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Wednesday, September 11, 2024, 9:34:43 PM- profile | ||||||
I don't like this new Profile thing... how do you even vote on pics now? I don't see an option to vote on pics... I see you can like pics but I don't see the old vote where you can vote like or hot. I am confused right now. Anyone knows how to vote on pics PM me... Thanks | ||||||
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Friday, September 6, 2024, 2:33:40 PM- just sayin | ||||||
hmmm... 12 more views until my profile I hits 11,000....It ONLY took me close to 11 years to get there... Doing the math it's not hard =1,000 views a year.... Really proves how much of a fat piece of shit I really am...Just sayin *sign* I guess life goes on. Peace Shy | ||||||
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Saturday, August 17, 2024, 9:44:51 PM- Something I feel people here should know about me .... | ||||||
Hi NN peeps I am here to help explain a bit about myself.. I have a mental illness.. it makes me not see myself the way you do.. It makes me think and feel that I am a nothing but fat piece of shit and that my opinion means nothing to anyone. I am very hard on myself.. and I have an impossible time believing you when you share your honest opinion of me.. I am not ever disregarding or disrespecting you and your truths.. I appreciate them so much. My illness takes over and at times.. I can't help myself. I need everyone to know that it is 100% all about me.. When I blurt out negative comments about myself.. I am not thinking about you and your comments much at all.. I am only thinking about how ugly/horrible ect I am.. and I feel bad that I am inflicting myself upon the world. I get caught up in the self hatred sometimes and it may seem bad timing. Especially when someone might be giving me a compliment.. I work on this part of myself and just wish I could be better understood..No one seems to understand me and takes what I say the wrong way so hopefully this will help you all and NOT take what I say personally and get defensive and feel that their comments are being thrown in their face. So maybe before you are quick to judge me maybe you should TRY abd understand me more and why I am the way I am. I am learning you should NEVER judge people by what they say or feel cause you don't nor will ever know what is going on in their mind OR in real life. This is why I LOVE dogs so much... they NEVER judge you and they love you unconditionally. If we had that in our world I feel the world would be a much better place. So before you are quick to vent in public cause YOUR feelings were hurt I ask you to please explain your feelings IN PRIVATE to that person so they can maybe be better understood and that maybe you will learn things about them you don't know , I see statuses about people and they don't name names so they can get away with t but I feel that is wrong cause then other people who know nothing about your situation can chime in and I personally know it feels.. it feels like you are getting ganged up on and cyber bullied. Don't be that bully... We are not in high school no more and sometimes I feel that this site is like I'm back in high school all over again. Thank you for understanding and reading Shy | ||||||
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Tuesday, May 21, 2024, 11:20:15 PM- I am the problem... It's me EVERYBODY agrees | ||
Now I am not the biggest Taylor Swift fan but the lyrics are VERY true of me... according to everyone here I am the problem so it must be true I have this thing where I get older, but just never wiser Midnights become my afternoons When my depression works the graveyard shift, all of the people I've ghosted stand there in the room I should not be left to my own devices They come with prices and vices I end up in crisis (Tale as old as time) I wake up screaming from dreaming One day, I'll watch as you're leaving 'Cause you got tired of my scheming (For the last time) It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me At teatime, everybody agrees I'll stare directly at the sun, but never in the mirror It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero Sometimes, I feel like everybody is a sexy baby And I'm a monster on the hill Too big to hang out, slowly lurching toward your favorite city Pierced through the heart, but never killed Did you hear my covert narcissism I disguise as altruism Like some kind of congressman? (A tale as old as time) I wake up screaming from dreaming One day, I'll watch as you're leaving And life will lose all its meaning (For the last time) It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me (I'm the problem, it's me) At teatime, everybody agrees I'll stare directly at the sun, but never in the mirror It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero I have this dream my daughter-in-law kills me for the money She thinks I left them in the will The family gathers 'round and reads it and then someone screams out "She's laughing up at us from Hell" It's me, hi I'm the problem, it's me It's me, hi I'm the problem, it's me It's me, hi Everybody agrees, everybody agrees It's me, hi (Hi), I'm the problem, it's me (I'm the problem, it's me) At teatime (Teatime), everybody agrees (Everybody agrees) I'll stare directly at the sun, but never in the mirror It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero | ||
