So I decided late last week that I'm tired of waiting for that boy I mentioned many a time, as he is always too "busy" when I call, and apparently too busy to call me as well, so it's not worth my time. Actually, I ended up having sex with him about a month ago, after which he promptly stopped calling. I haven't met up with him since, and I don't like feeling like I'm not worth having sex with (though many of you have been kind enough to give me a bonk on the head where this is concerned!!), so I'm looking elsewhere for the remainder of my time here. I don't want to rack up my fuck-count (and would rather avoid stds wherever possible), so I've decided no intercourse, but thankfully that leaves many other avenues to explore.

So anyways, possible options include meeting with a bunch of guys so they can jerk off while I masturbate, perhaps watching people have sex (or going to a swinger's club and seeing what I can see there), and potentially mutual masturbation, though I am wary of meeting up with single guys since they have a bad habit of trying to get me to have sex or give them a blowjob instead once I actually meet with them... which isn't so fun. I hate having to keep declining their unwanted advances, it really kills the mood. I've been surfing "lavalife", and also "passion" though the latter has stopped letting me log in so I've abandoned it. There are definitely lots of eager young men (and older, really not-so-hot men) out there, but of course only so much I feel like doing in the next 5 weeks. I'm not really the slutty type I don't think, just kinda realizing how alone I'll be in a small town in the mountains full of only old people and perhaps a handful of young people with small cocks... I'm sure they'll all be very nice, but I will be high and dry in the sex department for a good while.

Ok, done my report for today- no pics I'm afraid, I've been soooo busy at work, working a lot and working late so I've been exhausted!!! Sorry to anyone I haven't replied to in the PM department, I've kinda lost track and haven't had the energy for long replies. Now, off to bed!!!

Yay, new pictures!
Well, not many, but the spirit of the act is there

Today was a slow day at work, but thankfully I made just enough to cover the cost of my nice new manicure, which you can probably see some of in the pictures! In the past month I've discovered that awesomeness that is a manicure- it makes me feel that much classier, and I'm terrible at putting nail polish on myself anyways. I can never choose a colour... so now French it is!

Thanks again to those who left very nice comments on my pictures There are of course some exceptions- some old guy with no pictures of his own sent me a cryptic PM saying only "Get over yourself". It's sad when people need to make themselves feel better by sending silly messages to young, intelligent, attractive and witty females... just kidding I find most people on here are very modest. There are of course exceptions, but it's nice to feel like we're all on the same page, exposing our bodies for people to see, opening ourselves up to potential ridicule and mean comments. I don't post because I want to hook up with random folks or because I want to flaunt myself or be a slut or whatever, I just like the community, the comments, and the knowledge that other people find me sexy and stuff even when I don't.

Hope you all had a wonderful weekend and that the weather isn't too crazy wherever it is you're living. I'm enjoying the summer thus far, even the sticky humidity that's been around the past couple of days. I'm trying to soak up as much of "Here" as I can before I leave, so I'm trying to pay attention to things like the clouds and the wind in the grass, and the smells coming in through my car window when I drive home from work. I feel like I spend a lot of time being alone lately, aside from when I'm at work and stuff, so perhaps I'm being more contemplative than usual. In any case, I think it's for the best, I'm really looking forward to change but I know I'll miss the familiar too.

Thanks for reading

~unsullied

So, haven't really felt like posting photos, sorry folks. Work's been weird, haven't been getting as many shifts and I'm wondering if I'll be able to save up as much money as I'd hoped for when I am shipped off to teach English. Good news is the place I'm going looks pretty, if a little isolated. My weekend was alright, I had a crazy day at work Saturday, followed by a crazy party where I sucked back too much tequila and was paying for it the next morning. Thankfully I didn't work Sunday so I spent most of that day sleeping and lazing around the house!!

In other news, I am very disappointed today because I was planning on joining a bootcamp thing to work out (I have nooo willpower when it comes to exercise, and really wanted to get in shape), but they called me last night, the DAY before it was supposed to start and said they didn't have enough people. Argh!! So much for my entire plan to get fit, it's now gone down the drain and I'm feeling a little put out about it. As I just mentioned, I have no willpower, so even though I will try to exercise more, it'll be nothing like being pushed to the limit 5 days a week. I did take my dog for a walk today, but that's not enough to get me sculpted abs and firm thighs, that's for sure.

Otherwise, nothing much is new. Still horny yet unfulfilled, and bored even though I turn down invitations to go out drinking. Here's hoping I'll make money tomorrow so I feel a bit more optimistic about things!!

