d_ashley
Gift Premium"I am me so here I am like I say I am, no more no less of what I say I am for I am me, no more no less no other than me 'cause I am me, therefore I must be me no more no less...I am me."
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Wednesday, January 18, 2006, 2:56:04 AM- maannn! did I make a huge mistake!!!... film at eleven. | ||||||
I misread the membership totals last night and prematurely exploded it onto the forums and here in my blog...soo Im embarrassed to say Im sorry about this error...thus the real number is 569,000.+/- and guess what the first reply to my topic last night was???hmmm??? well it wasnt a yeehaa or way to go NN but instead it was I mispelled congradulations as its suppose to be congratulations...boy some people do take the forums tooooo seriously there... good thing you guys are so forgiving here. and so now its off for th-next two days yeehaa! and so time for some killer tunes and party, hardy! of course I do have this cool spellchecker along with windows works...but Im just to lazy to install all of it now...soo maybe I should. just so that I can see the little robot pop through the little door to help find the correct spelling in a word he,he. sooo once again more blogs to be mispelled...err..to come. seeya. ps.sooo everyone please send a hello to ms. Tilac, a very sweet woman indeed that I had the pleasure to help with chat a few weeks ago. | ||||||
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Tuesday, January 17, 2006, 4:47:48 AM- congradulations to NN...mon. 11:48pm | ||||||
just logged in and found that they/we are 600,000 strong!!! yeehaaa!!! and so I posted a congrats. in the forums section as well, and invited all of the little buddies to join in on the celebration...you know the smiley guys/girls... sooo anyway I got so excited to hurry and post the good news...I found after posting that I left out the n and so I spelt it as cogradulations...now thats a big oops. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- and now on to a quick[yea right ] thought here about my blog...and this is just a candid wonderment that I have, as in I havent got the foggiest idea[besides a few] in who actually enjoys reading my blogs, as when I write this stuff about my thoughts, prayers, anguish, humor and ect., and of how I see the world...I dont see comments or pm's offered in mutual recognition to what all I have been putting down here. and so this blog has been quite interesting to me in this aspect of that I have this "sense" of others being "tuned in" to all of this, yet there is no real idea as to whom these people might be that do come to visit on a regular basis, and so I sit here and reflect my thoughts to all the unseen regular visitors, and so I continue to write my blog with the idea that I am being heard and understood as if that this is making a difference of how others might think after they have visited here. sooo making a difference is what I hope that I have and always will be able to do with others who now come and visit regularly. thus it does make a difference in me as when I "get it out" and put it here. and so to blog to myself is the greatest reward from what I can offer to my own sense of thoughts and feelings with this original idea to just try and make a difference just for me[after early on not recieving any comments or pm's] I truly feel now that its something that is making a difference to all of you...because those "views" didnt just start to add up all by themselves...they started to add up because of all of you... my silent friends of regular. and so this one that is being written now started out as a wonderment, and has now turned into a recognition to you all....and so after applying this question early on in my blogs as to why no one would leave a comment?...it has now matured into...thanks for visiting and comments or pm's are not my desire anymore, as I now sense that I am making a difference. sooo no one knows me more than the silent regulars, and any others who may come and visit in the future, if they are willing to start from the beginning and read this book of blog...he,he reminds me of the one I visited early on here and said that she had written a book in her blog...and so look now at what I have created in mine...a little elevator on the right>>>>>>>datway>>>>>> g'nite all I'm off to bed...say good night dave...g'nite Hemingway...look, I'll get you later...Im to tired for you to pester me now ok?ok....my nerves. | ||||||
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Sunday, January 15, 2006, 10:54:22 PM- my personals column...[booted to the top, and amended] | ||
