One sad/happy moment happened today. As my 7 year old cousin and I were at a local dept store, we followed an elderly man outside. He was obviously confused and lost. We stopped and asked if we could help and the man had tears in his eyes as he told us he had a stroke the year before and now was battling alzheimer's. He figured he would just head out to the highway because he assumed his wife had left him and went to another mall. We convinced him to return into the mall and let us help him look for his wife. After talking to the gentleman for a while I finally got it out of him his wife had a doctors appointment. On a hunch we headed to the medical center and I discreetly explained to the nurse what was up and before long we located his wife in one of the offices.The gentleman thanked us for taking time from our lives to help him find his way and he said it with such dignity we felt so proud. He bent down and thanked my lil cousin and shook his hand. I am so proud that he allowed us the chance to help him and allow me to show my cousin about humanity. Most of all I would like to thank him for the happy, joyful feeling he put in my heart. We said goodbye and my cousin slipped his hand in mine and smiled at me...where I promtly took him to McDonalds for a treat for being so kind and helpful.
Sounds like some Public service announcement or something I know. I am glad he gave me the chance to feel like a hero for a brief moment in time.

Today I had to run all over town (literally) doing a million errands that come with moving - the bank, a storage unit, etc etc.
It was the most beautiful spring day and since we had such a mild winter even the mud and smells that come with spring were missing. The water was so pretty and sparling, everything looked fresh and clean.
Everywhere I went, people were smiling and friendly and EVERYTHING went my way today. Maybe its because I am leaving and seeing my town through new eyes or maybe its just the peacefulness that comes with spring but it was just a great day.

I even had a fantastic talk with my grandmother where she told me of family things I didn't know. Then my baby cousin decided to spend the night shopping with me.

Boy parts of me are going to miss this place I call home. No wonder they call PEI God's Country

Just so people don't think i was fishing for compliments yerterday or that I was putting down the site I want to clarify what I said.

What Pauline said is true..so many new pics get posted daily how could anyone ever keep up? And really while I will never say a high vote/lots of comments and views doesn't make you feel good, I can handle the opposite side of it too.

To me this site (as far as pics go) has gone from "the girl next door" pics to "the search for the Nets Next Top Porn Model". Myself I prefered seeing ordinary people take amazing pics of themselves. I am not putting down the site....I have never seen a site even compare to this one on the net and NN and NN-J have done extremely well.

Its kind of like the small town bar you hang around in. You know everybody, now and then new faces come around and you feel safe and known there...then all of a sudden the bar becomes the in thing and you are suddenly just another face in a place you called home. HAHA the site has changed and I just forgot to change with it. But I am happy where I am and who I am on this site. Last night I was in chat for the first time in a while (not including trivia) and there were some faces I knew and some I got to meet. In the end thats what I joined for anyways =0)

Its funny...well no not funny just random ponderings by me lol.

Yesterday I posted 6 of my nude pics. Ones that had done well in the past and that were somewhat liked by me. Since I posted them I have got 17 messages and most pics have under a 100 views and the highest rated pic is like 7.6. Whats ironic is that in the past those same pics got like 200-300 views the first night and one was the top rated pic on the site for a while.

I'm not complaining..just curious. I don't know if its different because I am not around as much as I used to be Or maybe they are pics people have seen before and aren't interested in seeing again.

OR maybe the site has just changed. Its gotten sooooooooo big. Its not my little fun community anymore. This isn't a bad thing I think I just liked it a bit more personal. Now theres so much competition on here (some amazing looking people post here) so the ordinary ones don't get noticed.

I'm not leaving the site...but I think my thrill I get from posting is gone so now I am more a voyeur. Oh well...I ended up the winner...I ended up with a ton of memories, some amazing friends (haha and one thing I should have ran away from)and maybe just maybe a little bit of confidence.

OK..if any of you have seen my pictures before then you know the ones I posted tonight have all been posted before.

I am moving in a few weeks and as I was packing I was trying to decide what to do with the CD with all my NN pics on it. The smart side of me tells me to destroy this CD now so it doesn't come back to bite me in the ass sometime in the future. Also I could auction it on EBAY hahaa but I don't think I would make that much money.

So before I got rid of it I thought I would post a few pics. I am not sure if they will stay in my album or if they will disappear with the CD. Either way..enjoy!

