiful soul. and great boobs ;)

Sundaybesttt on 12-Mar-19 6:57:22

Wendy, you make an incredible impression on people. Your love and light for others is so very rare. So very fucking rare. Your like a unicorn in human form. Your inner beauty, your outer beauty, your kind and caring personality and your amazing spirit and resilience, radiates across the world. Across the NN world.

Ive checked in over the years, with and without an active account, to read blogs and see who's still around. I've recently made a new account after a long amount of time without one. But Ive always read your blog if l see it. I can't remember what username l had when we ' met ' so l don't expect you to remember me..

I remember you, and that's my point. You really are a shining star of a human being Wendy.
Keep being you, ok x

crazy17222 on 12-Mar-19 10:38:39

Way to go girl, when life hands you a lemon make lemonade, hang in there.

Artistic on 12-Mar-19 11:37:37

Oh yes unicorn in human form,,,,so true