ok, what I have noticed here, is that NN has its own search engine to find a match in who you would like to meet. and so I havent given it a try. but I decided that I am going to place my own ad here and let it fly... I'm looking for a woman here that I can talk to and enjoy having a good conversation with, and that I could share my thoughts and ideas with and could be thought of as a "buddy" here at NN, such as the one that I used to have from another [forums] website, yet she and I have gone our seperate ways and no longer keep in touch. so now I am here, and I would love to have a woman[buddy] that I can share this website with. and so this woman that I am looking for should have more or less the same sense of maturity, humor, and values as I, and in being single, sep, or divorced...so that my thoughts and ideas can be matched and or challenged with the same...so what I am interested in then is a woman who is 40ish yet mature is the real word and not quite the age, has a sense of humor, with both feet planted on the ground. and also she must have a weblog here at NN so that I may visit and get a good understanding of how this woman applies herself within her own weblog, and of course my weblog is offered in return. thus Im leaving myself open for you to see and decide with my offer of the fun we can have and share in being buddies here at NN. as this site has become overwhelming with all that I have come to enjoy, know, and understand on which that I am now feeling a sense of being alone with all these thoughts and ideas that I would love to share with another. so lets have some fun doin it together shall we? or at least I can say that I tried...with this new approach in finding a buddy. yours, David. ps. I look forward to hearing from you via the private message thingy...with reference to this ad. thanks. | ||
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Sunday, January 15, 2006, 6:34:41 PM- somewhat bizarre blog... | ||
ok, I've taken the liberty to bring some >excerpts< from this blog I just read, and so here is what I have... "I am having my first fuck-fest. Will be held at a hotel in London Ontario (East)"... "All you need to provide is your own rubber. I hope to have approx 6 guys - and females are welcome to join (if you bring them)"... "Remember: I only will have safe sex you will wear protection." so now dont get me wrong as I wouldnt mind getting together with 12 "trusted" people to endeaver into this group thing. yet as for one to say bring "rubbers"[choice word ehh] so that the men will provide a "safe sex" enviroment then where exactly does it say in the laws of nature that if women are being allowed to "join" then it is assumed that any and all women possess this unquestionable "safe sex" just by being a woman alone? I see it as sort of trying to play russian roulette with six chambers in a revolver and with one being filled by a bullet, yet its not going to matter if you win or lose as with only one has the bullet, but that all six must be assumed to be loaded as well, and so I wouldnt even dare to try and play "this" sort of game...its just plain ignorant. and so I hope that 7 people[women] in the near future doesnt walk away from this encounter carrying a bullet in their brain...so thats why I'm calling this bizarre. indeed. what a blog day I think I'll have t'day...more to come...seeya'll for now. Dave. | ||
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Sunday, January 15, 2006, 5:41:13 PM- removed some blogs... | ||
the judgements during a night of drinking can be somewhat too wordy in blog, if left with out a clear frame of mind. thus returning the next day and just saying hmmm, too wordy...gotta remove this. he,he | ||
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Sunday, January 15, 2006, 5:31:46 PM- Your Blog has been viewed: 2017 times... | ||
DANG!!! I missed the 2000 views, so that I could copy and paste it here... sooo ummm could the last 17 people please step out so that I may copy the 2000? and then come back??? but when you do could ya'll bring back some food as well? you know sorta like a feed Dave day...he,he...sooo on to the next 2017 then yeeehaaa!!! | ||
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Saturday, January 14, 2006, 9:07:31 PM- whats in a name...hmmm? pt-4 | ||
ok, been looking around for some "interesting" names as that Im the wondering kind of guy and I have afew...ok alot that I wish to "wonder" about. so let me set this up in saying since this is an adult website then Im sure that all of these people whom have come up with their name has considered as an adult that they knew what they were using as a name for themselves. so Im going to look at these names with candid remarks as I hope would be expected by these people who have offered them, as with a sense of humor. meaning they are adults and were fully aware of what they were doing in choosing a name. right? or were they? wink,wink. ps. pardon the language, but we are adults here right? ----------------------------------------------------------------btw...if you wish to find pt's. 1,2,and3 then goto the little elevator on the right of your screen and ride it almost alllll th-way down, and there you will