this is Baby [img]http://216.77.188.54/coDataImages/p/Groups/288/288400/folders/226464/1775091P1007212.jpg[/img]
say hello Baby.

did ya'll know that I have a mind like a steel trap?
well I do, just cant seem to remember when I last had it...
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the weather update. wow its up to a balmy 60f degrees here, and I have so far shedded my thermal pants, my sweater, and my sweatshirt...and if it keeps it up then maybe I can shed these sweatpants as well so that maybe I'll get to lounge around in my thermal underwear.[see x-mas pics in the x-mas section] as its always cold in this stinkin trailer thrash trailer of mine. and I aint kiddin folks.
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hmmm lets see what else...I had an interesting dream this morning right before I awoke, guess thats why I remember it as I dont remember my dreams, but anyway I was dreaming that I was in this school sorta walking around for some reason and a teacher began handing out paychecks, well for some stupid reason instead of just standing there and getting mine, I decided to walk around this school abit then I would go back and get it later...well you guessed it I walked around enough to get lost in this stupid school and so everybody started to leave as it was time to go home, and so I got alittle desperate to find my way back to the teacher who had my paycheck before she left but I failed to find my way back, as I had gotten lost...so I turned and asked this guy "how can I get back to the other end of the school"? and he said... "your not in any school here the school is over there"...and so I asked him to show me how to get back to the school, and so he took us out this door that was convieniently right there that led us outside of this building and then he said..."the schools over there", and pointed in a jesture of like wayyy over there...and my last thought right before I woke up as I looked across this town I guess with all the streets and buildings was... "oh shit Im not going to be able to get my check". then I woke up.
sooo, whataya think there doc?
man if you ever want to expierience some dreams then try and quit smoking and go on the patch...as the patch allows one to have the most vivid dreams possible, and I mean vivid. funny though I cant remember any of them now as its been awhile, but the expierience is quite interesting indeed.

though I didnt change my name to "[guest]" and why should I, I felt the best that I could do was to just sit back and muse myself with chat. for my frame of mind was trying to slip into a bad mood[depressed], as so it does every year right after christmas. and so with this blog, it has help tremendously in keeping my mind ocupied and with a sense of therapy. so a thanks to NN for having the forethought of including weblogs into their arsenal of fun. and so the one who cant seem to say enough in blog didnt say a stinkin word in chat last night, and so I apologize to my new friends there now, yet it was good therapy indeed. ...DONT SAY A WORD! DAVE!...I wasnt...looked like you had that pretty well covered yourself lastnight. hehehe,hahaha...my nerves!
ps. alittle warning...Im firing up the blog machine today such as adding pics to blog, adding more thoughts or whatever so please return and enjoy...Dave.

bring more popcorn.