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Tuesday, May 14, 2024, 12:53:55 AM- damn | ||||||
I can't even post a pic/image on my blog anymore without IDing... that sucks... oh well | ||||||
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Saturday, April 6, 2024, 7:15:08 PM- why am I here? | ||||||
Someone PLEASE tell me what I'm doing here? I look at some of these guys pics and I feel like the biggest piece of shit EVER!!! Its depressing!!! | ||||||
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Sunday, March 24, 2024, 4:01:00 PM- Should I? | ||||||
SO I get this DM outta the blue.... This person: I would love to see some pics. My reply: No you wouldn't, there are better looking guys on here to see than me. You don't want to see me.. trust me This person again: just curious, Why are you here then? and then they blocked me. So I ask... was that response reason for a block? maybe it was or wasn't I am not sure. All I know is people are quick to the block button these days. Now for the second question.. Why am I here then if no pics? Well maybe the answer is that I have made some friends on here over the years that this is the only way of contact. What people don't realize is me not having pics is best for them. If they saw me they would need eye bleach for there eyes after seeing me so I am saving them the head ache. I firmly believe I am doing good for people here by not posting pics here anymore. So the REAL question: If I don't plan on posting pics any more here should I just leave? Its a serious thought So people reading this.... Should I leave here if no plans to post pics anymore? If I get enough votes to leave I will. I don't want to be in a place where I am not wanted. | ||||||
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Saturday, December 30, 2023, 1:01:04 AM- Where is the Love??? These lyrics are NEVER TRUER in todays world!! By Black eyes peas | ||||||
Where is the love? What's wrong with the world, Mama? People livin' like they ain't got no mamas I think the whole world's addicted to the drama Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma Overseas, yeah, we tryna stop terrorism But we still got terrorists here livin' In the USA, the big CIA The Bloods and the Crips and the KKK But if you only have love for your own race Then you only leave space to discriminate And to discriminate only generates hate And when you hate, then you're bound to get irate, yeah Madness is what you demonstrate And that's exactly how anger works and operates Man, you gotta have love just to set it straight Take control of your mind and meditate Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all [Justin Timberlake:] People killin', people dyin' Children hurtin', hear them cryin' Can you practice what you preach? And would you turn the other cheek? Father, father, father, help us Send some guidance from above 'Cause people got me, got me questioning Where is the love? [Will.I.am & Fergie:] (Love) Where is the love? (The love) Where is the love? (The love) Where is the love, the love, the love? [Taboo:] It just ain't the same, old ways have changed New days are strange, is the world insane? If love and peace is so strong Why are there pieces of love that don't belong? Nations droppin' bombs Chemical gases filling lungs of little ones With ongoing sufferin' as the youth die young So ask yourself, is the lovin' really gone? So I can ask myself, really, what is going wrong With this world that we livin' in? People keep on givin' in Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother A war is goin' on, but the reason's undercover The truth is kept secret, and swept under the rug If you never know truth, then you never know love Where's the love, y'all? Come on (I don't know) And where's the truth, y'all? Come on (I don't know) And where's the love y'all? [Justin Timberlake:] People killin', people dyin' Children hurtin', hear them cryin' Can you practice what you preach? And would you turn the other cheek? Father, father, father, help us Send some guidance from above 'Cause people got me, got me questioning Where is the love? [Will.I.am & Fergie:] (Love) Where is the love? (The love) Where is the love? (The love) Where is the love? (The love) Where is the love? (Love) Where is the love? (The love) Where is the love? (The love) Where is the love, the love, the love? [Apl.de.ap:] I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder As I'm gettin' older, y'all people gets colder Most of us only care about money-makin' Selfishness got us followin' the wrong direction Wrong information always shown by the media Negative images is the main criteria Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria Kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema Yo, whatever happened to the values of humanity? (Yeah) Whatever happened to the fairness and equality? (Yeah) Instead of spreading love, we spreading animosity (Yeah) Lack of understanding leading us away from unity That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down It's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under Gotta keep my faith alive 'til love is found Now ask yourself [Will.I.am:] Where is the love? Where is the love? Where is the love? Where is the love? [Justin Timberlake:] Father, father, father, help us Send some guidance from above 'Cause people got me, got me questioning Where is the love? [Will.I.am & Justin Timberlake:] Now sing with me, y'all (One world, one world) We only got (One world, one world) That's all we got (One world, one world) And something's wrong with it (Yeah) Something's wrong with it (Yeah) Something's wrong with the w-world, world, yeah We only got (One world, one world) That's all we got (One world, one world) | ||||||
