WendySilvia's blog post - Where did Wendy go?

Wendy had a quiet summer.. lots of time with her almost teenage son.. And lots of medical visits.. Wendy is now able to say she has been officially diagnosed with Fibromyalgia.. She is also suffering from a few other ailments.. The medical professionals believe I am severely handicapped..

The main change in me is my communication with others.. I have been a hermit more and more lately.. I am unable to handle excitement in any form.. and nope not talking sexually.. haha.. I am talking about anything in your everyday life.. If I liked Christmas.. and would get excited for the day.. I would be ill for a while over that.. If any chaos happens around me.. I am ill for a few days.. and it does not even need to be my chaos.. Makes it hard to be a friend.. or at least the type of friend I used to be.. The friend I know how to be.. The one who helps you with your relationship issues.. and not just spouse.. I was great at showing people both sides of what others might be thinking.. Now.. I cant handle almost everything.. This disease seems to be taking a toll on me.. I am told it wont get worse.. but I am finding that hard to believe now.. it seems like I might be still finding the bottom of it.. Anyway.. My communication seems to be the most affected.. I tend to see words that are not actually written.. and I also lose words that are.. Sometimes entire sentences..

I am still not dating.. and oh my goodness.. it has been the change I have needed!! I LOVE that I am not looking after a man anymore.. Everyone around me, including my Dr.. thinks I should want to date again in the future.. oh my.. I sure hope not.. I was too good of a girlfriend.. and now.. I cant imagine doing those things again for a man.. And I have never been a fan of tacos over sausage.. so there wont be any seeing if the other team wants a pinch hitter.. (insert winking yellow dude(emoji) here)

I still want to write my book... and I work on it when I can.. it is hard to go back into the times of your life.. when heartache was raw.. and rampant.. Especially with the new progression of my Mr Fibro. Yay goals!

I hope you all have had a great summer!! I cant wait to catch up with you all ... and on all the Blog photo challenges I have missed!!

Sending you some Alberta Hugs!!

HUGS!