So, I've had an eventful last week, getting ready for a garage sale which was held this morning (ew, waking up at 6am is NOT for me). It feels sooo good to get rid of all my STUFF, even though some of it really does make you nostalgic. There were many toys and books I still couldn't bear to part with, but in the end my sister and I made $70 and unloaded piles of stuff! We did have rather a lot, so some of it ended up coming home of course, and the rest will be donated. It was thrilling clearing stuff out of my room, though I still have to return some of the un-sold stuff to it later today

It's amazing how much you can accumulate over your life, and all of it holds memories and feelings and sometimes your hopes and dreams from when you were a kid. I was surprised to have so many memories welling up while I was sorting through everything. Now though, it's all over, and I can return the junk to under my bed... AND buy new things, which is an exciting prospect! I'm trying to live a bit lighter, but it's difficult when you're such a sentimental suck over old presents from dead people or old friends. And when you like shopping, which I do!! Turns out I have about 50 pairs of underwear, most of which I don't even wear because I go commando about 90% of the time, phew! Oh well I suppose they have their uses, like cameo appearances in photos for NN!

Hope you're all doing well- the weather here is now GORGEOUS, with little buds exploding into full-grown leaves, and right now the sunlight is shining sideways through all the trees and flowers. I love May, but I'm looking forward to June now! It's almost real summer! Though, when June comes that means I only have 2 months left before I leave Canada behind for a while, which is a scary thought. The time has come for short skirts, revealing tops, and sandals though, so for the moment I'm sure we're ALL happy

xoxo

Okay, so I am trying out having an msn/e-mail address just for NN, in hopes that it won't be as much of a disaster as the last time I tried it The last time I had lotsa NN-type folks on my msn I would sign on and be bombarded by messages from people wanting to cyber who I didn't know and didn't find attractive in the least. It was frustrating, but I have made some friends on here recently and think there might be hope yet

I still don't want to do pic trades or camming, but it might be a way to get to know people a bit better as well as be another thing to keep myself occupied when I'm horny or bored Or I guess both hehe. Oh, and perhaps here are things to keep in mind, in case you feel you need guidance:

What I like:
-learning about people
-occasionally being horny, flirting, answering questions or having conversations about sex-related topics.

What I do not like:
-talking "dirty"
-constant requests for pics/camming
-very bad spelling, pet names (aka, how r u babe ur so hot sweetie i wanna pound u!!!!!!11)
-stories in the 3rd person ("you moan as I fuck your wet hole, you love when I call you a dirty whore) I don't like being told what I like, it turns me off

Umm, so yes. Here's hoping this is a good idea. Thanks everyone!!

unsullied

I guess it's been almost a month since I last blogged, what a shame! I guess I thought I was overdoing it with the posts before, and then I got busy and before I knew it... it was MAY! Time flies. I think I've been saying that a lot lately too!

Anyways, nothing is really new with me, I'm just working away and saving up money. I got accepted to teach English in Asia, so I leave at the beginning of August and need to figure out what to do with my NN self at that point!!! My membership will expire around then too, eep! But for now I will continue posting, it gives me something to do and something to look forward to when I'm bored online

Some VERY helpful soul told me how to rotate all the videos I screwed up in the past (and of course they were all the best ones), so stay tuned as I'll be posting them all one at a time!! I seem to go on posting binges and then leave you all high and dry for a while, but something is better than nothing I suppose.

Speaking of nothing, nothing on the sex front here, though I am so VERY close. I'm just so BUSY and he's so busy, and we never have time to hang out. I need to make the most of my three months at home before I'm off though, so here's hoping something happens and SOON (sounds familiar, doesn't it?). I've definitely been fantasizing about it enough, imagining feeling him up, licking and sucking his cock, having him strip off all my clothes. Et cetera

Oh yes, and here's that pic of me playing with my vibrator, as promised!


Thanks so much for all your wonderful comments, it's so great getting to know people from NN!!!

xoxo

So today I finally worked up the nerve to go to my local sex shop and purchase my very first large vibrator. I have a small bullet given to me as a gift, but otherwise I've been vibrator-less until today!! Isn't it beautiful? Pink and squishy, and it bends too!! As I'm writing this I'm lubing it up to give it a try I don't have pics of that yet, obviously, but they're coming, promise



I also decided to go lingerie shopping, and got 2 amazing push-up bras, one of which is below with the matching panties... I love 'em!! I haven't had a very colourful bra since I was in highschool (lime green, and not exactly sexy either) so it was an exciting day. I'm looking forward to wearing the turquoise one with a busty top and looking to see if I can get people to stare at my boobs


Holy Cleavage Batman!!!


What a cute set

Oooh, and as a side note, this vibe is very nice indeed. I would love to have someone help me out with it though, slipping it in and out so I can type a little bit better...it's very distracting...