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Sunday, November 19, 2023, 4:56:37 PM- NN Ladies | ||||||
AtTTENTION NN Ladies!! Your eye are now Saved!!! The one and ONLY pic in my gallery is now DELETED!!! With the ID in effect and me not being ID verified you will offiically NEVER have to see a pic of me again. You may ALL celebrate. Your Welcome Ladies!! Enjoy the eye Candy guys of NN!!! Shy | ||||||
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Sunday, November 5, 2023, 2:39:34 PM- 10 year Reflection | ||||||
10 Year reflection on NN So its been 10 years I have been on this site and I’ve learned a lot of things and my bio says it all right now. A lot of people have said they have gained confidence on this site. Well it’s the opposite for me, I have lost confidence cause of this site. Over the years I have gained some friends but also lost some friends or people I thought were friends. I have changed over the years and the site has changed over the years. The biggest site change I have seen has been the adding of ID in order to post pics. I don’t like this rule at all, Yes I know its not the sites fault and it’s a business decision but I don’t feel I need to ID in order to prove who I am cause I know who I am and people that have been here long enough know who I am and I feel I don’t need to prove anything to anyone as to who I am, I had a gold shield at one time to prove I am real. The Credit card companys issued this change and the site needed to change to make money I simply am NOT going to adopt to this change as I don’t agree with it. I mean if the credit card companys told you to jump over a bridge are you gonna do it? I am simply not going to be a follower. Yes I know its not hard to ID and its not security I’m worried about, I just simply don’t think I need to prove anything to the credit card company so in that regards you will NEVER see another pic posted from me again. Now to many many people, me choosing not post pics anymore is a great thing cause you ladies deserve better than me . I have lost ALL confidence in myself and I don’t see me EVER getting it back again thanks to this site and my experiences on it. I am a fat out of shape person and I really feel I don’t belong posting on this site anymore. I mean who wants to see a fat out of shape guy like me? Nobody does so why even attempt to ID? The way I look at it is there is PLENTY of other guys that are eye candy that the women can look at that are a TON better than me on this site and I simply can’t compete with these guys cause for health reasons I will NEVER be that perfect in shape guy body that woman want and enjoy so much to see. Ladies.. you deserve better pics than mine. I have learned over the years the guy pics that get all the comment and votes are the ones that are built well and in good shape. I have gone on status before and said hi to a woman and she would ignore me cause my gallery is not that great and then a guy comments on her status and he says hi and she acknowledges that guy cause he is in great shape and has a great gallery. The women come to this site for the eye candy Not to look at us fat out of shape guys weather we have a nice personality or not. This is just a realization and an observation over the years that I have experienced being on this site. So to all the ladies that have seen my pics that I HAD posted in the past I sincerely apologize that you have witnessed my hideous fat out shape body and can’t begin to tell you how sorry I truly am. Now have there been some positive experiences on this site? Yes I have made some truly great friends on this site and the friendships I have made on this site are the SOLE reason I choose to stick around. A lot of friends I don’t talk to much but we still communicate once in a while to make sure we are okay and that is okay cause I know life can be busy for many people. There are a couple of other friends from here that I am still very close with and communicate almost on the daily with. I will NEVER forget the people I have met in real life here and will forever be grateful for the friendships I have created on here. How long will I continue to stick around? That I am not sure but I will let the right people know if I decide to leave to good. This is all just MY opinion about my experience on this site and how I feel now with 10 years under my belt here. Thank you for taking the time out to read my reflection and how I feel. Peace and LOVE Shy | ||||||
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