find pt.1,2,and3. I think... sooo anyways its time to bring some humor back into this world of blog...enjoy ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ ok first off: nutty_chicklette----hmmm, what a concept...chewing gum with nuts he,he fallen_angel----wow!!! now thats gotta hurt, y'see how far it bounced?? swissgirl----ummm could you change it up a bit? as in a moan or scream...the yodaling is sort of distracting here. Joebana----hmmm guess hes used to getting banned alot. Captain_birdseye---ohhh that crap...on isle nine in the frozen food section. leg_man----just follow th-captain...he'll take you right there. hotboy----he,he just figured out what a pepper taste like. okduane----now give mommy th-buzzing toy you just found... stickdevil----yea like th-stuff you find under your shoe. sk8rdude----not into women yet pantyraider----sk8rdude's friend charlie----nooo, its David...geeez 8indad----sooo tell me...which dad am I speaking to now? lomein----some new chinese dish I guess lizard_king----hey isnt he th-guy with scally tattoos over ninety percent of his body??? please dont post any pics here ok. jenna4xtc---now thats a trade!! henry----nooo, its David...geeez diddle----ohhh yea right there...dont stop. wink Never_say_no----no,no,no,no,no,no,no,no,no,no,no...ok,ok I was just teasin ya.... please come back. very_very_bad_girl----no ken doesnt need that to play with barbie...so, where did you find this buzzing toy. ElectricLuther----a new line of blowups for women. thenobodys----I wonder why the mailman keeps passing our house dear. decay1----please dont post any pics eeeeewwww yukfu----yea thats what I said about lomein...taste horrible pic_trade_lover----sorry Im out...how about a nice new shovel though coffeecan21----yea ok NiceGirlsGoneBad----sooo becky8mark is now a movie of th-week he,he SLUTWIFE-MRS.D----sssshhhh! I told you not to cause a scene...sorry folks shes new on th-net. luckybastard----he found his dad stickittoher----ahhh I see you found some stickdevil under your shoe pantyhose_lover----he robs banks mslove2run----pantyhose_lover's wife reallynicegal----nope sorry wont buy that Happygrrl----just figured out what the buzzing toy was for The_Hidden_wife----decay1 in th-freezer tight_wet_lips----ummm can I have my penis back now jenskithomski----yea ok resurrection----I dont think that decay1 is ever comming back pal curiousfella----just found the buzzing toy wantitnow----you want me to go get pickles and icecream now??? but its three am...pregnant women can be sooo demanding sometimes BigGun81----the buzzing toy everbody keeps finding Bootz----ohhh I know you...your the one juicy wears in chat... :O so I hope that now humor has returned to stay within all of us...seeya!! | ||
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Friday, January 13, 2006, 9:07:29 PM- the butterfly effect... | ||
in this movie there is a paragraph written that says..."it has been said that something as small as the flutter of a butterfly's wing can ultimately cause a typhoon halfway around the world." and also its been said in the movie Final Destination2 for every action there is a reaction, once the chain of events has been started then it cannot be changed...or can it? and also in the movie the matrix... yet I shall call this the ripple effect here in what I have come to see as the prevelent current of affairs in how people are acting in this manner in the forums and chat. and so what is this that I am witnessing here? as when another who may utter an insult or gesture of unkindness thus then being spread throughout these two communities until the atmosphere and moods of nearly all have been changed, thus in chat I have found myself exiting chat on four seperate occasions with a bid of goodnight to all thus leaving the scene of ill befallen people behind so that I dont have to endure this unpleasurable chain of events that has now spread through chat. and so I cannot imagine that others would allow themselves to be taken up with this sort of ripple effect and yet they do... and so now my mind is questioning the ones who is at the beginning of this effect who by their own hand changes nearly all who is there during that moment, and yet these same people who claim to be an intellegent one in the group apparently doesnt possess the intellect to realize that it is they who are the ones causing this, and I have seen that these same ones will after the chain of events have been set into motion and after the damage has been done then they will express disdain for what is going on in chat and they will leave...not even aware that they are the ones who created this unhealthy atmoshere to begin with. and so I question the true intelligence that they say they possess. and so I have now come to see that there are as many as three-five people here in chat who have this unknowing ability to creat the butterfly effect. and so with these movies the ability to