such sad news to come home to this eve....
the wife of Martin Luther King who never so batted an eye and kept the dream alive...
and as those of you who are young and do not know except what has been written, then I can proudly say that I remember as the dream continued to unfold with this woman of courage and strenght that carried the tourch so that freedom and social change for all will become a reality...
and since I am from Georgia and grew up in and around Atlanta then this death of this extrordinary woman hits home, as I have just learned this news as I came home from work...so those of you who have young ones, I ask that you all tune into the funeral proceedings and allow your children to witness the passing of the wife of Martin Luther King, so that they will grow up and remember as I have done during my youth as I witnessed the passing of dr. King and have carried the memory of what has now become history...
read this page if you would, thanks David.
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this is a rare blog for me as I sit here this morning at 6:45 in the am before going to work to wish you a happy b'day so that you will see that for my first friend here at NN deserves a rare treat of passing into what is now the inevitable after sweating it out over the past thirty days is that its just another blissful day to be thankful for the health of the body thankful for the gifts of friends and thankful for the sanity of the mind...as unfortunately others in this world have none.
and so Im happy to write this rare in the am blog for a rare person that only comes around once in a lifetime to offer only the good and kindness of himself to others...sooo have a good day from me to my first friend here at NN...mr. MDguy.

looks like Im going to miss the 2500 views mark, and as you all know I am having fun keeping an eye on this...so if you are the one who visits my blog and you see that you are number 2500 in views then would you please copy/paste the views in th-comments section...please?? such as the diappointment in not knowing who was number 1000. party pooper... must have been dave is all I can figure. he,he.

welcome all to my blog...
well in about six weeks spring will come, but for these past few days the temp outside has risen to the mid 60's yet not high enough to go outside and start shooting some pics of myself, thus fulfilling my long awaited desire to share myself with others, and so up until about two years ago this over twenty year desire had not ever been brought to reality. and if any of you have visited my "group" home page then you know that this is what I have written there as well...
so about two years ago I began shooting and collecting photos of myself that I truly enjoyed doing while I camped, hiked, or just sought out a location that would appeal to the sensuous mind of others and myself, and to someday share with others this erotic kind of exhibitionism if I was to put it in a category then I guess that this is the word for it...yet I argue about the use of this word as I see myself and others as a product of sensuous and/or erotic art that can be viewed as such.
so flash forward two years to now and I have nothing to share with others since all was lost in my comp crash as I have said in my blog...thus what remains were the ones that were still in the memory cards and a few on a disk I had copied to, but this doesnt bring back the ones taken outdoors...such as the ones I took at a creek posing on a rock outcrop...or at the beautiful scenery that can be seen in my avitar...or at the old rock quarry that has been filled in with water...and so on and on I could go in describing these locations that I only now have in my memory.
and so now I yearn for spring and summer to return so that I may go back to these places and reshoot.
but as I remember these shoots I remember as well the sort of absence of arousal while taking these photos as much as 40-50 pics per shoot, and so Im compelled to explain alittle here to others who shall read this blog and later see my pics that I bring here to share in the future and wonder if I say that Ive waited over twenty years to fulfill my desires and bring to life this sensuous display of myself then why would I not be in a constant state of arousal then? as I shoot my photos? then all I can say is trust me as I would love more than any other to have photos of myself in a state of arousal as that is what I would consider the ultimate display of eroticism...and so no one is more disappointed than I after finishing a shoot and not being able to capture this erotic emotion on any of the pics taken. so to further explain is to say that arousal is what lies in the state of mind or in the frame of mind and so this can be easily acheived with anyone who shall possess the libido and good health for arousal to become functional...and so there is a down fall to this is...as I take these pics for one is that I shoot alone since I dont have a partner and also that the state of mind or the frame of mind that I am in is to get to the location set up the camera undress before or during the shoot be constantly warry of others who might show up and consentrate on the pose checking the cam to see if the last pic is good in the view screen then resetting the timer getting back into the pose and then relax and wait for the "click"... yea ok such arousing actions right?...and so now I have explained why if others should wonder why there is no arousal then all I can say is you cant consentrate on shooting the pics and possibly enjoy the arousal that one should get from doing what Ive waited over twenty years to do, and so Im faced with the opposite effect while shooting since the frame or state of mind is on getting the shots and on all the other non arousing elements as well...and so might I add is that if I am able to be comfortable and relaxed enough while taking pics then arousal can be achieved, but whether I produce photos that refect a state of arousal or not its the enjoyment of sharing the end results that are fantastic indeed. and so Im counting the days... have a great day...ya'll

