I am finally alone and I decide its the perfect time to test drive my new friend so I tidy up and have a shower and as the water trinkles over me I get a little excited about what I am about to do.

Feeling refreshed I sit on the bed and take it out of the draw and I look at it nestled in the palm of my hand, and think am I game enough to use it. I turn it on and the vibrations in my hand make my pussy contract, juices start flowing and I can feel my clit tingle with anticipation. I study it turning it over, looks too large, is this going to do all it claims to do. I untangle the straps and step into them and position it againgst my pussy, the latex cold against my smooth pussy but it slowly warms up as its nestled slightly into my pussy. The feelers of the butterfly making contact with my sensitive nub and a shiver goes down my spine.

I pull up my panties and they push the butterfly closer and it feels good. I lay back, make a couple of adjustments and I pick up the remote and pause for a moment trying to calm my nerves. Ok here goes, I push the on button and it springs into life. Oh my, feels so good, feelers rubbing my clit, pussy getting wetter and i lay there just getting into it feeling more and more aroused. I push the button again and the sensations get stronger, the feelers rubbing harder against my already aroused clit and I know it wont take long, I know I am gonna cum any minute now, wettness building, I can feel my pussy swelling, lips engorged and I dont want to stop but I press the power button and pause for a moment letting the waves ebb a bit before I start again.

I lay there for a minute, then I hit the power button and POW it hits wave after wave, writhing on the bed as I cum and cum again as the feelers rub my button and wettness pours out of me and I feel it running down me. My pussy is on fire and I have to stop it , dont think I can take any more. I can feel my pussy throbbing and I remove my butterfly and thank god its waterproof, my juices glistening on it and I slowly raise it to my nose and smell my cum on it and the latex smells of me and of sex. Then being naughty my tongue darts out and I taste myself. And it tastes musky, sweet and devine.

And I think to myself god still got 5 more speeds to get through!!!!

Work with the most useless fucken dickhead in the whole universe. I am going to whip his skinny, white, pretend eminem, fucken ass and make him piss blood out of every oriface in his puny ass body !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just something that happened yesterday that I know isnt really relevent to this site but thought you might be interested lol.

Was having afternoon smoko with a co-worker and she asked me about my dragonfly tattoo and why it was linked with my sister who passed away 3 years ago so I explained how after she had died I had dreamt of her and I sitting by a river that was just shimmering with dradonfies, millions of them every where. I had this dream for 3 weeks every night some times twice a night. Then one day I had to go to the hospital and there was a dragonfly in my car, I shooed it out and the bloody thing hovered in front of the wind screen all the way to the hospital just level with my eyes and it seemed to be looking at me.

Thats when I decided I needed a tattoo done lol. As I was telling my friend this story she started looking at me funny so I asked her whats wrong. She gave me a funny look and said, "ok your scaring me, there is a dragonfly hovering over you lol", and sure enough there was and it stayed there till we finished our smoko.

She told me that I was weird and kept looking at me strangely all day lol...........

So I think my sister is still with me and her way of showing me is dragonflies. She always said she would find some way of letting me know xoxoxox

Oh and once I got the tattoo I stopped having the dreams!!!!!!!!

I might not always pm or chat but its not because I am rude, I just dont have anything to say but I do look at your blogs, I do look at your pic's and I laugh, cry and cringe at your status'. Some times its because I am not intrusive and give people their space and I might have different reason's for being here.

Its ok to edit your friends and do some house cleaning but remember I am still here willing to chat and get to know the weird and wonderful world that is NN, because, by god, you guys have made me feel totally sexy and like a woman with something to offer and that is more special to me that you will ever know


thanks

gdc xx

I had been thinking about you all day. Everything I did brought you to my mind even silly mundane things like washing the dishes had thoughts of you swirling through my mind. My pussy was wet, my clit felt like it was on fire, and will you never come home.
I dropped the kids off to where they were staying and quickly rushed home and showered making sure everything was smooth, baby bottom smooth and putting the finishing touches to dinner. Then I wait, everything on fire, resisting the urge to dash to the bedroom and play with myself. The feelings in my wet panties sending shivers up my spine and every time I moved I could feel my moist lips applying pressure to my clit, each rub bringing me so close to cumming but not quite and the feeling was divine. I hear your car in the drive and my heart skips a beat and I know soon oh soon I will be in heaven, can I wait that long….

You grab a beer and sit outside quiet and sombre, unwinding from your long day and I let you because I can see the tension in your shoulders as you sit and relax. I set the table and dinner is served but before I call you in I tweak my nipples hard making them stretch the material of my shirt and as you sit down I know you have noticed them stiff, straining trying to push their way through the material. We eat and make small talk enjoying the quiet, no noisy games in the background or TV blaring. Every now and then you look up at me and I can see the question in your eyes and I smile to myself hee hee. As I tidy up you take our drinks out to the patio. I secretly go into the bed room and gather up the special bag I had organised during the day, some play things and I wonder if I am game enough to ask, ask you to help me with my fantasy, or will I chicken out and leave it unsaid.

