I worked this morning and then I am back in tonight to bartend so I thought I would spend the afternoon laying out by the pool working on my tan as I am tired of looking like caspers long lost cousin. Plus one of these days I want to take some new pics.

But because I burned so badly last summer I am taking precautions and using like SPF 45..at this rate I might have the start of a base tan by September..hah so don't wait around too long for new pics from me

Tonight I trained to be a bartender. I am getting between 4-5 shifts a week on the front desk but I wanted more hours (this week should be about 55 hours hopefully)

I think this is another good job for me (at least at this place)basically I get paid to watch tv, play pool, chat to people and serve the odd drink. I am sure it won't always be like this but most nights wont be overly busy. And to top it off I get to do my favorite thing---flirt! Now if I could just get some customers under 65 I would be set!

OHHH BABY

I just finished applying for my dream job. Its such a long shot its unreal, I am sure with lots and lots of competition..BUT who cares I applied. Whats the worst they can say...no?

and if they say NO I will just keep applying. One way or another they will get to know my name even if its to get a restraining order hahahahahah

OK cancel my last blog...I LOVE it here

I just witnessed something amazing (well at least in my mind)

Earlier today I took a reservation and it was called something relay. Basically what it means is someone who is hearing impaired makes a call to an operator. The person impaired types what they want the operator to say then the operator relays the message to the third party (that being me in this case)Well it took forever to make the reservation but finally it was done and as they were going to check in late it meant that my job as night porter would be to check them in. They were not travelling together so that meant more work for me having to wait up for the both of them.

So at 1 am the lady arrives as just as I reached her another car pulled up. A hot guy comes out and she just runs to him...but it wasn't one of those overly mushy PDA's..it was like a sense of true relief. She jumped into this arms and he lifted her up and they just both hung on.

I tried to busy myself and give them a moment. Finally they came back over to me and I realized that the male also was hearing impaired.

I have no idea why these people were here tonight but they looked so right together. I may be wrong but I had a feeling maybe they meet over the internet or something similar. It was just a feeling that they knew each other emotionally but maybe not physically. Now I have no facts to prove this ...maybe just my romantic side kicking into over drive.

I would love to be a fly on their wall just to see whats going on. For once its not about the sex that I want to perv...its love. I want to see the tenderness and the total bliss that happens when even if its for a brief moment you know you are where you are meant to be.

Once upon a time I thought I had met my mister right on here...and it was kinda the way I imagined it might go. (only maybe a little more vocal...then again maybe not as sometimes words just don't fit)

I could be wrong about this..maybe they just pulled of a major bank robbery and were celebrating..or murder....or maybe they are out for a one night tryst cheating on parteners--But in my mind they are 2 souls who were looking for love and they just happened to be in my path as they found it.

Sweet dreams will be in my head tonight

OMG

OK I knew workiung the front desk was going to be a stressful job by times but holy fuck.

Tonight in the span of 30 minutes maximum! the phones were ringing off the hook, people were lost and confused, a toilet overflowed, seniors were freaking out because it was *too cold* and *too dark*, the computer wasn't working right, staff needed things, somehow EVERY FUCKING towel in the resort went missing just as everyone wanted to go swimming, people were wanting to buy things and borrow things, plus a thousand other things

I swear to god I seriously considered putting the entire hotel on a 15 minute timeout so everyone could chill out. I think seniors are 10 times worse than kids ever will be. They are ALWAYS right and they will find anything to complain about...haha but they seem to be the ones who have the money to travel so whats a gal to do? Maybe I need to find me a SugerGrand-daddy