nutty_chicklette just getting back from her cruise and probably sleeping the next two days away Im sure...as who can sleep on a cruise with all that fun there just for the taking right?right.
so sshhh lets let her sleep...
and tell us all about it tomorrow...or the next...wink.

okay...end of a lousy work weekend [fri. sat. sun] as you all know I just put in 36 hours of work in three days [12x3]
and so Im definately glad to be home...and a good strong drink is in order here, so cheers, I do hope you all enjoyed my video...and thankyou for the touching comments in the loss of a previous coworker and a coworkers husband... David

at aproximatly 7:00pm tonight just over two hours ago, they terminated life support on a coworker who had not long ago moved on to another plant, had been found sometime lastnight caught up in her machine by the jacket she was wearing and strangled...
and also a coworker named Kay who is a friend to us all lost her husband alittle under six months ago after being caught up in his machine at another plant as well...I unfortunately do not remember his name, but I did have the pleasure of meeting him over a year ago.
ohhh how unmerciful these machines will be, when one is not careful even for just a fleeting moment...
God rest their souls amen.

ok its up with the help of my pal dave
and so let me know what ya'll think as I wont be able to see it myself in being a free member.
and someone let me know how to compress a video made with windows XP "movie maker" please? ok? thanks...cause this dam thing covers six megabytes with only the one minute and fortyfive seconds to make it...so ever imagine what you can do in forty five minutes while uploads "in progress"?? well let me tell ya...I managed to feed th-cats...make two gallons of Luzianne tea...bite my fingernails off and smoke three cigs...though I did opt out to watch th-paint dry. he,he. so send some advise on this compression thingy so I can have more than a minute forty five to make a video ok?ok.
aaaaand I think that I have found a new avenue to have some fun with...tee,he,he...as I've already gotten a couple of ideas in my head for my next videos
sooo anyway, since I've spent all this time UPLOADING!!! Im out of time as with this blog. so, I hope ya'll do like my greetings with daves help, and I apologize to my friends who are free members that cannot see it such as I. so seeya for now David...and my pal dave my ever pestering friend....friend?...heh...not after that trash you just sent in...he,he,he,ha,ha,ha...my ever lovin nerves.

