Just came back from visiting my mum in the country. It's hot here - well for me it is anyway. Am not that good in hot weather - I don't burn in the sun but can't be doing with getting sweaty outdoors or getting a tan which makes me look like a leather handbag lol. I would have been good in Victorian times I think - pale and covered up by day, pale and debauching by night!
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Nice to see the sun shining though I must admit - always fun to observe the number of pink and white people sitting outside pubs drinking way too much beer! They will pay for it later I'm sure
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Am still not smoking and haven't missed the act of lighting up etc. as yet, as have been at home in a non-stressful situation. Back to work tomorrow for the first time since my lurgy. Work is always a trigger unfortunately but I've got to try and get through it.
I am a little irritable today and am putting that down to withdrawal + heat
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I am hoping I can stick to not smoking despite my general annoyance with the world!
Thanks to all those who have given me some encouraging words of support x