see and understand what has been set into motion can be changed once its been understood as such, yet thats in the movies and not here in real life, and so if I was to mention to these people that what they are witnessing in the demise of the mood of the others has been set into motion by their own hand that they will very most likely go into the denial mode of reasoning and not try and veiw the whole picture of what they have actually done. since I can tell that these people are too far into this kind of mind frame and would very much be unapproachable...since the intellect of this person has more limits than they themselves would not be able to understand. and I have found that alot of people here such as myself are very sensitive and emotionally "wired" to what others may say and think, and I can see that we have allowed ourselves to get caught up into what others think and we express these emotions into our blogs...and so thats a good thing as the blog is the emotional outlet that we choose to go and reflect thus looking back and learning from what we have emotionally expressed and then going about a way to change these ill feelings so that this will not happen again, and so we do change what can become the ripple effect that would continue to rebound within our own minds and throughout our own emotions if we do not try and learn from them...but for these others they dont recognize their own ill feelings and emotions that they have thus expressing it not unto themselves for better judgement within their own blogs but onto others, and so setting off a ripple onto others that cannot be changed. and so I pray that these people will someday come around to seeing the whole picture of what they are creating here and will think to change before they think to flutter their wings... yet we are all human and none is the wisest unless we learn from what we may say to others, and as for me I am none the wiser, yet thats where my blog has been the most rewarding for me so that I hope that I will not be the next to cause a ripple of ill feelings to others in chat or the forums. David. oops I forgot to mention to bring popcorn, and I just went through three movies...he,he....more like nightmare on elm street to me dave...hey who asked you anyway...here take this ten dollars and go see bambi or smthin ok?...my nerves. | ||
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Friday, January 13, 2006, 3:12:36 AM- my masterpiece...thur. 9:58pm | ||||||
ok the pics are up, and I hope that others may see my being as I do, as a gift from God that I am grateful to have and am proud to have been given the rewarding sexual pleasures that has been given to me by him/her, and so I do see myself as a piece of art that God has made with my body and soul, thus I have no shame in what I possess and am proud of the manner in which I see myself, as a work of art...and so do the others that I may see as well. sooo all for now here, with just this simple offer to enjoy in what God has blessed us all with...and that is the beauty thats in all of us, as we are all a true work of art, which is as unique as all the rest. David. | ||||||
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Thursday, January 12, 2006, 3:31:43 AM- stuff...wed. 10:31pm | ||||||
just a quick blog as I am wore out from work and then theres tomorrow, so its close to bed already, and I dont have much time here, but I am off fri.sat.and sun. though yeehaa!! some short thoughts on chat the other night, and boy do I feel like Im in the middle of a void here as with my being...you know...me, myself, and I. as with the other night I had women telling me after viewing my lastest pics, was that its just my penis hooo hummm...and then I had guys[thinking I was a woman] telling me after viewing my latest pics was that I have a penis hooo hummm...so in my mind now is this question, and that is...sooo where exactly do I fit into this sexually populated meat grinder??? hmmm??? and how in the hell did I wind up in this void? sooo maybe I just stayed away with the aliens too long and maybe this is what happens to all that go away and return with a hi from Elvis...is all I can figure. so mmlehh and so that shoots the hell out of my next set of pics then as well...as I had found it to be warm enough to strip down and FINALLY get some good shots that I could produce a very good artistic view of my sexual organs, as I have tried twice already to get good results in doing this kind of photography and editing[digital can be difficult] as in working with a mirror...oops guess I let th-cat out of the bag huh. and so I guess I'll just throw a couple out there and let it go then hooo hummm. so seeya'll tomorrow night then. Dave ps. Im in a good mood, yet this blog reflects a somewhat candid and frayed look at things...so I'll suggest looking at this on the candid side ok?ok. | ||||||
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