johnnyel's Blog

Like they say if it wasn't for bad luck I'd have no luck at all ! So last Saturday I decided to try an fix my wife's squeaky brakes on her Focus after working in the yard for 2 hours I attacked the brakes new brake pads, unfortunately when I finished pumped the brakes looking good started car to move it into garage it accelerated and brakes would not stop it. Needless to say I hit wall and door to house moving it 2 and a half inches . Then next day discovered the water line to house was leaking for 2 days I worked on that finally called plumber as wife didn't think I could fix it so $591.18 later done then it's $1100 deductible to fix garage wall then garage door spring broke so another $651.00 to repair it ;-( maybe I never mind I just can't take any more .

So far this year I've watched 10 movies I think I have 10 more to watch that I got for Christmas WOW I don't get out of my recliner much
1. The Happy Cow Murders- strange
2. Only The Brave- wow but sad
3. Wind River- wow but sad
4. The Mountain Between Us-wow great story
5. Game Night- wild
6. 12 Stong- Awesome
7. Now You See Me 2- wish I'd watched 1 first
8. Murder On The Orient Express- exciting
9. Snitch- good ole Rock
10. The Dark Tower- Wild fantasy awesome watched it twice in one day

Self-Inflicted Wounds (Joe Bonamassa/James House/Kevin Shirley
You got a lot of nerve blaming someone else
For your mistakes/ You got a lot of nerve offerin' up your help
When you can't carry your weight/Yeah, it's a put on you
Another late night show/ Yeah, it's a put on
Pretending you don't know/The self inflicted wounds
You did 'em on your own/Yeah you were first to draw the knife
Last to throw the stone/Oh the trust in me/I have abused
Oh take mercy on my/Self inflicted wounds
You never get away with trying to tell yourself
One of your own lies/You never get away with holding back those tears
Try not to cry/Darling,hold on/Let me try to explain
Darling, hold on/Tryin' to hold all this pain
These self inflicted wounds/I did 'em on my own
I was first to draw the knife/Last to throw the stone
Oh your trust in me/I have abused/Oh take mercy on my
Self inflicted wounds/Yeah,I'm looking for redemption
On love's hallowed ground/Yeah I'm praying for forgiveness
And I've searched around/But there's none to be found
Self inflicted wounds/I did 'em on my own
You were first to draw the knife/Last to throw the stone
Oh, the trust in me/I have abused/Oh, take mercy on my
Self inflicted wounds/Oh, have mercy on my/Self inflicted wounds
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I'm not rich
I'm not handsome
I'm not a great lover

But when I love I'm all consumed
I try my best to please
I try to provide stability

All I ask in return is love
All I need is the touch of a loving woman
All I require is to be loved

I shall provide all you need or want. Gary

So this month marks the fact I've been married a total of 48 years between to wonderful women. 30 years the first and 18 for the second both have they're qualities the first it was all about passion of cars, I still love cars but can no longer work or afford them. My second wife is family oriented an that's how I grew up love of family I'm not saying I wasn't at fault for the down fall of my first marriage but we both had different wants. I'm worried now as my 2nd wife is under going a 2nd hip surgery hopefully it will all go well. I don't know what I would do if I was alone without support from my partner. I hope everthing will go all right as I should pass before she does cause I don't want to be alone.

My fondest desire is just to love an be loved along with licking delicious lips and clits an making my lover orgasmmmmmmm over and over. Pleasure is the ultimate release of stress. Thank you ladies for making me alive blessings to you all.

I've spent a lot of time thinking about the end of my life which is closer than I'd like to think. Before I go I'd love to be with a hot young girl who enjoys making hot love. I'd love licking her sweeet clit and lips then have her ride me for hours until we are both totally spent. Then I go to sleep for the final time I can think back like when I was young dumb and full of cummmmmmmm.

I so wish I had a wet juicy pussy sitting on my counter so I could lick until I'm full as I'm soooooooo hungry. Mmmmmmmmmm can just imagine such sweeeeetnessss

So in February I started using a CPAP breathing machine as they said I didn't sleep and I would stop breathing hmmmmmm. I'm very sceptical about their findings but I went with tge flow. My wife had been using one for almost a year, she said my snoring would wake her up an since she's still working, I needed to get a machine too. My complaint is the girl at the sleep comfort place lied when she quoted I'd wake up a new man. I still wake up old and feeling beat up, only thing came out positive is my wife says I don't wake her up at night except now she says my machine makes to much noise. Exactly I trued telling her her machine kept me awake crazy. Hell to get old friends.

In 1971 I had the pleasure of living with Andrea tall platinum blonde. She was a dream girl why she enjoyed being with me who knows I'm glad to have had that month with her. I can only say I wasn't ready for such beauty every where we went guys stared at her. She had an amazing body supple breasts and skinny waist with hips to die for. We had an a super charged physical relationship, I would kiss her neck and she would start getting wet oh how I loved licking her sweet juicy pussy. I can still remember her sweetness, I sometimes thought I'd drown as her juices flowed into my eager mouth. I couldn't drink fast enough as she moaned orgasm after orgasm. When she was on top it was magical I could pllay with her breasts an suck her nipples she insatiable. I worked swing-shift and she days in a hair salon when I arrived home she was wanting me those we the best days of my life. We both had never been with anyone other than our last partners since high school. Eventually my mind started playing tricks on me and I felt she was going to leave me for someone else. I now know she was only interested in being with me, but it was to late and we drifted apart after a glorious 40 days, in that time I lost 30 lbs. and suffered a physical break down it was probably mono as I look back now. I wonder now if I'd been able to overcome my fears if we'd still be together. I miss you Andrea I hope your life turned out the way you hoped. Love Gary