Hey folks,

Just thought I would leave a message that I've decided to stay away from posting on NN for a while, both blogs and pictures. I feel frustrated and angry at the disgusting comments and repetitive questions I get, and I'm tired of feeling that my only purpose is as some sex object guys can view online so they can get off. Even well-meaning people still can't help but throw in such comments- I don't want to hear anymore how many time they've gotten off watching a certain pic, or having people give me advice like I'm their daughter. I can take care of myself, and I'm not stupid

I feel myself getting more and more furious at every comment. Sickly-sweet compliments always followed by "my sweetie" or "baby" or "honey" like I'm their little sex toy... eugh... I thought this would be a nice way for me to stay sexual but instead the stupid questions about if I fantasize about my (ELEMENTARY!) students or want to be groped on the subway make me FURIOUS. Guys here feel like it's ok to tell me I have a "nice body", TEACHERS, not just random people, or that I'm sexy- I am not an object, I'm a person, I represent my country here, and I don't want people fantasizing about me. It's not who I really am.

I will still surf NN sometimes in the event that I get horny but I do NOT want to hear any sex-related comments from anyone, I'm just on here to be an anonymous enjoyer of the site. I don't want to delete all my pics since in the future I will probably wish they were up again, but I want to lay low and steer clear of insulting comments and rude assumptions for a while.

Wish you all the best of luck in the coming weeks with your respective lives.
XOXO

unsullied

Brrr, it's finally starting to cool down here, and it is curbing my desire to get naked!! In the summer I couldn't help myself, I was hot and sweaty 24/7, but now the temperatures during the day are finally dipping under 20C. I know that sounds ridiculous, in Canada I wouldn't think much of it, but alas the inside of my house is the same temperature as the outside, so tonight when it's maybe 9 or 10 degrees, I will wake up to find myself in the same temperate, BRRR!!! Way too cold for indoors!! But as a loyal Canadian I feel that it would be giving in to turn on the heating unit in my bedroom, so I will abstain for now and instead wear thicker socks! Or get a big fluffy blanket to snuggle under. And maybe I should put more clothes on when I sleep I got used to sleeping with nothing on at all for months!!

Also, I can't believe it's been almost 3 months since I came to Japan. I feel like I should have learned more Japanese, but I guess when I think about it I've done alright for myself. I'm not going too crazy wanting sex, but I have to admit I think about it often enough. Not much playing though, I haven't had too much interest in that, I've been watching lots of movies online instead What interesting habits I've developed! I am curious to check out the sex scene in Osaka but if you can't speak the language you're outta luck. Or, well not out of luck but at a disadvantage, and the scene is mostly for Japanese businessmen anyways I believe. And everyone here SMOKES all the time, so bars can be very unpleasant for me since I despiiiise smoke. Maybe I'll have sex with a Japanese businessman for a lot of money There is a 0.00000000000001% chance of that happening and I won't go out of my way, but I suppose it's kind of a fantasy, in part because it's so crazy and my life here is pretty tame, and in part because I could use the money to travel around Asia! Mwahaha, what a crazy schemer I am In all honesty though I am happy with the friends I have in rural Japan and I enjoy the quiet and the local people, even though I can't communicate with most of them.

Ok, that's quite enough talking about nothing.
Thanks to you all for reading

xoxo
unsullied

P.S. @ comments: Getting groped on the train is NOT enjoyable, it is sexual harassment, and some guys think they can get away with it which I believe is completely unacceptable. I would not wish to make the situation worse for the poor Japanese women who often suffer in silence when this happens .
And mammary, don't worry I will keep safe It's more of a fantasy than anything. Sex scenes in any country are sketchy, I agree. In the end I will most likely remain without gettin' any for the remainder of my time in Japan, but the thought of having no sex for a year kinda sucks

A couple of days ago I went to my first onsen, a traditional Japanese hot springs which is kind of like a public bath. Men and women have separate areas and you are supposed to get clean in the bath part and then soak in any of the various pools they have available. You're not allowed to wear anything and can only bring a small towel with you to provide you with some coverage or whatever.

