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Tuesday, July 22, 2008, 9:25:47 AM- just an update... | ||||||
I don't know whether to laugh or cry ....wow. I'm a ball of emotions and it sucks...I don't wanna cry here, but I need to let it out. My meds are DONE! YAY! Now get the hell out of my system so I can friggin sleep! My leg is 99 percent better...My back is a bit better...I see the doctor for that on Friday...More pills Im sure. And I almost bought a new horse today...lol And Cid says "but the doctor said no riding" DAMN, he is right....again....(get the memo this time md?) But new horse would make brat.....HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY lol (brat needs to be happy) hehe So the BRAT will find out more about this horse...as she is stubborn and will get one more...lol Also have a funeral today...friend mom passed away Saturday...She was in and out of the hospital with my dad. It was a visit dad, visit her type of setting...I honestly thought she wouldnt hang on this long...to top it off its the daughters birthday today...which sucks for her. But on the most, Im somewhat happy...the horse shopping did it. I'm gonna try to see Cid tonight. I miss him...Work and insomnia is stealing precious time away... Time for a change... | ||||||
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Saturday, July 19, 2008, 9:04:55 AM- The need to blog at 5am... | ||
Well firstly, insomnia sucks... stupid pills are keeping me WIDE awake...day 4 no sleep...this sucks. BUT, Cid told me I have to keep taking them til they are done...Ok, Doctor did too. UGH. Weird part is IM NOT TIRED at all...this cannot be healthy. So Im thinking...a night laying in Cid's arms...would I sleep? I am seriously thinking I would...I miss him alot right now. If I didnt have such a crappy day today and feel the need to stay home with the kids, I would be there in a heartbeat. Anyway, today is gonna suck...My boss is having his bday party, and I have to go...I don't really want to but thinking it might be rude not to show up... I swear, anyone hits on me, Im gonna tumble them...So, NOT interested...and rather hate it anyway. After the day I had, I am not in the mood for crap from men. (see below blog) Took my mom out to see my dad (cemetary plot) and checked on the garden I planted for him...Found out she secretly visits at least 2x a week...How I miss her going there is beyond me, seeing as Im there daily...weird. Anyway, 5am sucks...lol No one really in chat, so closed it down, facebook sucks, msn wont connect (who am i kidding, 5am, who is going to be online anyway??) Alas, I will lay down and attempt the useless sleep I wont get...Bought movies today...not helping...new book...not boring enough I suppose...hot bath...didn't work...I give up. Ah well, I'll try again...I swear if I don't get something of a nap Im driving to Cid's and snuggling up... ~Brat~ | ||
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Friday, July 18, 2008, 6:03:48 PM- | ||||||
The shear joy or misery today...Im not so sure... For those that know whats going on, I'm dealing with child custody with my kids and their father. Today was most of the crap put aside... I gave him the "revised" custody agreement that he needs to sign, read it over, cried....paid support and gave the kids a hug and kiss. He is taking it to his lawyer to get the court stamp and its over. He gave up custody of his kids. Normally I would be overjoyed that I finally "won" but I feel so bad for him...He truly loves his kids...I guess he just needed the kick in the butt to realise it. Things are obviously not too good at his place (seeing as he showed up today without his wedding band on) and he is bringing all of the kids stuff over here. The air mattress in the back of his truck was a pretty good hint too. His 3 yr marriage is ended...or ending. Shame. I had hopes that he would be happy, seeing as our marriage failed rather quickly, one could hope he found happiness. I don't hate the guy, I just think he needs a kick in the butt sometimes. I feel bad for the kids as they dont see him much (he lives down the street) and well I think he needs to make an effort. It's to the point where my oldest wants nothing to do with him at times...She was his little baby, first born etc and now...I just don't know what he is thinking... I used the "I can't see my dad anymore, it hurts like hell, I can't imagine what they feel knowing you live so close and you can't pick up a phone or come visit" He cried harder...Good, here is your kick in the ass buddy. Don't lose the precious things in life... Well thats my vent for the day... and PS> Thanks again to all daddy's around that want to see their kids. Seriously, thank you | ||||||
