OMG tomorrow night I will be in heaven...game 7 of the stanley cup finals. Now I wish it was my leafs playing but I will accept edmonton winning the cup.

It is my dream someday to be at game 7 ...the excitement would be incredible..especially in Canada

The alone makes me ready to go!

[url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=meLpuF9UMvk[/url]

Woot I got my Smart Serve bartending license the other day so I am now legal to serve alcohol in Ontario. OMG the rules are so stupid I don't know a bar that doesn't break them..You may not seve alcohol with intent to get a person intoxicated..umm wtf ever.

Anyways its looking like a beautiful weekend here and guess what..I have it off! HAHA we are swamped but somehow I am off. My plans include a weekend of fun in the sun.

I recently just got a bike...so yesterday I went for the first bike ride I've been on in forever. LOL wow was I out of shape. But the real problem..I think I broke my ass...OMG it hurts today. What do they make seats from?? I swear I need an ass massage!

well I got nothing to say but I will blog anyways

Random thoughts

Dont friends make life wonderful...I hang around with a group of mainly 7 of us and they make my night. Never a night goes by I don't feel the love and more important not night goes by I dont smile.

fathers day is this weekend...too bad I won't be talking to mine. Im sorry but I just gave up - I am tried of fighting for someone to love me. Maybe I should send him my NN link just to get a reaction...Happy Fathers day...since you cant see what kinda of person Ive become on the inside heres at least an idea of what I look like on the outside

last thought...god I love old songs! I went to brockville the other day and we listened to 50-80's, old country ditties...haha I love it. I am such a geek *presently singing Billie Jean...*

OK...so I have talked about age before in my blog but never really specifically. So I have a question...I am 27 yrs old ..what are my age boundaries in dating both younger and older? or are there some?

Please be real when replying (not that I ever get anything less) Respond as if you were talking to a friend...a relative..your child etc.

Any imput is valued and considered! Thanks

Woot first day off in 14 and I spent the day one a boat and exploring a castle like the princess I am lol.

What an amazing place. It is called Boldt Caslte and its located on Heart Island and basically the story is a classic tragic love story. Mr Boldt built a caslte for his wife back in the early 1900's and after having already put $2.5 million into it she died and he never returned to the caslte.

THe building was left for many many years and never maintained until a it was nearly unrepairable but they are now redoing it and although only half is done to what historians think it will look like, you can imagine the richness and splendor of the place.

I took lots of pics so as soon as I get the film developed (old school I know) I will post some

HAHA oh yeah...and in typical beachy fashion I met 2 new guys..one had dinner with me and then when I got back to land I met another guy in bar while waiting for my drive.

I loveeeeeeeee summer


and what summer isn't complete with out a summer crush?? Thats right I am crushing big time. LOL hes so sweet...and cute...and funny...and smart...and...friendly...and real...and hawttttttttttt.

I am sure its going no where but for now that don't matter in the least. I love to flirt and I do it well.

/me saunters away singing "Summer lovin' had me a blast - summer lovin', happened so fast
I met a girl crazy for me - I met a boy, cute as can be
Summer days driftin' away, to uh-oh those summer nights"

T is for tired which is what I am.

I worked 70 hours this week (well technically 70.25). Its been a week from hell...we have a guest staying here that well lets put it this way..if I pushed her down the stairs and she had to spend the days of her stay in the hospital I do believe I would be up for a raise and employee of the year.

I however learned that I must have grown up lately. I normally show all of my emotions for the most part. This lady has been driving me crazy, there has been problem after problem, I learned 2 new positions, lack of sleep, plus the family emergency have tired me out...yet I think I probably got about 10-15 compliments today..from guests saying how nice and friendly I was, that I was a sweetheart and always smiling. To my co -workers telling me I am doing great and the owners telling me I am doing fantastic and catching on so fast and fitting in.

I guess maybe the gods are with me and knew I needed that to get through the night. Not to mention my friends...we were online last night and my jaw still hurts today from laughing so much.

One final thing...for those who asked my aunt is still in intensive care. She had another seizure today that lasted 30 minutes. All her CTscans are coming back clean so they dont know what the problem is or how to fix it. As sad as I am to say this I hope its over soon because I hate to see people suffering and right now she is along with all her family.

Why I had a bad day

- I am on work overload...yes I did want lots of hours but within reason- I am up to or maybe even over 70 hrs this week. Combine that with information overload doing new jobs and having my boss expecting them done to perfection.

- A mojor problem came up last night and I got screamed at and told to fix it-something I have no idea how to do. The worst part is not only am I getting in trouble with work but I am the person who is on tonight and will get the irate customer. And to top it off..its not even my fault..even 1% of this. Yes because I am the one who was working I am responsible

- I got called at work last night that my aunt was suddenly rushed into the hospital and basically she will be gone within days, if not hours. I don't have the money or time off to go home. For me I would like to go to the funeral but I can say goodbye here, (if I could find the time to be alone for an hour) but I need to be there for My grandmother and my cousin who is losing her mother.

To top it off I am here alone and all I want is someone to hug me and hold me while I let it out.

/me opens the door and screamsssssssssssssssss

then bursts into tears and shuts the door

Oh dear lord

I am exhausted. Tonight we were so busy and then to top it off the bar keys for the downstairs bar got lost. Yeah..so during the supper time we use the upper bar..fine and no problems....THEN! we move to the downstairs bar. Since we have no keys I had to run upstairs CONSTANTLY to get more stuff. ARGGGGGGGGG you would think they would HAVE to have a spare set. Son of a bitch

Then we made the groups watching the entertainment some popcorn. WRONG idea. They made more mess than a thousand 5 year olds.

THEN..we get a call from front desk..there is a SNAKE in a room. We have no idea how the damn thing got there (possibly someone did it as a joke maybe??) anyways..Guess who gets sent to get the damn thing...two girls..lol and the girl I was sent with was going to grab it but got scared so I ended up doing it. Then once I flung it outside they are like Where did it go? What are you going to do with it....
Im like its gone dont fucking worry about it (hhah although if it was my room I would have demanded another room)

I swear when this job is over I am writting a book..I don't even need to take notes cause its all here in my blog....Hmm maybe I should just publish my blog!