you know I've waited a week to allow christmas to pass so that I can get back to reflecting upon my thoughts about chat, so here they are...
I continue to view chat as the mountain on which I must climb in order to understand it better[read bellow] and Im getting there slowly. and in so doing over the past three to four weeks now I still carry a sense of apprehension that will probably remain, yet I am happy to say that I have made some new friends there and am willing to meet others. yet I fear that I wont be able to completely "relax" with this so to speak. as in being so with the ability to go and change names thus appearing in chat as a "[guest]" if you were...now I do see that its fun to create oneself as an alter ego/ mirror image or what have you that will be understood as still the same one along with humor being the goal,and that I am humored as long as its not my name, but as with others I see it as a way to hide and or lurk in chat thus attempting to become incognito within the chat room so as not to draw attention to oneself. so call me old fashion but I dont think that this sort of game is funny. and Im just going to have to say now that if I should suspect another who has changed names for the benefit of hiding who they are then I dont have any sympathy for you to feel that you should hide, as in case in point...last night in chat there was a woman if I may assume by the name that they were a woman under the name of***"[guest]" popped in and out of chat faster than she could click on her mouse, thus becoming very apparent to me that she was "bouncing" between rooms searching for another member, over and over and over again, while under the guise of "[guest]" now as for me I can handle the ever in and outs of members and yes I have learned to bounce as well after offering my respect to others in anouncing my intentions of leaving and returning, for I find that both rooms has got something to offer here. yet for this guest it became quite irritating as so that I had to try and offer help by asking her if she was having probs. with her comp. thus she would always remain mute. and then I had gone as far as to urge this guest to please remain for awhile and to stop popping in and out as that it was "making my head spin and later on I changed it to say its giving me a head ache and then finally I just shouted to STOP,SIT,STAY please! thus trying to implore to her that she has gone enough with this as the night went on. and so after a few she finally left as I figured it was time for her to retire as it was now about 3:30 in the am. so if you should figure that I had been in the room myself going on about six hours, and when you take this guest who was popping in and out roughly every one to two even three minutes if I was so lucky to see her sit that long, then one can now see this as quite irritating. so now guess guest as to how many times you had so irritatingly and without reguards to others popped in and out??? hmmm so let me figure, brb I gotta get my handy dandy calculator...ok ms. guest so if you should take the figure of say every two minutes that you had taken to pop in and out, times the six hours that I was there enduring this then you had popped to the tune of 180 times.
and two minutes is actually not accurate as through most of the evening the time was less as you popped in and out, so if I was to take a more realistic approach to your time of arrival and departure Ill just simply put it as you had popped in and out of the room roughly 360 times. under the guise of a guest. so all I can say is you need to get to a telephone and find this guy or girl other than obsessively searching for this other to appear in chat. or get a life.
ok this is gonna be long...I can see that it has already. oh well.
so call me paranoid about others who should change their member names, yet as I had said maybe Im to old fashion but the motives in doing this kind of spying or hiding doesnt sit to well with me and so my apprehesive nature remains the same. its just plain old disohnesty...
now to get this clear...Im not a flirter, Im not aroused[horny], and Im not gonna swap any cyber spit,fluids,or erotic comments to others as this is a playground on which my sexual stimulations are not challenged. Im flattered and Im certainly appreciative of others willingness to go and play, and I do muse myself with all the "excitement" in the room. yet as for me I need something thats more three dimentional than this. now dont get me wrong, as I'll sit down with penthouse forum on any day and enjoy the writings of eroticism, but thats a frame of mind on which one chooses to lie back, relax, and arouse ones own mind within a sensual story. so as I can say it best in a womans point of view is that "hes too complicated" and for me its more like I have a "higher maintenance" that I must follow. wink.
and also I feel that pms and prvs were meant to be "private messages" and that if one should not use discretion in keeping a message as is meant to be as in "private" then I have become disturbed in what I "suspect" about a private message sent to me that has "possibly" been brought to light in chat.[notice the speculations] thats unacceptable my fellow members. so if I should send you a message then Im not tellin unless you ask, and so I should expect the same. and as of last night I witnessed prvs being copied to the board...now I can only see one reason for this is that if one should feel threatened and that this needs to be brought to the attention immediatly to the board then thats justifyable...so end of that. and so now my apprehension continues.
so now heres a wink to a certain "woman" who is in chat as when I am yet for lastnight it was different in being that she remained in chat throughout most of the night instead of being carried off by a prince and thus not to be seen again. and so last night was my first real encounter with this woman and so I offer this compliment here in observance of her remaining in chat. so here is a clue for her to see that it is her.>> "One night a man had a dream..."/ now I dont like games, yet I believe that her intellect will see that this is not. and just only a simple attempt to say it was nice to have her remain in chat for awhile lastnight.
I had met a man the other night who is living now in or around my old neighborhood, and has even gone to the same school, so Im still amazed and intrigued by whom I shall meet here.
and so for this woman who I accept as a friend as well sorta strained my wisdom in how to deal with an inebreated admirer in chat. thus I was at a loss to "know what to say". and since I was gleefully inebreated myself I shall hope that the same situation should not occur again, as I really dont wish to come down from the relaxing sedated state that I am enjoying, thus keeping an eye on the days as that I have one week left in this holliday vacation, and like I said in my prev. blog Im goin to "enjoy" every minute of it. and so Im still aprehensive with chat.
Im beginning to toy with the idea of changing my name for the reason that[god blessum] alot of men straight and bi thinks that ashley is either a woman or a bi-male but in either way thats not the point, its the fact that my name has become a misunderstanding from the start and needs to be reconsidered.
so now I will ponder on a name that I used once in a group and that is the> Georgia Gentleman...I think you mentioned that already dave...hmm?...well hi dave didnt seeya come in...I see your back to your ol' self again...back to pester me more.
I see that somewhere in this blog its going to strike a nerve, yet I had not asked for any of it to be brought to my attention,
thus I was left with no choice but to reflect upon my thoughts on these matters here. as I see no warrant to send out messages to others on this as it has not gone that far yet, and I hope will not. so cheers to chat...Im still enjoying...