I've always been fascinated by the idea of public bath houses. Please don't be thinking of this as a sexual fascination, it has nothing to do with anything sexual (perhaps this isn't the site for this kind of thought, but anyways). One of the reasons it is so enjoyable is because of the segregation and relaxed non-sexual nature of the place. I have always been envious of cultures where public nudity is a non-issue. Europe is one of those places, where I have seen a lot more comfort with nudity than in Canada. Nudity in turkish-style baths, change rooms, shower rooms, beaches, etc was totally normal and the women didn't seem to care. Me and my teenage friends on the other hand had a ridiculous fear of this, and from elementary school up would change carefully in change rooms or behind towels held by friends. I always wished I could be one of those people that didn't care, but I wasn't- culture has a way of ingraining stuff like that in you!! Imagine how different issues with self-image could be if people in North America were more comfortable in their own skin.

Anyways, so when I arrived in Japan I really wanted to try out an onsen but was nervous I wouldn't have the guts or wouldn't enjoy myself because I'd be busy trying to hide behind a measly modesty towel. Thankfully I worked up the nerve and after only a couple of seconds stealing myself I stripped and got on with it! Aside from me and my friend being the only foreigners in the place it was very relaxing and definitely what one would call a "cultural experience". I plan on going back many times, it's great to be able to hang around in these pools and the place was beautiful, with an ocean view and everything!

Just wanted to share some thoughts about it, this isn't exactly something you write home about but it was a hurdle I was happy to overcome. Despite the fact that I post photos online, this felt completely different and will hopefully be a step forward in feeling good about myself and not being so damn anal about change rooms around the world

xoxo unsullied

Yay, posted a couple of new piccies!!

Sorry they're not the usual size so you premium folk can get 'em bigger, I had to take them with my webcam since I am having camera trouble, so this is the best I can do!! What do you think of my new carpet by the way? It's so nice and pink! Definitely breaks up the beiges and browns of this Japanese house! Though I have to admit I love the sliding doors and the tatami mats in the bedroom sleeping on a futon makes me feel adventurous

xoxo

This is just a quick note to apologize to those waiting for more pics~ I have been very busy starting school and trying to get my house all set up!! I'm also trying to not think about sex so much these days, there are no available men I would be interested in out in the boonies. Taking that into consideration, I don't foresee any sex in the near future so I am taking it easy and doing things that don't involve me getting horny That doesn't mean I'm not enjoying myself, I love it hear and don't feel like I'm missing out yet!! I actually just bought a "gothic lolita" outfit, which makes me look like a cute maid!! So many frills and bows!! It's too bad they cost and arm and a leg, or else I would own a whole closet of the stuff.

Feel free to drop me a line if you wanna chat. E-mail is better since I can check it at work when I'm not teaching, which is a nice time waster hehe since most of my coworkers can't read English, or at least well enough that they'd pick up on what I was doing. Sneaky!


xoxo unsullied

Edit: sorry boys, but don't know that I will be showing the frilly outfit, it is very recognizable. Perhaps something else instead~

So I've arrived at my town in the middle of nowhere in Japan, and have been busy settling in. My apartment was pretty bare of everything when I arrived so I've been busy buying dishes from the 100-yen store (like a dollar store only WAY better) and making sure i have enough food to keep me going! It's weird sleeping on a futon, and my room smells like the tatami mats. It's pretty different, but hopefully I will get used to it soon (or get a western style bed?!) I don't officially have the internet and won't have it hooked up for another 2 weeks, but every once in a while, like this evening, the wind blows the right direction and I can steal it from my friends upstairs

I'm not teaching yet but have been sitting in an office biding my time and trying my best to learn more Japanese. Most of the people in the office don't speak much English so it's kinda hard to get to know anyone!! Thankfully there are other girls teaching in my town and we've made good friends already I think. It's nice having people to talk to who are in the same situation I must admit it feels kind of lonely already without the internet. When you can't talk to anyone it's easy to feel isolated, which I certainly am, here in the mountains with the rice paddies and the koi and the giant bugs!!! There are amazing beaches though, which hopefully I will be making the most of! Went the other day and saw flying fish, it was awesome!!

Anyways, don't expect any new pics for a while, I have other things to do and I'm kinda stressed about getting settled so I'm not in the mood. When I can get the internet I am usually trying to contact my close friends and family, so that's where my priorities lie

Hmm, guess that's about it. Thanks to everyone who has sent me well wishes etc, they're all very much appreciated!!

Sayonara

unsullied xoxo

Edit: ok so i did add pics, just ones from fooling around before I left Canada Those pics will have to tide us all over for a while perhaps, I have to say I reaaally miss sex already!!!

Hahaha, I went to try and edit a spelling mistake on my last post and ended up somehow deleting some of them! What a shame!!!