I lay the bag on the table and pour myself a big drink legs like jelly, butterflies in my stomach as you casually open it and look inside. You look at me not saying anything one eyebrow raised in question and I giggle nervously. Not saying anything you start pulling things out and you start laughing. And slowly everything is out and I can tell by the smile on your face you want to too and I shiver with excitement. I sit in front of you on the table, feet raised up onto the arm rests of your chair and you can see that I have no panties on and you can smell my excitement the wetness clearly visible. My pussy swollen with desire and my clit pushing out of its protective hood taunting you almost as if to say touch me please. I reach over and grab the blind fold and hand it to you and ask you to tie it on me and as I lean forward for you I slip a finger into my pussy and give it to you to lick clean. I hear your breathing quicken and I am in total darkness as you cover my eyes and then you ask what now.

I ask you do you want to play a game and your answer quickly yes. So I tell you to gather up the soft rope I had placed in the bag and tie me to the table, arms above my head tied to 2 legs and I spread my legs widely so you can tie them to the other legs. You do and as you reach across me I can feel you cock as it brushes against me and I can feel your hardness through your trousers straining to get out, I silently sigh knowing this is what you want too, I can feel the wetness of my excitement trickling out of my and down my ass I am so hot for you I think I could cum just by you hot breathe on my pussy.
Without me asking you slowly open my shirt and then run your hands up my thighs so my skirt rides up and I am laying there, blindfolded, semi naked and tied up, I am yours to do whatever you want and I feel alive and on fire the cool night air caressing my already hard nipples. I feel your worm hands travel up my inner thighs , across my soft belly till they gently grasp my breasts and you gently roll my nipples between your thumb and finger and quickly lick them the tip of your tongue darting across one then the other and I am squirming unable to touch you wanting to touch you going a little crazy my pussy throbbing and then you are gone and I am left wondering, what are you doing now but I don’t wonder for long as I hear the chair move and I feel your hot breathe on my pussy and I tense up waiting for you knowing that you are going to have a feast, eating me driving me wild with your tongue. You take my clit in your mouth sucking gently teasing it with your mouth and tongue and I feel the waves building and as you slowly work my hot throbbing nub you slip your fingers in first one then two and as you nibble, suck and lick me, your fingers drive deeply into me and I think I have died and gone to heaven. Wetness flows out of me down your hand through you finger, my pussy swollen with desire wanting you to fuck me needing you in me not being able to see just hear and feel.

I feel wetness, stickiness being drizzled over my pussy and I know you have found the maple syrup its stickiness mixing with my wetness and the waves get stronger so close now wanting to touch you but loving the slow torture and then you licking me drinking the mixture of me and the syrup your tongue driving into me deeply taking it all in. I want you so bad and as if you read my mind you stand up and I feel your hard cock slide into me and you stop as my silken pussy gasps you and I savour the feeling and then you are slowly thrusting in and out deeper and deeper and I strain against the ties breathing heavy whimpering as you drive yourself deeper into me pounding me harder with each thrust and I can’t hold back any longer and I give in and cum, waves washing over me, pussy grasping you cock, trying to get you in deeper back arched as I cum hard, wetness squirting out of me and I feel you stiffen and you thrust into me again and I feel your cock explode in me, hot wetness inside me pussy milking you as I cum again with you and we crest together and you collapse on me, softly laughing whispering in my ear naughty girl what about the neighbours

You know I am glad I pestered you till you shared your story, I am glad you sent me a sutble clue about this place here. I miss having a drink with you on the front verandah and I thank my lucky stars I have someone to discuss what ever craziness is in my head.

Most people assume they know me and assume the wrong things, you just accepted and let me be me. And I am glad your friends with my husband who is my world and lets me be me too, crazy hair, crazy ideas and just crazy.

Its a wonderful story me and you and silent and AK with all its ups and downs. The day I wrote your number down and started the competion of who could gross the other out was one of the best days (by the way you won more rounds than me because your sicker than me)you listened and talked, laughed and joked your way into my heart and my family and now your girlfiend has done the same.

So heres to our friendship and everything else, your stuck with us now warts and all

Made a wrong turn, once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated
Look, I'm still around

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me!

You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred...such a tired game
It's enough! I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same
Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me

The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
They dont like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time
Why do we do that? Why do I do that?
Why do I do that..?

Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby..!
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're f*cking perfect to me
You're perfect, you're perfect!
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty please, if you ever feel like you're nothing
You are perfect to me....

Gonedogcrazy got Cherry Blossom.

It represents feminine beauty, compassion and sexuality in conjunction with the idea of power and dominance of women. In the Chinese language of herbs, cherry blossom is also the symbol of passionate love.



Ha Ha so true pmsl

The day draws closer, tightness in my stomach getting stronger and an ache in my heart getting heavier. Every day filled with regret, of words left unspoken, chances missed and the emptiness of you not here.

3 years on Saturday you have been gone, your light taken from us but the pain is still there, fresh, just below the surface and I wish I could hear your voice again, see your angelic smile and the naughty glint in your eye.

I know you are happy now, your sorrow ended and your singing sweetly, laughing your soft laugh and the angels laugh with you but I miss you every day and wish that you were still here, my sweet sister.

These are not tears of sorrow, you would be apalled these are tears of joy and on saturday night I will be dancing on the table, singing kelly clarkson loudly and out of tune and you will be beside me, singing loudly too, laughing at me, with me in everything I do xoxoxox

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Mood: Determined
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