bring popcorn if your about to read the blog below.

okay,first off I hope that others who have read the prev. blog has now piled up in their cars and taken my advise to go see the lights.
and so with that heres some more interesting glued to your seat thoughts I have on this subject. soooo wheres everybody goin then? wait come back...oh well I see that Daves still here after catching that train the other day. interesting though is that I never knew that a human could run full out for 30 miles like that and survive he,he. but I do owe the paramedics and hospital staff a thankyou. what would I do without 'ol Dave here to pester me hmmm?
now I've come to realize that christmas lights have got to be probably the most versatile decoration that there is, because I have seen over the years that these lights have been hung in just about every shape, form, place and then some that I could ever imagine. sort of like if you can hang it, then hang it no matter what. and its the thought that counts right? yea ok.
so first heres some things that I have come to expect when I do see these lights and one is the status quoe, in that if one should say being a redneck then I have seen that they will after having a few choice beers would go outside and hang their lights in a sort of alcohol influenced manner, so that at night when I drive past their house and look at the lights it really does outline the stumbling staggering path on which they took. like down to the maibox to check the mail...and then up to the dogpen to feed th-dogs...and over to the tree to take a...uuuummm guess...and then if theres enough lights to go around then back to the house staggering up the steps that ends at the door. so all I can figure is that this person has learned how to multitask.
then you have the ones who I guess sort of smoked more than they should have and had ventured outside to reflect upon the high that they are on in lights. and so once again as I drive past and see these lights in the night I see that all the lights are way up high as if in a motion of flight, you know flying through trees flying over the bushes flying over the swingset and then dropping off to a dangle. so all I can figure is that this person had a really great time probably at three in the morning pitch dark out with the lights already plugged in as they frolicked throughtout the yard hanging the lights.
then you have the ones who are a little more structurally stable as in the ones who hang the lights on the house yet fail to understand that the hanging of lights on a house takes alittle more time than what they had bargained for, thus once they start then they finish in record time and just say enough it'll do and thats it. and so as I drive by during the night I see that this house doesnt quite exactly look structurally sound. as it does look like with the line of lights that it has somewhat collasped on one side with the lights drooping down and falling off along with the roof sort of drooping and sagging in the middle and all of a sudden the house ends somewhere where the rest of the house should be since they had run out of lights to finish with. and so once again all I can say is that they should move before the house does.
then you have the ones who are creative yet they dont drink they dont smoke and they do take their time, for these are the ones who have mastered the art of writing "MERY CHRISMAS" and "HAPP NEYEAR", so as I drive by during the night and see these lights its clear to see that after all that time and energy spent on this well meaning message, that even after some of the lightbubs have failed, then they just dont give a crap anymore to go out and fix this. so all I can figure is that they might not exactly know how to spell merry christmas and happy newyear I guess.
wow this is getting long but Im having fun writing it. wink.
and then you have the ones who uses the caracters like I did and as I drive by during the night and see these lights I can also see this idiot out there in the yard freezing cold wet and raining wrestling with little baby Jesus to get the light back on again. so all I can figure is that this guy needs help. as in... he seriously doesnt like baby Jesus help. wink.
and then you have the ones with the all wired up animals. you know...figures of animals made of wire, and so as I drive by during the night I see these cute all white creatures in this yard, and I havent got the foggyest idea in what the hell they are. so all I can figure is that someone must be trully out of their minds if they should think that this crap looks good in their yard. you know if you look at these the right way it sort of does look like an orgy in progress, seein as most are all bent over.
oh btw...during the day these wire animals will disapear so that after all the cleanup has been done for the season its only then that during the spring the lawnmower shop gets really busy trying to remove all these animals from the mowers that were missed during cleanup.
and then you have the rich folk. and so I believe that these people have got some serious identity issues going here, such as they all seem to have no seperate ideas or imaginations of their own to just go with what ever they think will be the most rewarding for them no matter the others should think, yet I kidd you not they all seem to have become mindlessly under the control of some dominate rich guy, so then what they all do is at one time on a given day as dictated to them, they will go and hire some structural engineers, some interior/exterior designers, some guy named Fabio as a consultant and produce the same exact results within this rich neighborhood. ohhh GOD FORBID if one should throw in a light with color other than WHITE!!! so all I can say is dont let me get rich cause I'm movin in next door and Im gonna rock! ya'lls! world!! he,he.
and nearly last but not least, you have the lights that I see as mobile, you know little cars, bigrigs and I mean BIGRIGS the ones that took a year to put the lights on looking all cute and sweet and soo sensitive with the 6'9" 350lbs redneck driver [see above] sitting way up there in this thingy talking on his CB about how he just killed a man for giving him a wink. so all I can say is...go figure.
and the very last which I saved for last are the ones who spare no expense in creating the most awesome exstravagant turbo powered nuclear meltdown possible. you know these lights they are the ones that even the crew in a passing 747 will turn around to see, so all I can say is that you will need a pair of sunglasses,sunscreen, and a gieger counter if you drive by one of these yards.
and the very,very last I promiss are the ones who have now discovered that bigger is better, and are now all going out and buying those blowup balloon caracters to display in their front yard...well they should have come and consulted with me first before they bought these stupid things, for I would have told them that big huge blowup baloons that resemble caracters can be destroyed within a week, since freezing cold wet raining and baloons dont mix very well. so all I can say about that is somebodys gettin rich off this crap indeed.
so to simply put it, what status quoe? its all in the spirit of trying to share with others just a little more of themselves no matter how the outcome should look. right?...mmmvvvmmmvvvmmm...
Im sorry whats that dave?...no dont try and talk, the tube should come out tomorrow ok?...then you can talk. he,he. seeya!