Let me recap the post from today- I'm busy packing and trying to see all my friends, which is hectic and bittersweet. You realize who your real friends are when you're asking people to come visit you before you're off for as long as 3 years!!

Anyways, so officially 6 days left. Maaaay be able to post pics before I leave but otherwise you'll have to wait until I set up my internet and get over jetlag, which could be a month (or two if i'm really uber-busy?! Who knows!) You may have noticed I have acquired a friend willing to take pictures of/with me We have had the best intentions to take more pictures but get *ahem* distracted most of the time ! Must make the most of my time remaining here after all!!

Thanks to everyone who sent me nice comments and pms, i love hearing from people!! I find that posting pics is the best way to discover new people on NN, since I don't surf the website as much as perhaps I should I always underestimate how many people seem to like feet as well, hopefully I'll be able to do more of that soon. I'm trying to make use of all my shoes and lingerie before I go since I won't be able to take any of that with me so it'll be back to square one (aka naked!) and I'll have to figure out other ways to get creative. It'll be sad to leave behind those awesome pink stripper heels, but I suppose I will probably be more sad about leaving behind my friends once I'm actually over there.

I went shopping for luggage today in hopes of finding some sexy luggage, but there really isn't much in a colour I like that seems awesome and isn't like $500 haha. I suppose I have expensive taste. My other problem is my desktop, the screen of which I am trying to bring as carry-on, but with the non-detachable-stand it's proving to be VERY annoying- impossible in fact, to find something that's the right size. I might have to look at checking it, but that makes me VERY nervous, and it'll also make it that much harder to pack everything, since it weighs quite a bit as well. Sigh!!

Otherwise I'm getting quite organized, with the exception of my pigsty of a room, which I will leave till last. I have extra cosmetics and new clothes and all sorts of thing in piles all over the place. Only three weeks to go before the big move!!

Oh yes, and in sexy hot news, met up with another boy the other day for drinks and ended up fooling around as well. I've given up on that boy from before- it's rude to say the least to fuck someone and not be bothered to hang out or even call for more than a month and a half. Hopefully my new adventure will lead to some more fun before I leave- in fact, maybe some pictures?? We'll see- he knows about NN and might in fact be reading this blog ( hi! ), which suits me just fine! I'll be finished work as of today and have the next three weeks to spend with my family and friends (as I'm trying not to think about the insane packing and last minute stuff that will no doubt have me panicking a bit the day before I go!) That should hopefully leave extra time to have a bit of fun before I am off to a land where I won't understand any of the locals and will probably remain single (and without sex??) the whole year, unless I manage to find another hot English teacher (maybe with a British accent?!?!) that I can seduce and have a bit of fun with. We'll see!!

Love you all xoxo!!

unsullied

To all those in the Toronto area, I hope you had a great Pride weekend!!! I attended the parade today and took part in the general festivities. Had a bit of a bad time early on in the day today because all my friends were too tired from last night and ditched me so I was left wandering alone with a dead cell-phone for hours hoping to run into someone I knew. Eventually I got a hold of a friend by using a pay phone until she picked up, and from then on it was frolicking and fun!!

But anyways, it's so nice to see such a large assortment of different folks, the diversity of Toronto really is amazing. I proudly wore my "str8" button and some very short white shorts, and didn't even get a sunburn... OR a blister!! In fact, that's almost a miracle!

xoxo

I renewed my membership, YAAAAY!!! Now I'll be stickin' around for a whole 'nother year, so in celebration I played around a bit this afternoon and took a few pics and vids I'll post the vids over the next few days, so stay tuned! Turns out I really like NN, it's a nice place to feel sexy and chat with other likeminded folks, and I think I'll really need as much online fun as I can get once I'm shipped out overseas!! Only 35 days left before I go, the countdown begins

Edit: Oh yes!! Almost forgot, I have to apologize for not doing something creative or different this time around again It's just the same old same old from when I'm hanging around being horny in my bedroom. With any luck I maaaay be able to take a few pics outside, or if you have ANY requests please shoot them my way! In fact, even if you have requested them before, please do it again if I haven't gotten around to doing it- I haven't written them down anywhere and it's impossible to find the requests in my inbox, I am the Queen of disorganization

So far:
-outside (natural and nude in "secluded landscapes" )
-more w/ the black corset
-wet t-shirt/underwear
-more full body shots

xoxo

unsullied