My Perfect Man


1. his hair color? prefer dark
2. his eye color? just nice eyes in general
3. his height? not important
4. does he have a six pack? nope
5. is his hair long or short? medium
6. does he wear glasses? he may
7. does he have piercings? one or two at the MOST
8. does he have scars? sure--you cant live without getting them
9. would he stay on the phone with you until 2 a.m.? yes
10. is his butt big or little? little?
11. does he have chest hair? probably
12. is he buff or skinny? middle
13. straight teeth a must? no..just a great smile
14. is he funny or serious? both
15. does he like to party or stay at home? stay at home, but know how to party
16. should he cook? yes even if its just hotdogs
17. should he have a best friend? yes
18. should he have alot of female friends? hmm depends
19. is he outgoing or shy? both
20. is he sarcastic or sincere? both..more sarcastic
21. should he love his mother? yes
22. should he watch chick flicks? as long as he will watch them with me even if he hates him I'm happy
23. would he be a smoker? nope
24. would he drink? well he can at partys but not uncontrolably
25. would he swear? yeah... haha i do so why can't he
26. would he play with your hair? yep
27. is his clothes style important? no
28. would he pay for dates?yeah sometimes-we can share
29. does he kiss on the first date? maybe
30. would he call you everyday? yes or at least every other
31. would he bring you flowers? yep from time to time..even wild flowers
32. would he lay under the stars with you?yeah
33. would he write poetry about you? not really into that
34. would he call you baby? yep
35. would he hang out with you and your friends? some times
36. would you hang out with him and his friends? yes some times
37. would he walk you to the door at the end? yep
38. holding hands? yep
39. does he play soccer? but I hope he likes sports
40. does he play baseball? see above
41. does he play basketball? above
42. does he play football? above
43. would he have alot of things in common with you? sure but not everything
44. would he be the type to always tell you his feelings? no-well not always.I am not into Girly guys
45. would he three-way you with his best guy friend? yep..sometimes..haha as long as we are talking about on the phone
46. would he three-way you with his last girlfriend? he beter not ..he doesnt even need to talk to her IMO
47. would he sing for you? yep even if he sings horribly its hott
49. would he introduce you to his parents? he better
50. would he leave you messages for you to wake up to? yeah
51. is it important to have him in check? yeah.well not stalker like but so we understand each other
52. is he artistic? dont matter
53. if he calls five times a day, do you tell you friends he's sprung? haha no
54. would he talk alot about his ex-girlfriends? nope
55. would he give you any reason to think he was cheating? no. i mean just cuz he hangs out with gurls dont mean he is cheating.
56. would he watch the sun rise with you? yes
57. would he take you for walks in the park? yes
58. how old is he? meh age is a number
59. is he very smart or average? either
60. what is the most important thing in a relationship? everything...kissing lmao!~!~

Just a question for those out there for something that really pisses me off. When you met someone online (even just as friends) to the point where you consider the person a real friend, should you not at least be adult enough to break off contact if you no longer want to be friends?

Now I am not talking about a relationship gone bad or anything..I mean more like one person just doesn't want to continue the friendship.

This has happened to me a few times and it not only hurts but it makes me wonder if the person is ok (in cases where you cant see if the person has ever been back online) Also I invest a lot of time and engery getting to know some one and it drives me crazy to not even get an explanation as to "why" or what happened.

don't get me wrong....lol I am not a stalker (at least that I know of haha) and I don't come to the internet just to meet people -its a bonus. It just is at the point where I really don't feel like putting any more effort into getting to know people to have them just sort of wander off


anyways my rant/pondering for the night

my goodness I love my friends..lol I always laugh so much with them. A lot of times we talk on skype instead of msn/chat rooms that way we can still do our own thing...hah just one problem I tend to talk out loud some times and since they dont know about NN I will make a comment that just don't fit

hah some I can white lie my way out of but when you say something totally xrated its hard to fix. That or I will start to say You should see the comment some one left me and I need to change it in a hurry lmao

hah its bad enough everything I say has double meanings but I dont need to introduce them too NN too

Last night I was perving the vids on here (yes I am a perv like the rest of you) Anyways I love vids with sound. Especially hearing guys. I was watching one vid and the guy moaned and gasped "I'm gonna cum" and OMG I near came to when he said it. It has to be real and completety unscripted when it comes out (pardon the pun) but wow what a turn on for me.
Not sure if I blogged about this before or not but something so serious deserved another blog.

To all the men out there who can let go either live in bed or on cam - Beachy salutes you...now lets see your flagpoles! hehe

for the ladies

here is a link I was sent and if you are into athletic bodies then this is the jackpot. For me they are fun to look at but its not really what I am looking for ...but I have no problems looking!

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