as these are randomly collected from the list of recent blogs, as of 3:12pm est. USA. and I do hope that none are offended as in me copying a part of their blog. as its just only my intention to just try and bring together the love,joy,spirit,harmony and yes some pain and sorrow that others are willing to share on this special day here in this cyber world...and so I have collected ">excerpts<" from most of you, and am now bringing it all together in this one place. I'll try and update as the day passes yet please do visit the blogs of all others as well. friends to-ya all, David.
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ok I believe that I have rather much exhausted my search...so if there should be a one who I have missed, then I now apologize.

nightstick1---HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS. (THE TRUE MEANING OF CHRISTMAS)
oaktree473---I would like to wish
everyone here on NN a very merry christmas and all the best
for the new year. [newbie]
flattop---happy birthday to you .happy birthday to you. happy birthday to jesus happy birthday to you[newbie]
IncognitoGirl---The best gift...<<<read blog. David.
nutty_chicklette---Hugs to all in NN and I hope you all have a lovely holiday.
HunkyJ---Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to all
qualityshots---Merry Christmas...
To all of the wonderfull people here at Newbie Nudes
kittenmmm---Have a very Merry Christmas everyone and enjoy your day.
Kitten Kringle
Undecided1---I hope that each and every one of you has the best holiday ever!
bj babe---
thanks ms. bj...
merry christmas to all...on this day of december 25, 2005.
remember: so with all the others who visit here have a different agenda within their own lives...thus for today the agenda becomes the same, as with all the others....