1) 94% of men lie about their dick size.
According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of
men need to use extra large condoms.

2) The average man is 5 inches long when erect
(no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the
truth). (incidentally the average vaginal capactity is
only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle
king dong)

3) 80% of American men are circumsized. Even
though Pediatrics say it is not necessary.

4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing can
make your penis grow but time (most men reach
the end of their growth by the early 20's)

5) There is no correlation between penis size and
shoe size, hand size, or nose size.

6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically
called "prostatic congestion."

7) Only 16% of men shave their privates.

+Some stuff on the ladies+
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1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider
themselves "attractive" (20% of British women
do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say
they have "average" looks, 8% prefer the
term "feminine", 7% say they are "good looking",
and 7% say they are "cute", and finally only 2% of
women say they are "sexy".

2) An estimated 85% of women wear the wrong
size bra.

3) 60% of women have had breast implants.

4) 75% of women like giving/getting oral sex.

5) 95% of women shave their privates.

6) Over 90% of women can NOT orgasm with vaginal sex alone. Sorry guys! They need clitoral stimulation to get off.

7) Yes, women fake... A LOT! Why? First, because we don't want to hurt your manly feelings. Second, we'd rather it be over than keep going when it aint' doing anything for us. We usually wait until your done and then go for the 'fake'. Lastly, see above number 6.

+Both+
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1) Masturbation is healthy for both men and
women.

2) 70% of highschoolers have had sex before
they have graduated. 27% loose their virginity senior
prom night. Only 3% wait until marriage.

3) 95% of men would have sex with a girl after 1
month of dating. Only 10% of women feel this way.


Did You Know?
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1) Having sex 3 times a week for 1 year adds up
to running 75 miles!!!!

OMG I hate packing. Why do I always think its going to be so easy when I know thats not the way?? lol. It doesn't help I have the attention span of an ant.

The Leafs game is on tonight..I wonder if I can pack while listening to the game. One of these times I swear I am hiring a professional mover!

I am so much like my grandmother it scares me! I need to be packed and moved out of my apartment in like 9 days.I have done almost nothing.I think so far I packed 2 bags of clothes I am giving to the Salvation Army. Thats it! And Leaving it to the last moment won't work because I am sure anything and everything will attract my attention (lol like my nightly chat sessions)
Last weekend I was at my grandparents and my grandfater got up. My GM asked him where he was going and when he said to do a few errands she said she wanted to go..then after about 10 minutes she gets up...notices some dust, then proccedes to dust the entertainment unit, the fireplace, the end tables, the hutch, the fish tank. Then she gets the Windex out and does the glass on all these things, followed by the picture window, the mirrors and anything else she can think of. The whole time doing this she keeps talking to me and stoping to tell parts of a story shes telling.
My grandfather tries to do little hints (talking to the dog"We will go for a drive when Mom is ready" but they all go over her head. Mind you not once does he ever growl at her..this happens daily..no matter where they are going or where they have to be. My grandmother runs on her own schedule lol.

Atfer having written this out however I think maybe its not procrastination..its more she is just proving who's the boss - hehe smart lady! I've seen my grandmother mad on very rare occasions and I know from that my GF won't complain enough to piss her off. HAHA so much I still need to learn from her.

Karma? Fate? Murphys Laws?

OK I have been out of work now since November. A few weeks ago I finally got a job that starts mid April. Now today I got another offer...one that I would have killed for at one point. Its working for revenue Canada, so the money is fantastic. Too bad I already took the other job! (which is probably better in the long run)

Then on top of that people are coming out of the woodwork telling me how much I mean to them and that I can't go. Now that I have a ton of stuf to do (packing, cleaning, making arrangements) my phone doesn't stop ringing with people calling me asking me to do things. LOL I could have the social calendar of the year. Who knew to be popular all I had to do was leave?? Oh well...at least I know if I don't like Ontario I have a home to come back to!

Ok so today I day planned on doing something fun. I had been waiting for a while now for this and what happens...the weather is crap and everything is closed/cancelled etc. The reason thats so odd is because we have had the mildest winter ever. I think we got maybe 2-3 storms and thats it. Living in world where you cannot plan things in the winter is normal around here. I honestly thing sometimes God just wants to remind who exactly is in control.
I read a line somewhere that said if you want to make God laugh show him YOUR plan...hahah its so true!!