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Thursday, July 17, 2008, 11:53:02 PM- Ahh summer brings out everyone lol | ||
MONCTON, N.B. - A Moncton man has who led police on a high-speed chase while driving naked has pleaded guilty to a number of charges. Richard Donald Stright, 47, will be sentenced Oct. 10 after he was convicted of exposing himself, dangerous driving and driving while prohibited. He has been ordered to undergo psychiatric counselling. Stright was arrested on June 22 after police received a report about a naked man standing outside a vehicle. When a Mountie arrived at the scene, the man jumped behind the wheel of his car and took off. The Mountie ran alongside the man's car, demanding that he stop, but the driver took off at high speed, narrowly missing a motorcyclist coming towards him. | ||
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Wednesday, July 16, 2008, 12:59:58 PM- Total week update... | ||
Slackin on the blog...sorry. Such is life. Well my roommate is a total ass... He needs to pick a side of the fence already...Either you're gay or you're not. Geesh. Long as no one is brought home, I'm good, but god, get off of the friggin fence pole. And what part of "room and board in exchange for babysitting" isn't understood? Agh. Well anyway, that was the vent of the week...seeing as EVERYTIME I wanted to go see Cid, the jerkoff wasn't home to sit the kids. So FINALLY got to see Cid last night...Damn alarm clocks and work! I did not want to get up today... Alas...meeting in few minutes, so I'll blog later... | ||
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Tuesday, July 15, 2008, 6:50:54 AM- Too good to be true.... | ||
Im in an odd mood tonight...was just doing some serious thinking and writing...which explains why Im not in bed at 3am. I had to blog this one down... Enjoy ~Brat~ When i see your face, I realize god's grace, Maybe your a gift for me, No this can not be, It's too good to be true, Though i cant help but love you. | ||
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Sunday, July 13, 2008, 9:30:35 AM- Weekend Update. | ||||||
Ah, saw the bands, got paid...Leg hurt like He..LL. Took pills on time ) It was an amazing show... One question: Why on earth do females carry JUNK in purses?? WTF is with that? I searched over 6000 purses... Ladies...why?? | ||||||
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Friday, July 11, 2008, 10:07:10 PM- blah day | ||||||
Well, the pills are being taken...Cid nicely asserted himself with the "YOU ARE GOING TO TAKE THE PILLS" I broke down to the "yes dear" *sulk, sulk* (ah cid knows best...and knows I wont take them unless told to) Leg isn't so much in pain today...back is "sore, but just achy" type of sore... Working the weekend as security for Blue Rodeo...yeah baby! I'll try for pics...6 hours tonight, 12 tomorrow...ahhh and getting paid to watch a concert... So, I miss cid huge...I hate being too busy for us to get together...Both our schedules suck right now. So little time for each other. I wont take time away from him and his boy. Not sure if he reads my blogs or not anymore... So off I go to work...might take laptop with me... See you all later | ||||||
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Friday, July 11, 2008, 2:40:32 AM- Dumb....capital DUMb... | ||||||
Well everyone knows that my back is causing me issues...well, monday my back decided that giving out on a staircase would be something cool to do to me...yup, down I went. My leg is all bruised, cut up etc...ahhh the joys of pain. So spent time at the clinic...YAY!! Its not broken, but the cut and the bone are infected. Yipppeee pills for 10 days @ 500mg each x 4 a day. Lucky Lucky me... and no, my back is not any better yet... So, Im gonna go chill out and take a pill lol | ||||||
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Wednesday, July 9, 2008, 5:02:16 AM- hmm. | ||
Lotsa thinking today...wow... I decided not to go to my meeting with my boss today...Who wants to drive an hour for a stupid meeting without a/c in the sports coupe? Not me. Besides, he should drive down to me. Hmm, wonder if the other pic can go up now being 1am? lol We shall try...in a few. Things to think and ponder on tonight...probably be a restless sleep for me...but alas, must be done. I wish I could just turn the brain off from thinking for certain things...dammit. Oh well, I expressed some feelings tonight, so lets see what happens from there... Wish me luck. | ||
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