Okay, that's making me want the feel of a nice thick cock right about now mmmmm. STILL no sex, things have slowed to a crawl, and it's making me think about sex a lot more often even than usual! I remembered how nice it feels to be spooning someone naked, and when I snuggle closer I can feel his cock getting hard against the back of my thigh... that's a nice kind of sex, when all of a sudden he's grinding against you, and before you know it he's slipped in and you're fucking in the dark and you can hear his breathing getting hot and heavy against your neck. Mmm, okay this vibrator is helping with that a bit, but you'll have to imagine the rest boys and girls Sweet dreams!!!

xo
unsullied

So, figured I would blog away today, even though nothing is really new. I keep working away and saving up money (since I don't do anything besides work and sit around at home!!) This weekend I'm going to a friend's house since I haven't seen her in forever, so it'll be a nice little break from working I guess

April has begun, with the expected mix of sun and rain, and before I know it it'll probably be over. Time seems to really fly by these days, even though I don't get up to much. My horoscope (which I've gotten into the habit of reading) keeps saying that good stuff is going to come, in work and love and all kinds of things, and I can't help but feel a bit impatient for when I will finally see some change in my life. I know I won't have to wait long, since I might be teaching overseas and I hear back about that in a few weeks. Imagine me, the little girl still living with her parents, alone overseas for at least a year! What a change Imagine all the trouble I could get up to! Or maybe a total lack of trouble? I kinda hope it's not the latter, but only time will tell! I must be patient, but I think too often of things I shouldn't.

And speaking of thinking of things I shouldn't be- it will likely be another week or two at least before I take more pics. I've sort of been preoccupied with the rest of my life. I could really use a nice warm body to snuggle up to when it gets rainy like this, but am not really in a position to ask for anything!! I know the saying "April showers bring May flowers", but do I really have to wait a whole month to get something good?! At least I have the little yellow crocuses (and myself) to keep me company

xoxo

P.S. I will try to think of something sexier to post soon, promise! My life isn't entirely made up of pondering and commenting on the weather!!

Yay, it's finally spring! I saw my first robin of the spring yesterday while I was walking my doggie. It's a little milder too, though I'm far from deceived- it always ends up snowing at least once in April, so I know the cold weather isn't over yet.

Thanks to those who replied to my last blog! Now to answer a few questions...

Favourite Music: Radiohead, Bjork, Beatles, lots of random classical stuff.

Favourite soundtrack to have sex to: Hmm, don't really listen to much music while having sex, but NOT "Let's Get it On" or "Sexual Healing"... ew. That's a good way to ruin the mood! I listened to Portishead making out with someone though, and that went together very nicely.

And as for whether I liked anal sex... can't say I did. I did it twice, since my boyfriend obviously liked it, but he was a little keen and I don't think we took our time. Also, never really liked anyone touching my asshole, makes me jump (and feel kinda like I need to go have a shower)!!

Man, I'm starting to feel some major sexual frustration, I've been thinking aaaall week about what I'd like to do with that boy, and it's making me SUPER horny aaaall the time! I just want to jump him! We haven't really seen eachother though, so hopefully something will happen again soon before I start to hump the walls! I may not seem like it but I'm veeery shy, especially when starting up any kind of relationship. I was the one to ask him out the last time, so now I'm biding my time waiting for him to call me up so I don't seem too obsessive Perhaps not the best strategy, especially if he's shy about it the same way. It's almost painful to watch it all unfold. Painful in a really strong sexual urge being held back kind of way So I guess there are worse things out there hehe.

unsullied

Phew, well I certainly am glad people like hearing my ramblings! Apparently I sound intelligent, which is very nice to hear. And apparently it's nice I'm a *real* girl, as opposed to a guy pretending to be a girl on NN...or something. People actually do that?? I've had the misfortune of seeing web pics posted. It's sad to see that these people don't have anything better to do with themselves besides haunting an amateur porn community trying to pass themselves off as A) a hot female "amateur" or B) a really really lucky guy who gets "lucky" with many women who just happen to look like porn stars (complete with staged lighting and a noticeable lack of himself interacting with the women in any of the photos). But that's not me, no thank you! Moving on...

In other news, I am much less sick today, which makes work and play much more enjoyable! I will be trying to be a good girl this evening and continue to get lots of sleep at night to make sure I get back to being 100%! I have been thinking quite a bit about the boy I've obliquely mentioned, as he's my make-out partner in crime from the S Post. It's tricky business getting involved with boys! I'm not exactly sure what he wants yet- in the end it comes down to Just Sex? or Not Just Sex? I haven't asked yet, but I suppose I will have to eventually if he doesn't offer up an answer. Either one has its pros (and cons, I'm sure), but I'm open to whatever happens. Imagine, the possibility of little old me having SEX again, after like 6 months. VERY exciting prospect. I've been thinking quite a bit about how nice it'll feel to have his cock slide into me... but I digress!!! I know I was just saying a couple of posts ago how breaks are good, but I think 6 months is a very respectable break, and I'll leave it at that

Oh yes!! And I got a few e-mails asking about how much banana I managed to fit- to be honest, I didn't measure. And it's too late to measure now, I made the banana into a tasty smoothie and drank it right after I took those pics

So...Is there anything you'd like to know about me? Well, aside from my phone number or my home address and stuff like that I'm not very good at thinking up things people might want to hear, but I am good at answering questions. Curious if I've tried anal sex (yes) or how many guys I've slept with (5)? I'd love to hear from you all Until next time!

unsullied