The dinner went fine & much better than expected. At least there's a little peace in the corner of the world for a change.

Tax day is just around the corner & I found myself doing my soon to be son in law's return before dinner and desert. He was surprised that he had to pay.. no refund for him.

Yesterday I worked my butt off in the yard until the sun was setting. The night before I got about zero sleep. My entire body ached and felt like I'd had been out on a all night drunk. Last night I wasn't able to get a decent night's sleep either.

The Mrs said just use me you if it'll help you sleep but you'll have to do all the work. What does that say? Instead I just tried to drink myself into yet another drunken state so I can forgot about her pitiful idea of intimacy. On the back side it's the late night drinking that keeps me from sleeping through the night.

My wife has always just distrusted & just down right hated her daughter in law. When my son left that marriage & moved back home her ideals seemed vindicated. However, when our son decided to go back and try to make it work just one more time my wife tanked and went off the deep end. Oh it was ugly for sure.

My wife just sank into a depression one could touch and the results were just terrible. It's been a work in progress. Last weekend I met with my daughter in law for the 1st time in 6 months. It was tentative ans no other plans to talk were scheduled.

My wife was talking to our son & invited him and his wife here for dinner to day. What! This was totally unexpected. But I am proud of her for reaching out and trying something.. anything! We'll have to wait to see how this plays out. This could be interesting.

It's that time.. time to begin the long list of chores. But first I've got to make a dash over to Home Depot. Hmmm... I even made a list so you its serious.

Last night was the every popular non-event which is truly the norm around here. As we were climbing into bed she quickly said "I'm sure you're going to hold this against me but I don't want to have sex this weekend in case you expecting something after last week". Now how are you supposed to react that statement?

We've actually been agreeable lately but this isn't going to help. Life does go on but to where? I wasn't really expecting anything but to just hear it so bluntly certainly hurt my morale for the weekend. Now I'm supposed to be cheerful and pleasant for the rest of my weekend!

After that I just didn't sleep well at all. In fact, almost none at all She had the nerve to ask me why I couldn't sleep? Was it because of no sex? Maybe I said. She replied with the all too familiar "All you think about is sex! All men think with their penis". Oh god! She can't even say the word dick out loud.

The discussion quickly moved on to how all this affected her. Hell.. she brought the whole subject up.

Now it's time to go to Home Depot and pretend I like all this weekend crap. On the flip side it's mighty pretty outside so working in the yard might just be what the doctor ordered!

It's been a while since I slept the entire night. Wow! You really can feel the difference. Tomorrow is Saturday and I don't have to work so today is a bit special. It's also casual Friday so I'm wearing my jeans too. If only I had the guts to go command into the office. Wouldn't be fun!

It's been pouring outside but that doesn't matter. I thought my wife had already to her class tonight so I took that extra free time to perve. Meanwhile I was defrosting some dinner in the microwave.

Good thing I hadn't gotten too involved yet because.. all of a sudden she walks in the house to my surprise. She had just gotten home from work. Now how in the world would I explain myself if I was caught in the act?

Most of you don't have to worry about such matters. But a lot of us regular guys have wives that just wouldn't understand. On the flip side.. she's gone now for a while so watch out! I'm looking at you!

I'd love to just get loved until I couldn't stand any longer!

At about 9:30 this morning it started to snow! Really big flakes! The wind was blowing it sideways... Is it really spring?

Well, it also opening day in pro baseball. Damn! Those guys were out playing in this crappy weather. For me.. it would have been a perfect day to snuggle under the covers and just warm up the body with a little skin on skin action!

What I wouldn't have given just to have played hooky and gotten in a little extra hot sweaty sex!

I was only wearing a t-shirt and thin wind shirt thinking it was going to stay warm outside all day. Wrong choice!

Wow! Winter decided to back a brief come back!

Let's see... I did a 30 mile bike ride. God.. I needed that exercise but there was way too much wind. When we got home I pulled out the lawn mower and did a quick job of the grass to help even everything out.

My daughter's on the way here to have dinner with us. She always loves a free meal when her mother's doing the cooking. I'm betting she'll hang around forever & maybe even spend the night. There goes the neighborhood!

I usually go out to breakfast on Saturday morning before heading to work for a while. It's been a few days since I even got on my home computer. Life sometimes goes in that direction.

Today's weather should be perfect & I really need that. Thursday night went to counselor and the signs don't look exactly positive. My wife is so depressed she now needs to see an additional therapist. People don't change that much but your perspective can. So even with all the negativity surrounding us lately I am beginning to see the future as positive.

We don't know what that might be but it has to be better than how we are living now.