as these are randomly collected from the list of recent blogs, as of 3:12pm est. USA. and I do hope that none are offended as in me copying a part of their blog. as its just only my intention to just try and bring together the love,joy,spirit,harmony and yes some pain and sorrow that others are willing to share on this special day here in this cyber world...and so I have collected ">excerpts<" from most of you, and am now bringing it all together in this one place. I'll try and update as the day passes yet please do visit the blogs of all others as well. friends to-ya all, David.
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eeyore1069---home to heaven. In loving memory of Amos Troy. I love my papow
sexy mom of 4---December 24, 2005, 7:49:18 PM- Wishing everyone the Happiest of Holidays...
duttyrockgal---Hope e1 has a happy and peaceful Christmas. xxx
sexcrazedcouple---We found out this morning that we're going to have our niece for Christmas! That's awesome
Piss Slut Kat---Kisses~~Peace and Good feelings to each of ya
Love Kat
mslove2run---i wish everyone a merry christmas or happy holiday as it fits you best.
reallynicegal---was a beautiful christmas eve a fitting day to receive the wonder of christmas day. have a great one guys and i hope you all experience some joy today in some small way
flcamfan---..."I heard him exclaim as he drove out of sight...Merry Christmas to all, and to all a good night!"
RUHR CYBER---Best holiday wishes and "Merry XXmas" to everybOdy
NN---I'd like to wish you all a very Merry Christmas and a great 2006 from all the crew here at NN.
cute_lil_cajun_one---merry christmas you sexy little boys and girls.
Berripatch<<< pls. send her some love. David
wetjenn83---Hey I hope everyone is having a great Christmas!!.
Alpina---It was certainly the most beautiful Christmas Eve of my adult life.
manlycornhusk---A time for friends and family...Merry Christmas to you all and a very happy New Year
mystigo_dragon---Luv you all, and have a safe holiday today!
southrenmistres--- hope every one has a good day and a merry christmas !!!!
hotliljen86--- Merry Christmas!! Wow, this place is addictive.[newbie]
Mark_Rider---The best thing for me about this group psychosis mindless tradition following xxxxxx fun day is:
Getting cards and letters from people I forgot I knew.<<<and so God reminds him to think of his friends. dont tell him...we'll let that be just our own little secret.
valleybud---Only the best wishes to you and your loved ones during this holiday season-/me puts on a pot of coffee and throws another log on the fire.
glassdick420---Now I am here, alone christmas morning<<<pls. send him some love. David
juicy---merry christmas everyone
sweething50---Joy to the world, Happy Holidays, And Love to all
chaosbereich---Friday, December 23, 2005, 3:04:15 AM- ok first blog/merry x-mas and a rad new years[newbie]
mdguy---For all of you, to all of you, from me... on this day:
Amen.
Cum Master UK---Merry christmas guys! I hope you all got what (or who) you wanted
Dream_Angel---Hope everyone's day is wonderful and Merry!!
shy_briton---Santa visited...
Our 7 year old got lots of pressies and is having fun.
beachdreamz---To all of you out there I hope you had some Christmas magic in your life this season and I pray everyone uses this time to let someone close to them know just how loved they are.
AlferdPacker---Where I am it is Christmas Eve...
and whether a person believes in the Christian God or the God of the Israelites, or Allah, we are all "people of the Book" and I wish all my brothers and sisters the peace that passes all understanding, the reminder of the miracle of the lights, and the blessing of submission to the Will of God.[newbie]

the previous blog was meant to be humorus...thus even after ammending it, I feel that it still could be judged as not humorus, so try and not see it that way after its been read. David.