WendySilvia's blog post - Once again

Sunday, November 30, 2025, 2:46:43 AM

It seems Wendy is missing again.. dang it.. I hate it when I feel like this.. and it is so silly what prompts me to stay away.. sometimes It is when my pics or videos are taken down.. I understand the rules.. and I seem to break them.. boo Wendy.. but it does derail me a bit.. which is a bummer for sure..

So how do I get back into it.. hmmm.. Not sure yet.. I feel that my "super depressive disorder" is taking its toll right now.. boo hiss.. what a crappy thing to have with you all the time.. I feel that I am always clawing my way out of that dark hole.. Some days.. I am good.. but others.. I am not that funny, witty, clever lady you see in status.. I am a shell of a woman who cant think of what to say.. I tend to withdraw.. and just be on my own.. eventually I will be ok again.. This is old hat for me by now. One day I will be stronger.. lol.. that is what they tell me.. I feel I used to be so strong.. to go through all I have.. ya.. super strong.. and I was so strong that people would say it to me all the time.. I began resenting that! I am strong sure.. but I dont want to have to be all the time.. I want to be free.. But that is silly.. I cant do that.. This is a life long ailment that will travel with me and Mr Fibro.. whoo hoo..

Well that feels like quite the blab.. might be time to end it.

Hope you all are having a groovy fantastic day.

Hugs

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Chatdude1120 on 30-Nov-25 2:51:02

Hi Wendy …I struggle everyday …feeling down depressed …I know whatcha mean everyday I wake up my first thoughts are ughhhh why did I wake up this morning …never been a morning person lol… just want ya to know ya got people behind you and anytime u need to talk or chat ..just hit me up … sending lotta hugs ur way .. xx

Artistic on 30-Nov-25 3:15:50

good music n dance dance used to help me, love ya gurl

redduck906 on 30-Nov-25 17:57:06

Cya back in status when you're feeling good.