sooo look for it sometime tomorrow night, after I come in from work...and I'll attempt to place this pic on the cover.
so just look for this good house keeping seal of approval...more like see all th-trash...shutup dave!...Im warning you. he,he.
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ok heres another brain release...
this wonderment has been rolling around in my head for the past few weeks and it seems to be getting worse around here that women are being subjected to rude and abusive comments and messages from men...now Im no phycolo...err phycho...aw forget it a shrink, yet I am going to wonder about this "behavior" that has developed here on th net
as I read ever so often now from women about how they are removing their pics or are leaving this site for the reason that the crap is just too much to take...and so I have this sympathy that goes out to these women just because Im a person with respect and appreciation that I can now enjoy the net with all the rewards of viewing womens bodies without having to either visit the strip clubs and spend money or get a magazine and spend money or visit the video store that contained the video booths and for a quarter view a vid. for about three minutes...and once again spend money...as that was all there was back then when I became a man of legal age, and so after almost thirty years has passed the sexual confines of getting to view women has now passed on until it has become free for the viewing here on the net...yet there are paysites and paysites and paysites of women that men can join and explore with all its grandure and fanfair...but for me Im content on getting what I can see from the home pages and snippets of photos that tease a person into joining...guess that sort of goes back to my early days as how much imagination could I comeup with when I look at just a nude form in a seductive pose, and so I have come to appreciate what I can get without spending a dime. I can remember back to a time that what I believe was the dawning of the amature woman when this mag. began publishing its amature section with photos sent in from average women from all over, and so it just grew and grew from that time on into other mags. and into videos until it is now here on th-net as well. and so with all that in mind I can say that what I believe is happening to these men who say are probably mostly in there twenties and thirties is that they are a different sort as they have been allowed to view womens bodies more abundantly throughout there lives and so with this kind of exposure that they have been going through probably since teenage or dare I say before puberty is that these men are the sadcases of there own full time exposure to women, and so they have become frustrated that there isnt more that they can see to make the views of women as in a some what "fresh" or "challenging" nature to what has now become everyday "stuff" to look at for them...you know what Im saying here?? its the opinion that if you are subjected to something that is good all the time then it sort of becomes boring or desensitized after awhile so then in order to get that sense of "stimulation" back then one must continue to seek out more and more of what they have not seen yet in order to get that fresh or challenging feel to it all. more like desensitizing the sexual appetite of this man. hense the frustration that they have now come to expierience...and so once they have been desensitized with all this grandure and fanfare that is on the net they then look and find the site that is of the "amature" woman being with everday women from all over and then they are disappointed that it is not what they are trying to achieve with their own attempts at getting that feeling back again, and so they settle here after what they believe is the end of the road to their search and so they begin to let out all the frustrations that they have spent years building up in trying to search for more stimulating and fresh challenges to their sexual viewing of women...and so since this is a site of everyday women that does allow comments from them since none of the other paysites and videos and mag. dont have this option, then they seek relief that they can now let it all out with this pent up anger thus never in their own minds realizing that they are upsetting all the others to which they are issuing their anger towards, in being rude and abusive...'cause for them seeing that there is a way for them to let it out in comments to others is what they now feel is their own right since they are being denied the ever so thirst for fresh and challenging views of women. thus the hurting of others is now the new avenue that they must follow and in so doing get the same stimulations to their brain that they used to get with viewing of women...so all they have done is change course to get what the brain is starved for and that is the chemical high or rush in what they have run out of as from the other, since it has been found that the chemical in the brain that triggers the fight or flight emotion, is the same chemical that triggers the arousal or sexual stimulations in the brain as well...and so if they should only stop and think for a minute to see that they have been now simply just been through it all and that its just not working for them anymore then they need to realize is that all they have to do is just simply stop and give it a rest for awhile and allow the desensitized brain become aware of what it is missing later on, after giving it a rest...and then they will come to appreciate once again what it is that they do basically enjoy out of women and that is the basic idea that they are nude. for like they say absence makes the heart grow fonder. and so here with all the women that I see that are being hurt by these men I can trully say that I understand, as I have come to see it here in my wonderment of this behavior...and so with these men all I can say is that they are the product of their own thirst for more until they reach the end of it all, thus the frustrations becomes unchecked. so ladies dont allow yourselves to be harmed by what some guy says as long as you have the knowledge to see that the motives are somewhat lost of how this guy is just not understanding in how to deal with this in the simple fact that he must learn to allow just alittle of his stimulations to be appreciated at a time, and not to go on and on until his thirst for more has reached an end. Im sorry to offer this site as an "end of the road" way of looking at this behavior, and that the viewing of everday women is very stimulating and at least the top of the erotic/sensual chain...but I am trying to rationalize the frustrations of men who have ended up here just because this site has the option to comment...and all the other sites will not....sooo like I've offered before in my blog is...heres lookin at-ya kid. and I hope that ya'll are feeling fine.
end of brain release...he,he looks more like a brain fart dummy...hey dave, you see that can of whoop-ass over there??...yea...go and bring it here so that I may open it up on you ok?...wrong can you idiot! spinach was just for popeye the sailor...get me th-one that says...daves ass in MINE!! on it...my nerves. seeya for now, David.